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Joshua!!!

Always should be someone...who listens to blur!!!

About Me

Eisbär. My name is Joshua and I enjoy polar bears, dancing, music, video games, polar bears, partying and lots and lots of other things. I'm currently going to school and am embarking on an epic quest to learn the lost art of keyboard playing.

My AIM SN = Donniex1xdarko

Dancing is the key to happiness. PROOF!!!: http://www.dancesisterdance.com/myvid/index.php?v=d55de4d812 d89

"I'm guessing you identified with Clive, though it wouldn't surprise me one bit if you chose to model yourself after Bambi LeBleu."

My Interests

HONEY FLASH!!

I'd like to meet:

Mesmerize me, Enchant me. ^Needs no explanation

Music:

Atm: The Manic Street Preachers, Rupesh Cartel, Mansun, Roisin Murphy, Caroline, Joy Division, Siouxsie, Tapi Tikarrass, Wolfsheim, Shop Assistants, Rachel Stamp, Dizzy Q Viper, Cranes, theStart, Getting The Fear, Joy Electric, Clan of Xymox, Strawberry Switchblade, Airiel, Arks, Daisy Chainsaw, The Frozen Autumn, Into A Circle, Lycia, Melody Club, Bis,

Return to Central
Juju
High Land, Hard Rain
Happy Birthday... Plus
Murmurs

Dreams of a Cryotank
That Total Age
Twitch
Forbidden Software Timemachine: Best of the Creation Years, 1987-1993
Script of the Bridge

Nowhere
Slowdive / Avalyn I / Avalyn II
Souvlaki
Sweet Heart Dealer
Shakedown!

Songs for Psychotic Children
Pubic Fruit
Lonely Is an Eyesore
The Dreaming
Attack of the Grey Lantern (UK Edition)

Legacy: The Best of Mansun
Japanese Whispers
Spooky
Closer ..
Hummingbirds The Size Of Bullets

Eisbaer
Medusa
Debut
Funeral
He Poos Clouds

Distorted Lullabies
Garbage
Grab That Gun
Strawberry Switchblade
Light & Magic

Witching Hour
Only Theatre of Pain
The Smiths
Hatful of Hollow
Some Girls Wander By Mistake

Promise
Blind
Eleventeen
A Kiss in the Dreamhouse
Fairytales of Slavery

The Otherly Opus
Nothing & Nowhere
Placebo
The Holy Bible
Tender Pervert

Loved
Magnosheen
Wind in the Wires
Lycanthropy
Stunt Pilots

1996-1998
Pygmalion powered by frazy.com

Movies:

I like a LOT but my favourites are: Mysterious Skin, Heathers, Gypsy 83, Velvet Goldmine, May, Donnie Darko, A Tale of Two Sisters, Run Lola Run, Dark City, Return of the Living Dead, Retur of the Living Dead Pt. 3, Dogville, Welcome to the Dollhouse, Storytelling annd moreee

Television:

Daria, Dead Like Me, Wonderfalls, Buffy, Angel, America's Next Top Model, Project Runway, Futurama, Family Guy, Top Cut, Ugly Betty and moree

Books:

Stuff by Daniel Handler, Neil Gaiman, Poppy Z Brite, Dennis Cooper, JK Rowling, Amy Tan, Patricia Wrede, Garth Nix, Dame Darcy

Heroes:

Remember, Eisbär'n müssen nie weinen

Eisbär'n müssen nie weinen

Eisbär'n müssen nie weinen

Eisbär'n müssen nie weinen

My Blog

Won’t be here so I don’t care.

So tonight has been like, the most freeing night of my life. It started out as one of the worst ever. I cant get over how it changed. Now i came back and there was still some residual bullshit to sort...
Posted by Joshua!!! on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 04:58:00 PST

the most peculiar thoughts within

I made my exit too late And I'm gonna need your help But it's always so embarrassing to ask you This is no true solution no system of lasting kind You don't have to tell me you kn...
Posted by Joshua!!! on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 03:06:00 PST

looking back now i never knew you, not that i knew myself.

i am lost in swirling synthetic noise and it is going around and around me and i cant get away from it nor do i want to as it is my comfort and my calling because it knows me better than i know myself...
Posted by Joshua!!! on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 01:19:00 PST

Dreams can be hard and mean...

Usually my dreams are really fucked up and surreal.I had the most awesome hallucinations the other day when i didn't get any sleep haha.But last night...i had the perfect dream, a dream i wished for b...
Posted by Joshua!!! on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 10:51:00 PST

For better things to come.

So this song. Pray by Lycia. Its taking me over right now, calming me down....A lot of songs i obsess over and repeat a lot to tend to make me sad, they comfort me but they perpetuate my sadness to th...
Posted by Joshua!!! on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 01:45:00 PST

Oh what to do, not to feel and who are you?

Haven't blogged in a while. Prolly cos I haven't been so emotional latelY. Maybe ive been a tiny bit more the past few days. So about a year or so ago i said these were my favorite songs:To end, I fee...
Posted by Joshua!!! on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 02:36:00 PST

O you were a vampire and now I am nothing at all.

                                    Poppy Z. Brite Quiz - Which L...
Posted by Joshua!!! on Fri, 11 May 2007 10:27:00 PST

The galaxy is so elite

Mmm last night was fun..the music was kinda eh-er than usual (too much ebm!) but hearing le disko was a nice surprise. I'm glad thestart went over well, I cant wait to hear the album. Mmm and dancing ...
Posted by Joshua!!! on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 07:26:00 PST

MEET ME AT THE CEMETRY GATES

Liz won't go with me to the cemetery. That's it. I give up on everyone(edit:except mollybeth. i bet molly would TOTALLY go to a cemetery with me and take ridiculous gawth pictures.)...
Posted by Joshua!!! on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 08:21:00 PST

Silver, silver.

Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.This new Joy Electric album is amazing. Ive listened to every song on repeat, but especially the otherly opus and blood will dye...It makes my ears...
Posted by Joshua!!! on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 10:42:00 PST