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To thine own self be true

About Me

Let's see, I am back at UConn after a six year hiatus. I was a Biology major but recently switched to English, for I love to write. There is so much reading!! I guess I should get used to that. I plan on writing my autobiography and publishing my poetry. I am also working so I don't have much free time, but when I do I love to hang out with my friends, go to shows, play pool and throw back a few. I have many goals and aspirations. I WILL succeed, I have no doubts. Sometimes I get discouraged, but as Jerry said, "keep on truckin'"!! Unlike many I have not given up on my dreams and I no longer choose to live in the past, nor dwell on it. You may think otherwise by reading my blogs, but that is just how I express myself. So, read on and enjoy the life of Jess or who others know as Jessa, Jessi, Jessica depending on whom you may ask. I have a few other affectionate pet names also depending on who you talk to. I've been called dangerous, fun to be around, funny, true, sexy, wild, nails and all other sorts of strange adjectives. I would say "enough about me" but that is what this section is called, after all. I live in CT, which kind of sucks for there is really not much to do here. I am looking for friends.
J Joyous
E Exciting
S Shaggy
S Slippery
I Insane
C Cranky
A Altruistic
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In case you can't tell....I am obsessed with frogs and collect all frog related items...I have quite a collection!!
Who Should Paint You: Andy Warhol
You've got an interested edge that would be reflected in any portrait
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Your Stripper Song Is
My Love Is Like ... Wo by Mya
"My love is like...wo
My kiss is like...wo
My touch is like...wo"
You're the full package - and you let everyone know it! What Song Should You Strip To?
You Are a Newborn Soul
You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance.
On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others.
You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative.
Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you.
Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter.
You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything.
You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships.
Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily.
Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
You are calm and rational.
You are also giving and kind - a great friend.
You are easy going and trusting.
However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games. What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?
Pepperoni Pizza
Robust and dominant.
When you go for something, you go full force.
You tend to take control of situations easily.
And in return, you get a ton of respect. What's Your Pizza Personality?
Your Sexy Sandals Are
Giuseppe Zanotti 5011 What Sexy Sandals Are You?
Your Birthdate: April 2
You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense.
You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends.
Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone.
Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive.
Your strength: Your universal compassion
Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings
Your power color: Mauve
Your power symbol: Butterfly
Your power month: February What Does Your Birth Date Mean? this is cute, so I had to put it on here, you don't even want to know what my pornstar name is, I just can't bring myself to put it on here!! Jessica's sexual nickname:
"Love Bubbles"
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You Are a Margarita
You aren't just the life of the party, you are the party!
You mix a good drink, bust out some great music, and know how to get down. What Mixed Drink Are You? I don't know how true this is...I thought I am way more kinky..hey I own a shirt that says "kinky central" damnit!! You are 43% kinky
You are kinda kinky. You like to fantasize and try some new things sometimes, but overall youd rather stick to sex you are comfortable with.
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You Are Thong Panties
Woman, you are one hell of a ride!
You're a total wild child - and you live for crazy times.
Men are attracted to you like flies to honey, even though they know they should stay away.
You need a expert cowboy who can keep in tune with your free spirit! What Kind of Panties Are You?
Your Passion is Red!
You've got that spark - a good dose of intensity, power, and determination.
You do whatever you want in life ... to hell with what anyone thinks!
With so many interests and loves, you're always running around doing something new.
You have fire in your eyes, and it shows. Bet you're even wearing something red! What Color is Your Passion? I'm allergic to milk, but this is hilarious!! Wassup commercial, kids style
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let's play!!!!!!

Frogger

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Game Code 4 your page Jessica --
[adjective]:
Sexually stunning
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Which Tori Amos song are you?
Tear in Your Hand
Neil said hi, by the way.

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My Interests

playing pool, going to bars and or clubs, hanging out with my friends, talking on the phone, music, concerts, sunshine, punk rock, hardcore, prismatic blue eyes, playing the violin, the smell of the rain wafting off of hot pavement in the summertime, singing, love, making children smile, laughter, tattoos, piercings, my pet frog(rip)
Hosted by Sparkle Tags my cat, writing poetry, and lots of it. I am very good at baring my heart through words. I am very spontaneous and I have gone many places on a moments notice, twice to Montreal, Georgia, Florida, Cali....what else, who knows ? WELCOME TO jESLAND...ENJOY THE RiDe... I adopted a cute lil' fairy fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
You Are a Yellow Flower
A yellow flower tends to represent joy, friendship, and playfulness.
At times, you are childlike, as a buttercup is.
And at other times, you are fickle, like a dahlia.
And more than you wish, you tend to feel bittersweet, like a marigold. What Color Flower Are You?
Which military loser are you?
Emperor Romulus Augustus
The last ruler of the Roman empire. Possibly the greatest force in history. You are a bit of a waster.
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Your a vampire congrats! YOu live for the darkness
because you can't go in the light.you live of
blood but you don't kill when feeding(only if
your evil you will)Being immortal is a a very
lonely road,but somehow you deal.YOur rich
and money is not an object since if you
wanted to you could rob a bank!(that would be
so cool!)
Your saying:Bite me and I'll bite back.

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--Info--
Name:: Jessica
Nicknames:: Jess, Jessi
Birthplace:: Middletown, CT
Current Location:: Middletown, CT
Hair Color:: brown
Eye Color:: brown
Height:: 5'6"
Weight:: wouldn't you like to know
Tatoos?:: 3, if you include my whole lower back as one
Piercings?:: 8
Overused Phrase:: ??
--Your--
Bedtime:: 2 am or so
Best Physical Feature:: my ass
Most Embarassing Moment:: forgot my vibrator was in my purse and went into a courthouse and got searched
Most Missed Memory:: playing with AJ
First Thought When You Wake Up:: shit it's morning already?
Weakness:: blue eyes
Best Friends:: Corinne, Brian, Shane
Goal For The Year:: to do well in school
Greatest Fears:: heights and water
--This Or That--
Pepsi or Coke...: Diet Coke
McDonalds or Burger King...: Burger King
Hot Tea or Ice Tea...: Hot tea
Chocolate or Vanilla...: Chocolate
Water or Milk...: Water
Coffee or Hot Chocolate...: Coffee
Hugs or Kisses...: Hugs
Cats or Dogs...: Dogs
Summer or Winter...: Summer
Scary Movies or Romantic Comedies...: Scary Movies
Love or Money...: Love
Green Grapes or Purple Grapes...: Green
--Lover--
Perferred Eye Color:: Blue
Perferred Hair Color:: brown/black
Short Hair or Long Hair...: short
Perferred Height:: over 5'9"
Perferred Weight:: average for height
Looks or Personality...: personality
Hot or Cute...: cute
Skinny...Muscular...or Fat...: muscular
--Favs--
Number:: 7
Food:: indian
Type of Music:: all different kinds
Candy:: chocolate pretzel flips
Color:: purple/pink
Animal:: frog (duh)
Drink:: diet coke
Body Part on the Opposite Sex:: eyes
Movie:: The Princess Bride
Past Time:: writing poetry
--Have You Ever--
Drank?: yes
Smoked?: yes
Been Beaten Up?: yes
Bullied Someone?: no
Skinny Dipped?: yes
Played Spin The Bottle or 7 Minutes In Heaven?: yes
Toliet Papered Someones House?: no
Played Poker W/ Money?: no
Gone Swimming In A White T-Shirt?: I don't remember
Been Tickled So Bad That You Cried?: yes, from laughter
Been Tickled So Bad That You Couldnt Talk?: yes
Like Someone And Not Tell Them How You Felt?: yes
Went Camping?: yes
Used The Restroom On A Tree?: no
Had A Crush On Your Brother/Sister's Friend?: no
Had A Crush On Your Friend's Brother/Sister?: yes
Walked In The Rain W/out An Umbrella?: yes
Danced In The Rain?: yes
Told A Joke And Nobody Thought It was Funny?: yes
Been On Stage?: yes
Worn Clothes Your Mom Didnt Approve Of?: yes
Been To A Nude Beach?: no
Cursed In Church?: I don't think so
Been Called A Whore/Slut For Kissing Someone?: no
Burnt Yourself?: yes
Been Dumped?: yes
Dumped Someone?: yes
Been In Love?: yes
Been Hit On Someone To Old?: yes
Wanted To Be A Model?: yes
Wanted To Be In The Olmpics?: no
Bought Lottery Tickets?: yes
Made Out In A Car?: yes
Cried During A Movie?: yes
Wanted Something You Couldnt Have?: yes
Made Love On The Beach?: no
Shoplifted?: yes, when I was little
Seen Someone Shoplift?: yes
Hung Up On Someone?: yes
Yelled At Your Pet?: yes
Gotten Seasick?: no
Tried To Strip When Drunk?: yes
Bought A Thong Cuz The Casier Was Hot?: no
Stalked Someone?: yes, kinda
Had A Stalker?: yes
Played A Prank On Someone And Scared Them?: yes
Been Embarrassed By Someone In Your Family?: yes
Felt Bad About Eating Meat?: yes
Protested?: yes
Been To An Island?: yes
Ate Cuz You Had Nothing Better To Do?: yes
Screamed In A Library?: no
Made Out W/ A Stranger?: yes
Made Out W/ Someone Who Wasnt Single?: yes
Wished A Part Of You Was Different?: yes
Talked To A Complete Stranger?: yes
Been Sunburned So Bad You Blistered?: yes
Kicked A Guy In The Nuts?: yes
Threw Up In School?: yes
Recieved A Love Letter That Wasnt Signed?: hmmm not sure
Wore Something You Hated?: yes
Wore Something To Match Someone?: yes
Been To A Luau?: yes
Cursed Infront Of Your Parents?: no
Been On TV?: yes
Been Outta The Country?: yes
Been Honked At While Walking Down The Sidewalk?: yes
Won A Pool Game?: yes
Went To A Party Where You Were The Only Sober One?: yes
Went To School/ Work Drunk?: no
Dieted?: yes
Had An Eating Disorder?: yes
Cheated On Your Other?: technically yes
Been Cheated On?: yes
Been Paid To Date Someone?: no
Dated Someone That Was Paid or Dared To Date You?: no
Tanned Topless?: no
Been Strip Searched?: no
Been On A Plane?: yes
Been On A Cruise?: no
Been Pantsed In Public?: no
Thrown Your Shoe At Someone?: yes
Broke Someone's Heart?: yes
Sung In The Shower?: yes
Bought Something Way To Expensive?: yes
Done Something Stupid And Laughed At Yourself?: yes
Been Walked In On While You Were Dressing?: yes
Been Walked In On While Showering?: yes
Ran Out Of A Movie Theater Cuz You Got Scared?: no
Been Kicked Out Of A Mall/ Store?: no
Been Kicked Out Of A GoCart Place Cuz You Wrecked The Go Cart?: no
Been In Detention?: yes
Feel Off A Roof?: no
Pretended You Were Scared So You Could Cuddle W/ Someone?: yes
Been In A Wreck?: yes
Wrecked So You Wouldnt Hit An Animal?: no
Made Yourself Puck So You Wouldnt Have To Go To School?: no
Threatened Someone W/ A Water Gun?: yes
Been Shot?: no
Had A Water Gun War?: yes
Been Arrested?: no
--Randoms--
Regret Something You Did In The Past?: yes
Country You Wanna Visit:: France
Way You Wanna Die:: in my sleep
Like Thunderstorms?: no
Get Along W/ Your Parents?: yes, my parent
R U A Health Freak?: sort of
U Think Ur Attractive?: yes
Do You Believe In Yourself?: yes
Wanna Get Married?: yes
Wanna Go To College?: I am right now
Shower Daily?: pretty much
Want Kids?: yes
When Do U Wanna Lose Your Virginity?: ummm been there done that
Do U Hate Anyone?: hate is too strong a word but I have in the past
Can You Unwrap A Starburst W/ Your Tongue?: never tried
Do You Think You Can Sing?: yes
Can You Open You Eyes Underwater?: yes
Eat Whatever And Not Worry?: no
Can You Whistle?: yes
Can You Walk In High Heels?: yes
Do You Sleep W/ The Light On?: no
Do You Like Super Spicy Foods?: sometimes
Can You Multitask?: yes
Touch Your Nose W/ Your Tongue?: no
Can You Fit In Your Locker?: don't have one
Do You Spit?: yes
Can You Taste The Difference Between Pepsi And Coke?: yes
If You Could Wish 4 Anything...What Would You Wish?: for Eric to be out of prison
What Kind Of Perfume Or Colone Do You Wear?: Victoria's Secret Heavenly
What Kind Of Soap Do You Use?: body wash
What's Your Favorite Scent?: sandalwood
Would You Choose To Live Forever If You Could?: yes
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Bzoink - The Original Survey Site Here's a name acronym for my middle name, which I soon want to make my last name (not so sure yet!!)
B Busy
R Refreshing
O Organic
O Old
K Keen
E Enjoyable
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How to make a Sunflower
Ingredients:
3 parts pride
1 part crazyiness
3 parts leadership
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add fitness to taste! Do not overindulge!
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Spider-Man 80% The Flash 80% Superman 75% Iron Man 70% Wonder Woman 65% Supergirl 60% Green Lantern 60% Hulk 55% Robin 50% Catwoman 50% Batman 45% You are intelligent, witty,
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I'd like to meet:

hello kitty!!!! no, I mean Tori Amos, Sienna, Sara, Rory,people not afraid to be who they are and Bambi, for I killed his father twice, so I must apologize, or was it his brother and uncle? Deer are out to get me and I am not just paranoid!! If you get to know me you will know why.....
You Are Kermit
Hi, ho! Lovable and friendly, you get along well with everyone you know.
You're a big thinker, and sometimes you over think life's problems.
Don't worry - everyone know's it's not easy being green.
Just remember, time's fun when you're having flies! The Muppet Personality Test

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Music:

Tori Amos, HIM, nin, system of a down, sigur ros, natalie merchant, type o negative, mindless self indulgence, , the black crowes, eminem, my chemical romance,
avenged sevenfold, the killers, cold, coldplay, AFI( I met them before they got big, nice guys too), , too many to count, seeing as since I have varying music tastes, including flyleaf and killswitch engage, oh...and I almost forgot...
and check out this blue october video...hits home for me...
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I love FBI! I have been to many of their shows and I am so funked to see them again!! love ya FBI!

Movies:


Power Rangers Movie!

Quizilla | Join| acck, this erased my movies, I had on hostel, saw, love actually, sideways, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, napoleon dynamite, one flew over the cuckoo's nest, gone in 60 seconds, point break, high fidelity, the crow, the Matrix,ferris beuller's day off, the Notebook, the princess bridewedding crashers, adam sandler movies, keanu reeves, nicholas cage, and john cusack movies, to name a few






and of course an all time favorite
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Television:

family guy, grey's anatomy, law and order svu, monk, south park

Books:

anything by robin cook, poetry books, jean m. auel books, siddhartha, the celestine prophecy.

Heroes:

Tori Amos, my uncle Brian, my friends are all my heroes, my uncle is my guardian angel...

My Blog

I am an idiot!! lol

I just got a paper back today and the comment was:   "A disappointing paper- primarily because you made no effort to relate the topic to the subject of adventure.  Adventure, you will recall...
Posted by xx@->--Sunflower ~~xx on Thu, 08 May 2008 07:46:00 PST

numb

Here is my attempt at rhyming:teardrops fell from the skythe day you said goodbyeI keep asking myself whyuntil I make myself cryplease keep me from feelingfor it was the real thingI had waited my whol...
Posted by xx@->--Sunflower ~~xx on Wed, 07 May 2008 10:04:00 PST

memories

the way your smilemade my heart risethe way your kisssent bubbles up my sidethe way your eyespenetrated minethe way your touchcould set a spark in motionI loved your soft handsfirm against me yet so g...
Posted by xx@->--Sunflower ~~xx on Mon, 05 May 2008 08:51:00 PST

Torrent

Hatred churns Like boiling water Death a release yet Grasps a cold heart   A rushing torrent Fueled by dark clouds Snagging are The branches of fear   Releasing driving droplets Into an aby...
Posted by xx@->--Sunflower ~~xx on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 04:19:00 PST

Distance

When we were kidsWe used to fightI never could Have imagined thenSomeday We would be friendsTalking on the phoneEvery dayWe actually get alongFew and far betweenAre the fightsThat caused distanceBetwe...
Posted by xx@->--Sunflower ~~xx on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 06:50:00 PST

Hope

Inside is anger ConfusionQuestions never answeredHate and negativityYet each day that goes byI forget more and moreThe pain from long agoThat is now less and lessI see a hope rise aboveThe ashes of my...
Posted by xx@->--Sunflower ~~xx on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 06:31:00 PST

my last breath

I live for our next moment togetheruntil I dieI will never stop loving youevery breathis a blessing for you are still in my lifeI wish forevery momentto be like the firstevery day to move towardsthe n...
Posted by xx@->--Sunflower ~~xx on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 07:03:00 PST

cats

As I miss youI think of:The first time he said "I love you"Our first real kissThe first roadtrip together and campingMy bikini top flying off at the beachOur first anniversaryHis arms around meHis smi...
Posted by xx@->--Sunflower ~~xx on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 07:27:00 PST

empty pillow

no warm body next to minea bare space without anotherto share my bedsnuggling with a stuffed froghe gave me long agoI fall asleep aloneremembering sleeping with the one I lovedesiring his touch his le...
Posted by xx@->--Sunflower ~~xx on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 06:04:00 PST

wishes

I wish:to spend a sunrise with youmelding into a sunsetto sleep next to youyour cheek next to minethe warmth of your bodyfeeling your touch for hoursjust your body against minea longer phone callless ...
Posted by xx@->--Sunflower ~~xx on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 09:45:00 PST