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ERIN is a disappointment

... and we all die young

About Me


Brother + Sister = love
September 7, 2006
I love my siblings We all miss you JIM :<[/b>
the music keeps me going

Never say "I LOVE YOU" if you really don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't really there. Never hold my hand if you're gonna break my heart. Never say youre going too ... if you don't plan to start. Never look into my eyes if all you do is lie. Never say hi if you really mean good-bye. If you really mean forever then say you will try. Never say forever cuz forever makes me cry ...
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RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME :
¤ I am a high school graduate
¤ I go to college
¤ I fucking HATE Wayne State University
¤ I am a daughter
¤ I am a sister
¤ I am just a girl
¤ I'm simple yet complex
¤ Luck is never on my side
¤ I'm different
¤ I'm a lover yet a fighter
¤ I talk to much shit to people
¤ My friends are my life
¤ Chanel is my best friend
¤ I live for good music
¤ My dog is raddest
¤ I hate my life
¤ I hurt myself because others hurt me
¤ I have a hard time saying goodbye
¤ My brother Jim meant the world and more to me
¤ I despise my father but still love him
¤ I wish I was a better person
¤ I love to write
¤ World War II fascinates me
¤ I think Hitler was a genius, along with being a sick freak
¤ I miss my grandmother
¤ I wish I seen more of my life
¤ I dream of better days
¤ My newt will eat your face
¤ My fish are funny guys
¤ My room depicts my life
¤ Then again its where I spend a lot of time
¤ I love stickers, buttons and patches
¤ Black is my favorite color
¤ Followed by white
¤ I love the rain
¤ Falling snow is amazing to watch
¤ I hate to drive but do it a lot
¤ I never have any money
¤ I want to be done with school but never will finish
¤ Abortion makes me want to kill people
¤ I’m a REPUBLICAN
¤ I support the war in Iraq
¤ I miss Adam in the Army :<[br /> ¤ I buy random things
¤ I love to sit in my room and curl up with a good book
¤ People make me mad
¤ I can’t stand my one boss at work
¤ Razor blades are my friends
¤ I have way to much junk and I can’t part from any of it
¤ I hold a lot of grudges and do for a long time
¤ I wish I was a five year old girl again
¤ Aaron was my best friend growing up
¤ I have a sweet tooth
¤ I don’t sleep at night
¤ Nightmares happen way too often for me
¤ I work at a bookstore :]
¤ I watch NASCAR and can’t wait to go to the track again
¤ I hate summer but love a tan
¤ I want to move some place far away
¤ I dream of being famous and known for something
¤ Lions are my favorite animal
¤ I wear to much black and my mom hates it
¤ I wish I could change the story of my life
¤ I turn my music up to loud when I drive in the car
¤ Escaping is what I do
¤ I want to run far away from here
¤ I hardly ever dress up, but I do clean up nicely
¤ I change at least twice a day before doing anything
¤ My back always aches
¤ The future freaks me out because I don’t know what’s coming
¤ Candles are always lit if I’m sitting in my room
¤ I love spending all day in my pajama’s and relaxing
¤ Life goes by to fast and I hate it
¤ I wish I could remember better days without people having to remind me
¤ I don't remember much of my childhood but it was my favorite time
¤ I miss running but won’t ever do it
¤ I hate the way that I look
¤ My sister’s dog annoys me but I love her
¤ I sleep with a stuffed animal
¤ I always thought about doing hard drugs to disappear from reality
¤ Don’t break promises with me or you’ll regret it
¤ I hate having to cancel plans but seem to do it a lot
¤ I’m a terrible friend to a lot of people
¤ I hate people that don’t return phone calls
¤ I have bad road rage
¤ I’m way to honest to people and it gets me into trouble
¤ I’m different
¤ I’m unique
¤ I probably hate you
¤ If you got this far then you’re lucky
¤ I’m boring
¤ I’m hated
¤ I’m loved by very few
¤ Posters are love
¤ Tom Brady is the man of my dreams
¤ Boys scare me but I can't live without them
¤ I love contact sports
¤ Well sports in general rock
¤ I wish I had millions of dollars to live comfortablely
¤ I hate how money runs the world, then again I hate it in general
¤ I think Paris Hilton deserves to die
¤ I hate stuck up bitches, well people in general
¤ Sometimes when I’m driving I turn the radio off and just listen to my surroundings
¤ I hate walking in the rain because my jeans get all wet
¤ I want another tattoo but won’t get it
¤ Sometimes I can be a compulsive liar
¤ I hate liars though
¤ I hate shopping but do it a lot
¤ Actually I hate the mall too, but I work at one
¤ I judge way to many people
¤ I hate when people judge me
¤ I hate surprises and wish my friends wouldn’t surprise me with shit
¤ I swear way to much
¤ I have a hard time trusting others
¤ I was addicted to aspirin for months
¤ My “friend” convinced me not to kill myself
¤ I hate silence
¤ I always want to be alone but hate it most of the time
¤ I want another dog
¤ I day dream a lot
¤ I failed my first college class even though I shouldn’t have
¤ I try to do to much at one time
¤ I spend way to much time on my computer
¤ I’m not really on AIM that much anymore
¤ I want a skateboard
¤ I hate the scene and scene kids
¤ But scene boys are way to cute
¤ Cute boys in general are my weakness
¤ I don’t download music because I buy the Cds anyway
¤ I love to go away but can’t afford to
¤ Coffee is awesome
¤ I hate showering but do it almost everyday
¤ I love to cuddle
¤ Hugs are better than kisses
¤ I am very racist
¤ I think ITUNES is the worst program ever invented and the creator needs to die
¤ I fall to hard and to fast and end up looking like a fool
¤ I am an idiot
¤ To many people walk all over me

My Interests


I'd like to meet:

Who I Would LOVE to Meet

People need to learn how to use my comment box ... I don't want to read what's in it

Music:

*3 doors down
*a new found glory
*afi
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*aiden
*alexisonfire
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*amber pacific
*american eyes
*amity
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*anti-flag
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*atreyu
*avenged sevenfold
*avril lavigne
*beautiful mess
*the black maria
*the bled
*bleed the dream
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*boys night out
*brand new
*the bravery
*britney spears
*bury your dead
*busted
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*city & colour
*coheed & cambria
*crash romeo
*crossfade
*the cure
*cursive
*david bowie
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*disturbed
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*dynamite boy
*the early november
*emery
*evanescence
*every time i die
*fall out boy
*fefe dobson
*flee the seen
*flyleaf
*forgive durden
*the fray
*from autumn to ashes
*from first to last
*garbage
*gob
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*green day
*gym class heroes *
*halifax
*hawthorne heights
*heavens
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*hidden in plain view
*the honorary title
*hopesfall
*imogen heap
*jack's mannequin
*janes addiction
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*journey
*the juliana theory
*kelly osbourne
*kill hannah
*the killers
*lenny kravitz
*lifehouse
*linkin park
*lola ray
*losers luck
*madonna
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*marilyn manson
*maroon 5
*matchbook romance
*matchbox twenty
*the movielife
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*mxpx
*my american heart
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*nickelback
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*nurvcore
*onelinedrawing
*orgy
*papa roach
*pod
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*paramore
*plain white t's
*poison the well
*the postal service
*puddle of mudd
*queens of the stone age
*red jump suit aparatus
*relient k
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*saves the day
*saving jane
*say anything
*seether
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*silverstein
*simple plan
*smile empty soul
*the smiths
*social code
*something corporate
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*stellastarr*
*still life projector
*stone sour
*story of the year
*straylight run
*strung out
*sugar ray
*sugar cult
*sum 41
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*thousand foot krutch
*three days grace
*thrice
*thursday
*trying time
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*underminded
*under oath
*unearth
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*the veronicas
*vhs or beta
*zao

Heroes:

1977 - 2001

My best friend, my brother, my fatherly figure, the only boy who will ever love me, my world, the one I cherished with everything and looked up to, my hero.

You know what, tragedies happen. What are you going to do? Give up? Quit? No, I realize now that when your heart breaks you gotta fight like hell to make sure you're still alive. Cause you are and that pain you feel, that's life. The confusion and the fear, that's there to remind you that somewhere out there's somethings better and that something's worth fighting for.

My Blog

pain

For some strange reason my back's been hurting like crazy lately. My muscles are swollen again and there are times when I don't feel like I can move because of it. I wish that there was something I co...
Posted by ERIN is a disappointment on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 07:12:00 PST

finally

I've been doing good lately, minus my one boss being a complete ass to me all day yesterday. I went out two nights in a row and had fun. My back doesn't ache as much and I'm smiling :] I'm start...
Posted by ERIN is a disappointment on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 06:04:00 PST

fucked up

For some strange reason people have been looking at my blog like crazy and its kind of creeping me out. No one ever reads it and now all of a sudden BOOM ... weird. I was talking to my mother today ab...
Posted by ERIN is a disappointment on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 04:29:00 PST

crazy ness

For some reason this week I've had a crazy amount of views on my blog and I'm totally in shock. On another note, I worked eleven hours today and then got extremely pissed. I'm crawling into my black h...
Posted by ERIN is a disappointment on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 08:09:00 PST

wow

One day you'll stop playing games and realize the truth
Posted by ERIN is a disappointment on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 11:19:00 PST

lost

So over the last two days, I've had long conversations with my mother, which incase you guys don't know, we don't talk that much and don't get along really either. Talk number one came last nigh...
Posted by ERIN is a disappointment on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 07:29:00 PST

sad

My dog isn't doing so good and it makes me terribly sad to think about. I've had him for seven years and he's about nine years old now. He has me really worried and I don't know what to say or think o...
Posted by ERIN is a disappointment on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 07:04:00 PST

WHY?

as i stare into the dark space that i call my room, one thing in particular comes to my mind. i'm not going to say what and no one knows what it is, not even my best friend. i just wish that i had an ...
Posted by ERIN is a disappointment on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 05:53:00 PST

blah ... blah ... blah ...

People are all the same Things never change Lies are always said Feelings are always hurt Just when I think things might be different they aren't The story of my life continues to be the same Ugh ... ...
Posted by ERIN is a disappointment on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 07:33:00 PST