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♥Mel

IM FUCKIN SICK

About Me


If everything in one moment could change for all hell who would be the last person you would want to see?
My brain is pulsing with enormous disaster. Calling your name, veins explode faster,faster.
Level one and the pieces dont seem to fit. Im waiting here by my goddam self until this crater hits.
The world is over and we arent lovers. Dont pass this chance get under the covers.
Two by two our hands combine, like Johhny cash... for you Id walk the line.
Casting out into the sea, I wish all those fish in the deep were me.
On the surface Im invisible and shit will never get too critical.
Thinking is not an option, its animal instict... you and I are are nothing but a link.
A link to torment and shame. 10 years from now no one will remember my name.
Spinning vigorously I open my mouth and hurl. Shot after shot and my breath cannot be caught.
Do you see what I see? Slow motion there is no antidote to this killer potion.
Close your eyes and realize I am in purgatory. What if this life isnt my final story?
Maybe I died and this is my punishment. Reincarnation and buddism, my body goes into cataclysm.
I can go on for hours about this world and its evil powers...
But have you ever watched then sunset on the beach? Love isnt something you learn or teach.
Its in your blood and it boils and grows... Who it will choose no one knows.
Break down the beauty and smile every chance you get... because love and happiness arent real, there only lives regret.
"Heaven isnt a place where you go when you die, its the moment in live when you actually feel alive."

My Interests

eASTROlog.com
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we are like boobs, if one comes without the other it looks weird! we fight because we care
i will always love this girl
fuck up after fuck up

Television:

home.

Heroes:

WESLEY WOOCOCK

My Blog

separation anxiety

Function: noun1. a form of anxiety originally caused by separation from a significant nurturant figure (as a mother) and that is duplicated later in life by usually sudden and involuntary exposur...
Posted by LIL ♥ THIZZLE on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 12:18:00 PST

THERE IS IN FACT A VERY THIN LINE BETWEEN LOVE AND HATE

This heart breaks too fast and shit its getting hard to see. When I close my eyes your faces break me down mentally. Bringing back what we created, all around you on the sand is that pretty girl you s...
Posted by LIL ♥ THIZZLE on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 12:00:00 PST

Johnny Cash could have been a Jester too

Its starting to rain and my eyes are blood shot red I hold my head down low and never go to sleep, just go to bed. All my life is at a loss and all I have are my bad habbits. I used to buy my friends ...
Posted by LIL ♥ THIZZLE on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 01:16:00 PST