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Siberian Heart

Amour Vincit Omnia

About Me


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I've been searchin', wonderin', thinkin' Lost and lookin' all my life I've been wounded, jaded, loved and hated I've wrestled wrong and right, I've been readin', writin', prayin', fightin' I guess I would be still, that was until.........
I have more than a lifetime of memories and a head full of dreams. I have finally learnt to forgive myself for the things I have done.
I am a mother, a singer, a writer, a painter, I am lazy, smoke too many cigarettes and drink way too much coffee, I don't get enough sleep, I am forgetful but despite this, I have a good heart.
I am internalised and can overanalyse things to the point of insanity but I am also very unsure as to how people feel. I believe in wearing my heart on my sleeve, so to speak, and I don't play games with people, if I 'like you' you will know it for sure. I love country music and chilli, in that order!
I am not really skinny and I am not really big either, I have all my curves in all the places they should be and I have finally come to terms with that.
I have short spikey hair that is currently bright red and I love my biker boots to death. ....but I still love getting messages from people and I am a true lover of romance.
If you think you can handle someone who looks tough but is a complete romantic fool, who knows all the words to every U2 and Rasmus song and who is a 'Completely Wonderful Contradiction' then message me! Life is short so the more out of life than I can squeeze the better!!"Forget Pink and purple paisleys little mellow-yellow daisies Ain't no pot of gold in her rainbow Her favorite color is ..Chrome " - Trace Adkins

Just Because..


...Another Survey...


Story behind your myspace song Just removed as it was a Xmas song!!
What month were you born in June
Where do you live In a cave under your stairs

...Describe Your...


Wallet Black, White and Red with Gothic Cartoon
Dream car Black Corvette Stingray
Toothbrush The only thing I own thats PINK!
Jewellery worn daily Sentimental Rings and a necklace a dear friend gave me for Xmas
Pillow Case All different shades of Blue (Jeez! That sounds like a country song!! lol)
Eyes Dark
Room Finally clean
Love life Don't ask!
Cologne/Perfume Something my daughter bought me for Xmas
Cd in stereo Rascall Flatts
Piercings Ears (7)
Wearing The daggiest clothes in my wardrobe
Wanting Something to do
What does your headline mean Trying to figure out why you like the people you do
Last thing you ate Chilli!!
Something you are afraid of Earthquakes
Do you like candles Yup
Do you like the taste of blood What?!?! ewww..
Do you believe in love Not at all
Do you believe in soul mates Nope
Do you like seafood Nup
Do you remember your dreams Yup
Do you consider yourself a study freak Yes
What's your favorite thing to do in the place where you live Sit at the Cafe with my friends
Do you like tattoos Yes!
Do you burn easily in the sun No
Do you speak another language other than English Kinda, depends how much Ive had to drink
What's something you wish you could understand better Other women...
Are you shy around a crush No
What book would you recommend to anyone His Bright Light by Danielle Steele
Last show you watched an entire episode of Prison Break
Last movie you watched at home Lord of the Rings 2
Got any plans for the weekend Kind of but they'll probably change
Who do you miss Simon
Last incoming call on your cell phone Withheld
What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer PDF file
What's your favorite restaurant Burger King! Lol
Last time you swam in a pool Just over a year ago
What was the last thing you bought Alcohol
A secret about you That I have a deep secret
Ever made a prank phone call No
Where did Waldo go To Ibiza
Do you really know all the words to your national anthem Unfortunatly
What did your last text message say Boo. How are you baby?
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant Yes, but in my defence I was 3!!
Have you ever written poetry I used to...
How many people have you kissed I plead the fifth! What do you mean it doesn't count for me??? ..
Have you ever won a trophy Yes
Are you a good cook No
Do you know how to pump your own gas Don't own a car
Think fast, who do you hate right now I refuse to answer on the grounds that I may be dragged off to a looney bin!!
Who was the last person you visited in the hospital My stepfather
What do you think about most What I would like for my future

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Andrea!

    All swans in England belong to Andrea!The word 'samba' means 'to rub Andrea'.On stone temples in southern India, there are more than 30 million carved images of Andrea!Andrea was originally green, and actually contained cocaine.Andrea can fly at an average speed of fifteen kilometres an hour.Andrea is born white; her pink feathers are caused by pigments in her typical diet of shrimp.Andrea can clean her ears with her tongue, which is over thirty-nine inches long.Andrea can pollinate up to six times more efficiently than the honeybee.The International Space Station weighs about 500 tons and is the same size as Andrea.Andrea is the largest of Saturn's moons.
I am interested in - do tell me about

My Interests

Art, Pop Art, Picasso, Bottecelli, Junk Sculptures and CubismComics, Xmen and all their offspring, Kindergoth and Various AnimeCountry Music, it speaks to my soul and finding a new artist to obsess over is fantastic (go Taylor Swift!)Theoretical Conversations, Time Space Continuim, Time Travel and Nature Vs NurtureDancing, at a club, in my lounge,alone in my room, slow dancing with someone specialTravel, or imagined future travel, Nashville, Dublin and talking to people who have travelledThe Beach, The sounds, the smells and bonfires at nightNight Time, The dark sky, the stars, the quietness and the dawn light after an all-nighterSwimming, the world dissapearing when Im underwater, Diving and being good at itClassic TV shows and Movies, James Dean, Wizard of Oz, The Muppets, Happy Days, Fawlty TowersVideo Games, Muppet Race Mania, Kingdom Hearts, Mystery Games and Crime SolversCoke and Rasberry, ice cold served in a tall glass, the perfect drink on a hot dayWarm summer evenings, BBQ's, being outside as it gets dark, wearing a singlet at nightA great fitting pair of worn in jeans, comfy and soft but you know you look good in themCigars, The smell of them, White Owls and Tiny Tims

I'd like to meet:


This version of Harry Potter!!!
Tattoed and peirced people who can hold a decent conversation. Anyone up for chatting to me! OH!! and also any cowboy/firefighter!!!!! Hehehe......drool!
I would like to meet men who play guitar, have tattoo's and or peircings and maybe even glasses if you ask my friends. (Explained in blog 'My Type')
As far as dream meetings go, Bono is at the top of my list of people I would love to have at a dinner party. Others on the guest list would have to be Drew Barrymore, Rob Guest, My Late Grandfather, Kevin Smith (Silent Bob!)

Music:

Everything you could think of. I swear I have atleast one song from every single artist ever released somewhere in my possesion!body {cursor: url(http://www.spinmyprofile.com/graphics/cursors/misc/harve y_hotstuff.ani); }

Movies:

Boondock Saints, Labyrinth, The Butterfly Effect, Cruel Intentions, Gothica, Along Came Polly, Catch Me If You Can, Scary Movies 1,2 & 3, Neverending Story, Finding Nemo, Wizard of Oz, Rebel Without a Cause, The Muppets & The Notebook

Television:

Prison Break, Law & Order, CSI, Heroes, Documentaries, The Simpsons and Music Programmes.

Books:

His Bright Light - Danielle Steele, A must for anyone who knows someone effected by Mental Illness! Graphic Novels, X - Men and Kindergoth especially

Heroes:

My Heroes are my Parents, my friends (Dappy and Disty!) and my daughter whose integrity and inner light amaze me everyday.

My Blog

If I cared...

I feel drained, physically and emotionally but great at the same time. I am living a life I am unfamiliar with, where things that I once held onto for dear life have drifted away and it's ok. I f...
Posted by Siberian Heart on Tue, 08 May 2007 02:30:00 PST

My deadline is looming...

I have an appointment at the hospital here in just under 2 weeks and I'm freaking out. I've had certain medical problems for years and this is just another in what I fear will be a long line of appoin...
Posted by Siberian Heart on Wed, 02 May 2007 04:08:00 PST

Im tired...

Im so tired.. Im tired of being tired! Im tired of holding onto things long after they are dead and decomposing and Im tired of standing there and letting people hit me repeatedly around the face with...
Posted by Siberian Heart on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 05:46:00 PST

Wild Pansies...

Once apon a time in a land far away there lived a handsome prince called Aramon. Aramon loved nothing more than to dress as a commoner and wander through the local market place where he would browse t...
Posted by Siberian Heart on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 07:49:00 PST

Bugger...

Dont Ask...
Posted by Siberian Heart on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 04:46:00 PST

I dont do soppy!!....Usually!!

Hi people, Well, I feel like i haven't written in years although it's only been about a week. Im just so used to having stuff to bitch about that when Im happy I forget to write and keep y'all&nb...
Posted by Siberian Heart on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 03:41:00 PST

Im Scared Of Dogs...

I broke things off with Toy-Boy. I thought I was ready for a relationship but it was for the wrong reason. I thought I was ready because I was over my Ex afteer a very long time but I realised today ...
Posted by Siberian Heart on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 03:16:00 PST

Toy-Boy? Hmm...

As we all know, I have been juggling men lately. I knew they were all lovely guys but I just got the sense that none of them were the one for me. Well, ok and the fact that there were only 2 that live...
Posted by Siberian Heart on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 01:58:00 PST

A country vacation...

I spent last night away from the bustle of my home. Away from the things I should've been doing with my time and away from the nights I have been spending pondering various options that have occured l...
Posted by Siberian Heart on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 03:01:00 PST

A Dangerous Idea that Almost Makes Sense...

I think the best way to decribe whats going on with me is to go back to relying on the words and phrase of people far more intune with themselves than I. Love is Blindness - U2 Love is blindnessI dont...
Posted by Siberian Heart on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 05:38:00 PST