Elisha

These things are the hardest for me to do so bare with me. I cant do self evaluations or critic myself. Im always judging myself for my attempts whether I pass or fail. I will never be fully happy with anything. Things can be going great but I will always find something wrong. I try to act like a though hard ass but in all honesty I second guess my every move.. I never know if what Im doing will ever be right.

I grew up in a house that I felt nothing I ever did was good enough. I had few rules which could be why I have such a hard time dealing with authority.

People who lie for no reason piss me off. I have a hard time trusting anyone because of shit that has happened in my past.

People think they know me, but the truth is they only know as much as I let them know. I am a very private person and hardly ever like to share my feelings or thoughts. There is always something going on inside my head that I am trying to figure out or solve.

I would do anything for my friends. I have come to the realization over the past few years that I become really good friends with people rather quickly. But at the same time if you truly piss me off (which takes a lot) I will be the last person to forgive you. I hold grudges for a really long time and I know it is something I really need to work on.

I just graduated from Rowan University on May 12th with a BS in Business Administration with a specialization in Marketing. I have no idea what I want to do. I want to do promotions of some sort within the music industry, but with the fierce competition Im afraid that may never happen. I often dream big but settle for less.

Thats basically a quick overview of me.. Some of the stuff in here I know now even the closest of my friends knew before now. Basically I will leave you with this.

You mess with any of these fuckers and I will be forced to kick your ass.