I USED TO BE PREGNANT BUT NOW IM JUST FAT!!! I am Jelious, insecure, bitchy but i am a bubbly person who loves to live life. Laying in the sand on a hot summer day is my perfect way of wasting summer away, i love the beach. I like to fish-the you bait it i catch it kinda thing.I love to go shopping for just about anything. I probably own a million pairs of shoes brand new in the box, but eventually they will all get worn.I love olive garden, i hate logans. I love to ride motorcycles.I have learned that its ok to get dirty for it is just dirt and it will wash off, and its ok to get wet we are not going to melt. I love to dye my hair all sorts of crazy colors! I love ripped jeans and huge sunglasses and i cannot live without my rainbows. I speak whats on my mind, like it or not i do not care. I have made plenty of mistakes, hurt people and i have definetly been hurt several times. Everyone has their downfalls so dont judge me on my past. At the end of the day i am what i am, take it how you please, you cannot change me and you definetly cant be ME!..
i have two children(boys)..Julian who is almost 7 months and Devin who is 4 years old..my kids are my world..i couldnt do it without them, they are what gets me through the day!!! CHRISTOPHER O AKA BIG ODOG I used to be engaged to Christopher Oden who might i tell you was MY world. Its unfortunate that people take advantage of the things that make up most of their lives! Many people will walk in and out of our lives and half the time it will not phase them. Even the one person who I thought would never let me down, did. The person that claimed to have so much love for me, lied! Even when you think you know a person sometimes we are wrong, they turn out to be the complete opposite. I promis you that when you finally realize i am gone you WILL miss me because i was the best thing you ever had. When you learn to grow up and except the fact that life is not about money and as many girls you can in our bed, you will realize that life has so much more in store for you and your children! You are destroying many peoples lives, people who have given you their all you have stepped on because you wanted more. Grow up and be a man accept the life that is handed to you and quit tryign to be somethign that you will never be. Quit telling people you love them when you have no care in the world but for yourself, not even your children. Love is not a game you dont play around with something that people like I take so seriously! Live your life the way you please but know that i always loved you and i gave you my all. I gave you plenty of opportunities to show me that you cared and to put me and your kids first and you shoved me off. You will oneday realize what you have lost and i pray it hurts you just as bad as you have hurt me! Christopher just know that i will always love you and oneday i hope you realize that you were my everythign and i would have given my life for you or Devin! I will miss you so much and i hope you are finally happy with what you have done to me and our family! you now have what you deserve, and wanted so run with it and do what you please!you never loved me! i love you so much and i forever will! sometimes the person you want most, your better off without its hard to wait around for something you know is never going to happen, but its even harder to give up, when you know its everything you want you speak such soft words from such a cold heart♥Sometimes we tend to be in despair, when the person we love leaves us, but the truth is, it snot our loss, but theirs, for they left the only person who wouldn't give up on them.JOSHUA HEDDEN my brother is currently in iraq! i miss him more than anythign in this world, and cant wait to see him again! i love you joshua and im so excited to be an aunt! come home soon and be safe!
