What am I up to, a few hours on here? I don't know, but it's hard to imagine things before all of this started to come out! It's not that monumental for me, but I think having a page like this has allowed me to get everything out into the open and more organized than it was before. I guess it's time to say a bit more about myself, since there's a lot of people on here who don't know the real "me" yet...
I'm a boy, or at least, I was born one. That doesn't mean that I'm going to get the operation, but I don't see myself as 100% male either. I'm gender gifted, to boil it down. I love having a masculine side but it's very nicely balanced out by my feminine side, and I could see myself being "50/50" on the inside even if my outside doesn't always indicate so. I first put on girl clothes when I was 13, and it was on-again and off-again for years after that. Lots of feelings like shame, guilt, and embarrassment always seemed to haunt me, and there wasn't much of anyone that I could tell since I'm an only child. I did share this with various girlfriends over the years, but all left my life one after another and I lost contact with just about all of them.
Recently, I just decided that I had come out - to get this into the open, to take the weight off of my shoulders, and to just live my life. It wasn't an easy decision, but I wanted to accept myself and realize that this is who I am, no matter where all of this may end up. I don't know everything about this other half of me, but I do know a few things after all these years of self-exploration and discovery:
1)I love to wear women's clothes and shop and it's not going away anytime soon!
2)I have a ton of interests and fetishes, and I'm not ashamed of any of them
3) I'd love to connect with the community here, and maybe even find Mrs. Right...
4) I DON'T TALK TO MEN ON HERE!!!!!
This one really drives me up the wall, because men just don't do it for me (even with all the flattery). I'm all the man I'll ever need and anyone who's ever seen me at a sporting event or with a cold beer could vouch for that!
5) I love being Carly
I think that's enough for today, don't you? :o)
CROSS-DRESSERS SURVEY
About You
Do you use hormones? Nope
Have you (or do you plan to) get surgery? Nope
What is your female name? Carly Michelle Renee Marie Jeanette Veronica Sears
Are you straight, gay or bi? Straight, but a bit curious about other t-girls...
Do you consider yourself a male or female? 50/50. I'm blessed with the best of both worlds!
Do you cross-dress for a sexual thrill? Sometimes sexual, sometimes not
Do you read gay or straight porn? I could be in straight porn if I wished, but I don't read porn or any kind unless trans-fiction counts
Do you have other fetishes? Wigs and hair, masks and unmaskings, role reversals, shoes, purses, disguises, puking, snuff, magazines, cross-gender transformations, age progression and regression, and some others as well. I'm such a kink!
Are you a closet CD or have you come out? I'm out
Could you pass for a woman? Take a look at the pictures and tell me!
Favorites
Favorite artcle of women's clothing A sexy 3-piece business suit
Favorite purse Anything from Louis Vuitton
Faveorite pair of women's shoes My black knee-high boots
Favorite kind of lingerie Nude stockings and a garter belt to clip them into!
Favorite brand of make-up gosh, I can't do make-up. I'll pass on this one
Favorite brand of hose Sheer Energy
Forget boxers and briefs! Panties or thongs? Thongs under panties ;-)
Thigh highs, knee highs or pantyhose? Either Thigh Highs or Pantyhose
Skirts or dresses? Both are very sexy!
Bra or bustier? Bra
Tanga or boy shorts? What's a Tanga?
If you cross-dress at the beach, bikini or 1-piece? Hmmmm, 1-piece
Night out with girl friends or CD friends? With both, if I had any of them to go out with...
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Your Fashion Style is Girly
You dress to look beautiful and show off what you've got
Dresses, skirts, heels... whatever it takes to turn heads
You love feeling like a girl in any setting
Even your workout clothes are cute and feminine!
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