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Let's see...I am 21 years old, and as my 21st was the only really enjoyable birthday I've had so far, I fully intend to turn 21 again on November 9th of every year I see until I'm too old to pull it off. At which time, I will turn 22. Next, I hate classifications. I realize that they are inevitable, to a degree, but I choose to let others categorize me as they see fit. I know who I am, eveyone else has to guess. As I am constantly exploring and re-analyzing myself, it amuses me to see whether or not others can come to the same conclusions about me as I do. And, the way I see it, so long as I don't judge/classify myself, I can never be a poser, right? Right. I do what I want, I dress how I feel, I tend to be a bit manic(hypo-manic, even..), and I try not to worry about what others think of this. I'm brutally honest, but this is often curbed by my fear of hurting people's feelings. I understand how offensive critisism can be, and am loathe to impose it on another. And, oftentimes, others react in a violent/defensive manner when critisized, which, in turn, makes me react in a similar manner, and then we roll. And I try to avoid violence and hurtful arguments whenever possible. But, for the most part, I speak my mind first, and worry about the consequences afterwards. I hate working in fast food. I despise it. But, I prefer having a job to being unemployed, and I realize it's my own fault for fucking up my PELL grant and ruining my chance at free college. I will rectify this when I'm able. 'Til then, everyone boycott Checkers. For whatever reason-make something up-make my life easier. Thanks. I enjoy writing poetry, as it gives me some surcease from the ineptitude and fallibility that is the spoken word. I can express myself esoterically and cryptically and forget to worry about how another might misinterpret or misunderstand me. I have no interest, currently, in learning another language as I am sure it will take me a lifetime just to master and make full use of this one. I read the dictionary for fun. I also find it incredibly irritating and abrasive when people use improper grammer. To the point of calling "grammer foul" and proceeding to correct them. Oh, well. I am a struggling artist. By "Struggling", I mean that I am finding it difficult to put myself in a place of vulnerability/creativity in order to create, in my current life situation and environment. But, I continue to create when I can and wait it out. Hopefully, one day, I'll put together another portfolio to replace the one that was lost, and I'll find a way to make it lucrative. I can think of nothing more peaceful or satisfying than to do what I love for a living. Except, perhaps, being homeless and living on hand-outs, and disappearing from the stressful life that has overtaken me. Life is so much simpler when your only worries are food and shelter. Unfortunatly, it is also more guilt-ridden, as I hate to live off of the means of others. Anyways, this is a basic overview of self, and if I think of anything more to add in the future, I will post it accordingly.You are thee who shall not be named.. the Female
Cenobite. You're truly vicious and bloody
thirsty, with only one thing in mind: pain. In
fact, you're so intent on your purposes, even
your master has a hard time controlling you.
Whoa there, sparky. Why don't you take five?
Which Cenobite are you? (includes pictures)
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Your eyes reflect: Intellect and sensuality
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