drawing, playing the piano, abnormal psychology, fucking, cryptozoology, serial murder, evolutionary biology, outsider art, classic track bikes, death and dying, metaphysics, chaos magic, parapsychology, guns 'n' ammo, teratology, sideshow freaks, etc....
sociopaths, nazis, satanists, the deformed, and other fascinating people
amebix, amber assylum, android lust, arcturus, autumn tears, beethoven, belle and sebastian, big black, black sabbath, blind guardian, blutengel, david bowie, burzum, the carpenters, johnny cash, nick cave, chopin, david allen coe, leonard cohen, coil, converter, combichrist, corrupted, the cure, dark funeral, debussy, dead and gone, death in june, depeche mode, doom, dystopia, einsturzende neubauten, e nomine, emperor, eyehategod, the faint, gang star, grendel, godspeed you black emperor, grief, merle haggard, hanzel und gretyl, emmylou harris, p.j. harvey, hecate enthroned, the heiroglyphics, iron maiden, jawbreaker, waylon jennings, joy division, the magnetic fields, man is the bastard, mogwai, the morning fourty federation, the mountain goats, my life with the thrill kill cult, willie nelson, neutral milk hotel, nocturnal rites, noothgrush, non, old mans child, opeth, buck owens, ozzy, panzer ag, dolly pardon, pigface, the postal service, psyclon nine, rhapshody, rasputina, rudimentary peni, satyricon, skinny puppy, cat stevens, suicide commando, ulver, wagner, kitty wells, hank williams the first and third, wolfsheim, wumpscutt,
the elephant man, henry: portrait of a serial killer, scrap book, twin falls idaho, memento, good fellas, freaks, m, the outlaw josie wales, ninja scroll, bucket of blood, drugstore cowboy, im gonna get you sucka, oh brother where art thou, happiness....
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anything by: edward abbey, charles baudelaire, ambrose bierce, william blake, trevor brown, charles bukowski, william burroughs, itallo calvino, albert camus, louis ferdinand celine, joe coleman, aaron cometbus, fyodor dostoevsky, niel gaiman, jim goad, edward gorey, herman hesse, carl jung, franz kafka, anton lavey, howard phillips lovecraft, patrick mcmannus, john milton, friedrich nietzsche, george orwell, chuck palahniuk, daniel quinn, wilhelm reich, arthur rimbaud, harold schechter, david sedaris, hubert selby jr., hunter s thompson, jim thompson, j.r.r. tolkien, joel peter whitkin, charles willeford, robert anton wilson, cornell woolrich, carl zimmerone offs: lucifer rising, primal screamer, you cant win, the museum at purgatory, i am secretly an important man, the lucifer principal, specimen tank, and the ass saw the angel, the field guide to lake monsters, cryptozoology a-z, what is mathematics, under the black flag, touching from a distance, house of leaves, the indiana torture slaying, geek love, search for the giant squid, severed, thought gang, unholy alliance, panzram: a journal of murder, the consumer, the last days of christ the vampire, orchid fever, without conscience, mein kampf, a language older than words, dr rat, psychopathia sexualis, culture jam, since the layoffs, hunting humans, lies my teacher told me, the undertaking, end times, lords of chaos, the orchid thief, apocalypse culture 1&2, the violence of our lives, stiff: the curious life of human cadavers, corpse, reefer madness, perfume, rage and reason, the mole people, tesla: modern wizard, confederacy of dunces, johnny got his gun, bones, ed gein: psycho, lobster boy, death scenes, freaks we who are not as others, cold blooded, making of a serial killer, freaks myths and images of the secret self, memoirs of a sword swallower, muerte,
anyone who has the power to manifest their own dreams