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I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

read
veg
music
synths
organic
electronics
circuit bending
painting
my aim is FittrHappier1
"Heaven and Hell are right here on Earth. Heaven is living in your hopes and Hell is living in your fears. It's up to each individual which one he chooses." -tom robbins
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this is my latest obsession

My Interests

My next painting series involves collaboration.

however you may choose to express your creativity, it is ultimately coming from the same source.....photographers, mixed media, whatever you may do, if your interested let me know....we will work together... this is some of my solo work.

Close Up

From an old sketchbook

Music:


Air , American Analog Set, Animal Collective , Autolux, Bad Plus, Battles, Beck, Belle and Sebastian, Boards of Canada , Broadcast, Built to Spill, Camera Obscura, Cat Power, Clinic, Cornelius, Daniel Johnston, Danielson Family, Death from Above 1979, Deerhoof, Devandra Banhart, DJ Shadow, Do Make Say Think, Explosions in the Sky, Ezekiel Honig, Flaming Lips , Four Tet , Gilberto Astrud, Godspeed You! Black Emperor, Grizzly Bear , Iron and Wine, Jeremy Enigk, Joanna Newsom , Juana Molina , M. Ward, Modest Mouse, Mogwai, Pan American, Panda Bear,Portishead, Radiohead, Sigur Ros, Sonic Youth , Spacemen 3, Spiritualized , Tortoise , Tree Wave, The Velvet Underground Wilco, Yo La Tengo

Television:

the only purpose of a tv is to make love to my commodore

Books:

Authors: Victor E. Frankl, Vladimir Nabokov, Milan Kundera, Phillip K. Dick, Charles Bukowski, Carlos Castaneda, Haruki Murakami, Tom Robbins, Ken Kesey, Josh Kilmer Purcell, Franz Kafka, George Orwell, C.S. Lewis, Kurt Vonnegut
Artists: Alberto Giacometti, Anselm Kiefer, Yoshimoto Nara, M.C. Escher, and Bansky, my love

My Blog

Traveling

carl is gonesunny and i are leaving tonightand i'll be back on the 22ndI have some traveling to do...and i'm probably going to end up using couchsurfing.com to do a lot of itso add me on there so that...
Posted by (cease) to exist on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 03:48:00 PST

our time is near

this is so hard for me right now.   everything is moving   carl is leaving friday sunny a week after that and me shortly after them and brenna and michal after that i'm so sad to see pe...
Posted by (cease) to exist on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 12:28:00 PST

transient

i will be here for one more month, and then i will be gone.gone from this place, gone from this lack of inspirationi will meet my new homei will find my new dreamsmy memories will fade and my thoughts...
Posted by (cease) to exist on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 09:38:00 PST

out of town

I went to louisiana this weekend, and I swear, after not having any fresh veggies to eat for 3 days, this somehow made it all better, as it was one of the highlights of my trip...  ...
Posted by (cease) to exist on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 06:03:00 PST

get a life people!

Its just so sad to see how weak a girl can be, AND IT'S COMPLETELY SOCAILLY ACCEPTABLE.Personality Syndrome: a socially acceptable means of finding your self identity:through someone else.FUCK BEING W...
Posted by (cease) to exist on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 08:52:00 PST

home

so i have a stuffy nose, and i'm trying these home remedies to try and fix it, so i heard that apple cider vinegar is very beneficial for you, so i got some of that. and i got this recipie for a toma...
Posted by (cease) to exist on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 08:14:00 PST

waste of space

the room is full, but nobody relatesa total loss of identitydirection unknowndays are long, with nothing productivea total loss of identityno paint, no charcoal, no clay, no nothingno fucking ideasno ...
Posted by (cease) to exist on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 05:19:00 PST

THERE IS A GOD

ooh my god, oh my GOD!  i might have a job being a teacher's aid for a liberal arts school.  I will be working with the special ed kids.  That's so amazing to me, because i want to be i...
Posted by (cease) to exist on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 02:03:00 PST

everything

all the joys that i have experienced, the newfound happiness i have discovered, the people i surround myself with, the love i give only in hope to recieve the same.  Everything that happens, i st...
Posted by (cease) to exist on Sat, 15 Apr 2006 08:58:00 PST

today is my day

Just so much to fill my eyes, so many things to keep me entertained. My focus has drifted from my education, but my age may have something to do with it. I'm ready to float to someplace new, somepla...
Posted by (cease) to exist on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST