Lady Utopia - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I make love to my fears, dance with the shadows under the moonlight, lose myself in between, and dream of dreaming of not being real.."..When the shadows fall, And the sun sets in us allJust silent hopes remain and the aching grief that grows Into a bottomless vale I fall - O, I give myself away Away, far away, to this dim and misty place My heart reflects the night...Languid moonshine, I bath my skin in thee O, may thy beauty be revealed in me Silent winds, whisper to me Thy songs of solitude and joy..""..Quod Me Nutrit, Me Destruit..."

My Interests

MUSIC. I study music high school.. Major in singing. I play piano and a bit of guitar. I compose.. I compose IN MINOR. I love nature..and solitude.. I read.paint and draw & write poetry. I love dancing..belly dancing. I love water..and despise food ;)**I live in my dream world which is a " very scary place to be trapped inside"...**

I'd like to meet:

Music:

Music is my entire world. I love gothic, darkwave, rock n roll, metal (doom/folk), classics, irish, oriental, native american...and the list goes on..

Movies:

I love all kind of movies, it really depends of the place, time, mood and with whom I am..

Television:

no time for it..

Books:

Many to list.. Let's say I really love Shakespeare, Edgar Alan Poe, Ivo Andric... (and so on, and so on)

Heroes:

My imaginary friend

My Blog

you should know that...

...I am really grateful for the support and words full of love, and comfort I received from some of you today.. Aidan, Brian & Brian(Clad.in.Darkness) you will forever be in my hear...
Posted by Lady Utopia on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 02:03:00 PST

wehmut

.. ..
Posted by Lady Utopia on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 06:26:00 PST

keep on runnin...

you might even get away with it.
Posted by Lady Utopia on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 07:59:00 PST

but you cant blame me for..

hurting myself..My body, my soul, my everything. and I am so fucking good at it. ...
Posted by Lady Utopia on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 07:41:00 PST

I love it

http://youtube.com/watch?v=fxQcBKUPm8o
Posted by Lady Utopia on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 06:58:00 PST

broken....and..

.... I have no more tears to cry.
Posted by Lady Utopia on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 03:45:00 PST

Doll Face

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zl6hNj1uOkY
Posted by Lady Utopia on Fri, 11 May 2007 12:50:00 PST

I know...

"I try to keep warm, but I just grow colder.."
Posted by Lady Utopia on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 01:14:00 PST

something..

"I want to walk in the snowAnd not leave a footprintI want to walk in the snowAnd not soil it's purity" ...
Posted by Lady Utopia on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 11:14:00 PST

paper bag

I was staring at the sky, just looking for a starTo pray on, or wish on, or something like thatI was having a sweet fix of a daydream of a boyWhose reality I knew, was a hopeless to be hadBut then the...
Posted by Lady Utopia on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 11:10:00 PST