I'm a very complex individual.
I like having my alone time and personal space, but i need to be around people. I feed off people. If I'm left to myself for too long my mood starts to turn apathetic and I stop caring.
...I hope I'm not left on a deserted island
I live by my computer and when it doesn't work right I get frustrated and cry.
my computer is my life.
my friends live in it.
i do my homework on it.
i do my recreation on it.
I'm an animal lover. If I had to make the choice I'd always choose animals over people. Funny that I just said I needed people to stay happy yet I'd rather have an animal near me.
I contradict myself a lot.
one might even say i'm a hypocrite.
I'm working on getting out and meeting new people. I've spent the past 20 years in my own little world living imaginary lives (i'm a writer not delusional). I've come to the point in my life where I'm tired of writing lives for other people while not living my own. I've been making excuses for myself for far too long. It's time for me to stop feeling sorry for myself and the past torments of my childhood and start living the life I was given. Life's short and I need to experience a life before mine's taken.
if you want to read anything i've written go to www.freewebs.com/loeak
