blah...blah...blah, happy, miserable, loveable, angry, and a little in between, this is what my wonderful wife has to deal with, and pretty much everyone else. i am a rollercoaster of moods and emotions, constantly changing. fuck you, i love you ...got it. anyway now that i have you attention...
WHAT CAN I SAY..I AM PROBABLY ON OF THE LUCKIEST GUYS ON THIS PLANET, AT LEAST THAT IS HOW I FEEL. I AM MARRIED TO THE BEST WOMAN ON THE PLANET FOR ME,MICHELLE-OF COURSE, SHE IS NUMBER ONE ON THE LIST!!SHE IS THE MOST SINCERE AND GENTLE SOULS I HAVE EVER ENCOUNTERED. SHE LETS ME BE ME, WHAT MORE CAN YOU ASK FOR. WE HAVE 3 GREAT KIDS-LOGAN CHRISTOPHER(8 YEARS OLD)-MY STEPSON, AND HAYDEN ELIJAH(2 1/2 YEARS OLD), OUR NEWBORN TREYSIN MICHAEL, WHO WAS BORN ON SEPTEMBER 22ND-5 WEEKS EARLY. HE IS A HEALTHY BABY BOY, NO REAL PROBLEMS.HAYDEN IS MY FIRST,AND WATCHING HIM GROW IS AN ADVENTURE, HE IS SO MUCH LIKE ME SOMETIMES IT IS SCARY! HE LOVES GUITAR AND MUSIC IN GENERAL. IT IS NOT ALWAYS FUN TO BE A PARENT, THAT IS JUST THE WAY IT IS. LOVE IT AND HATE ALL AT THE SAME TIME. I WOULD TRADE IT FOR ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD. I SPEND MORE TIME WITH THE KIDS NOW THAN I USED TO. AFTER THE BREAK-UP OF SCARS OF HATRED, LIFE HAS CHANGED ALOT. MY WIFE IS NOW GOING TO BEAUTY SCHOOL, WHICH IS GREAT FOR HER. FOR 4 YEARS SHE SAT AROUND WHILE I WAS DOING THE BAND THING, SOMETIMES I WAS GONE 5 NIGHTS A WEEK. ENOUGH ABOUT ME IT IS TIME FOR HER TO DO WHAT SHES BEEN DREAMING OF. IT WOULD BE UNFAIR FOR ME NOT TO SUPPORT HER WHEN SHE SUPPORTED ME OVER THE YEARS DOING BAND STUFF. I MAY GET BACK INTO IT AFTER SHE FINISHES SCHOOL IN 8-9 MONTHS. SHE HAS NEVER TRIED TO CHANGE WHO I AM, AND FOR YEARS I WAS VERY LOST IN BULLSHIT, NOW I KNOW WHO AND WHAT I AM AND FOR ALL THOSE WHO DON'T GET IT...FUCK YOU. I AM VERY HAPPY WITH MYSELF AND YOU ARE NEVER TO OLD TO LEARN. I'M NOT DEAD YET-ONWARD AND UPWARD!!Layout made by ♥Kathy♥
