humbug. |
what is it about "the holidays" that is making me so fucking depressed? i think it's the cracked, plastic nativity that's being displayed by my neighbors around the corner. every time i pull out of my... Posted by kaitlin left on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 01:05:00 PST |
heroes? |
someone keeps saying my name over and over on the television, and i know it isn't real but each time i hear it, i think that maybe something's wrong. but then i remember that there's no one calling my... Posted by kaitlin left on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 06:57:00 PST |
steady. |
i'm sitting in my brother's led zeppelin sweatshirt and knee high socks.i realize that all the things i want are so close to my reach, i feel like i'm grazing at them with my fingertips. my body aches... Posted by kaitlin left on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 08:29:00 PST |
st. augustine |
i've come to a few conclusions this evening.
i am absolutely insane.
i'm always the only girl; generally surrounded by 3 males.
i need to buckle the fuck down and write the goddam sociological stud... Posted by kaitlin left on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 02:12:00 PST |
anniversary |
[i wrote this one year ago today. happy anniversary to myself. i've decided to really let go and really open up. so here. i just opened this for the first time since i wrote it, and i'm going to ... Posted by kaitlin left on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 07:59:00 PST |
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i just took a bath and stayed in it until the water had seeped all the way down until i was laying in two inches of water and i could feel everything around me pulsing in the candlelight.
highly reco... Posted by kaitlin left on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 06:06:00 PST |
bleh |
rolling chairs are really quite possibly one of the greatest inventions in the past century. although they do have a habit of inhibiting the apathetic and lazy... i can't help but do a little dance ev... Posted by kaitlin left on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 06:33:00 PST |
refills |
have you ever watched the birds fly south across a dusky autumnal sky? it's really quite breathtaking. the clouds were the color of ashy ink tonight when i was finally on my way home, and it made me s... Posted by kaitlin left on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 06:49:00 PST |
crickets |
everything is starting to make sense. in that way that never really does. it's good to feel protected. but it's sometimes better to teeter on the brink of something. lately, i can't distinguish the on... Posted by kaitlin left on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 03:08:00 PST |
silver lining |
hello there. how are you? i feel like i've become an highly evolved version of myself within the past month or so. i haven't cried in at least 3 weeks or so, which has got to be some sort of record fo... Posted by kaitlin left on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 12:00:00 PST |