Dave

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Im Dave! I'm 5"11, Average Muscular Build, Bluey Green eyes, Blonde Hair. I Like Listening to Music, Making Music, Reading, Bodybuilding and jus Chillin really... and one more thing... I live for Jesus! "BrApPp"My MSN is [email protected] , so add me if you wanna know more...!!
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"I'm part of the fellowship of the unashamed. I have Holy Spirit power. The die has been cast. I have stepped over the line. The decision has been made. I'm a disciple of His. I won't look back, let up, slow down, back away, or be still.
My past is redeemed, my present makes sense, my future is secure. I'm finished with low living, sight walking, small planning, smooth knees, colorless dreams, tamed visions, mundane talking, cheap living, and dwarfed goals.
I no longer need pre-eminence, prosperity, position, promotions, plaudits, or popularity. I don't have to be right, first, tops, recognized, praised, regarded, or rewarded. I now live by faith, lean on His presence, walk by patience, lift by prayer, and labor by power.
My face is set, my gait is fast, my goal is heaven, my road is narrow, my way rough, my companions few, my guide reliable, my mission clear. I cannot be bought, compromised, detoured, lured away, turned back, deluded or delayed. I will not flinch in the face of sacrifice, hesitate in the presence of the adversary, negotiate at the table of the enemy, ponder at the pool of popularity, or meander in the maze of mediocrity.
I won't give up, shut up, let up, until I have stayed up, stored up, prayed up, paid up, preached up for the cause of Christ. I am a disciple of Jesus. I must go till He comes, give till I drop, preach till all know, and work till He stops me. And when He comes for His own, He will have no problems recognizing me - my banner will be clear!" MyGen Profile Generator This Is Mine and Jadons music video "im on MSN" my MSN is [email protected] so add me if you want... .. width="425" height="350" .. Heres Me n Jadon bein idiots... WOO! .. width="425" height="350" .. My Story so far...
Ever since I Started School I’d been a bit of an idiot. I always went around like I was something special, and wanted my own way. I was always the class clown and always disobedient. I’d do what I could to get my own way, and was simply a little rebel!
I went through school Fighting, acting Hard, and trying to get myself some kind of Street Credit. I wanted to be feared more than anything.
At the age of about 13, I started hanging on the streets. Smoking Fags and then not long after I go into the habit of Drinking Alcohol. At this point I thought it was harmless, and had no idea how much it can rule over your life if you’re stupid with it.
At about the age of 14, I started smoking cannabis. It wasn’t something I did regularly, but it still managed to mess my head up. I think most of the weed was peer pressure, because drugs had never really appealed to me. I was still drinking heavily by this time, and was beginning to become a very angry person Full of Hatred & violence. I used to pick fights for no reason and was still going round school and the streets acting like a thug.
I hated school so much… simply because I was arrogant and spoiled and wanted my own way. I would get kicked out on purpose at times… just so I didn’t have to go. I had no respect for anyone, not even myself.
By 15, I was drinking large sums of alcohol every day of the week near enough. It was beginning to really mess my head up. I thought I couldn’t live without it another lie Satan had been feeding me. My temper was worse than ever, and I was constantly the cause of Arguments at home and at school. I didn’t even know who I was anymore. I was suspended from school at least once every two months. The teachers and my Family must have been getting extremely inpatient with me. I think I realised that my life was a mess when I tried Cocaine. I never ever thought I would ever try a hard drug ever… .There was a few occasions where I rubbed it on my Gums, but I never allowed myself to get into a cocaine Habit.
My drinking was now getting out of Hand, but id managed to stop the Cannabis… rarely ever smoking it. It was the drink though, that messed me up. I was looking for something, something to fill that empty dark space in my heart! Drugs didn’t, drinking seemed to help… but it still wasn’t there.
Soon enough the inevitable happened and I became very, very depressed. This Depression then brought on Anxiety, and a very bad paranoia of some sort. Alcohol is a depressant as most people know… it slowly kills you if you have large sums,,, and it slowly eats away at your only tiny little bit of happiness you can hold onto on this World without Jesus in your Life. I didn’t want to go out; I didn’t want anything really… just Alcohol, Alcohol and More Alcohol!
My school decided to Put me on a Mentoring / Alternate education Programme Called KRUNCH. I would meet with Krunch once a week and just talk about things, Have a laugh and Do different Workshops and Programmes and an Alternative education Program called “Getting Connected” This Helped a Lot, just to talk about life and stuff and unload some of the things going on in My head.
I also took on an Anger management Programme, which I just Blagged my way out of in about 3 sessions.
I continued with Krunch though, and I had a heart for it. It was something I looked forward to, and somewhere I felt strangely comfortable… if that makes sense.
I slowly was coming off the drink, and was sort of getting a little bit of a grip on life. But my head was very screwed up. Paranoia, panic attacks, Depression and Anxiety had such a grip on my life… Satan Had such a grip on My life… How I didn’t recognise then I don’t know… but I just Thanks God that I’m Saved now!
Anyhow, being around all these amazing people… Christian people… seemed to be having an effect on my life. My mentor Ed (who played a huge part in me being saved,) was always smiling. He was so full of Joy… there just seemed to be a light shining from him. He was full of Love. I knew he was a Christian,,, and I somehow Knew that this was why he was so full of Joy and Peace and just full with fruit of the Spirit. Because of School regulations and Rules, the Krunch team couldn’t really Preach or Talk about Jesus much… but they didn’t have to, cause Jesus just shone through them!
I wanted that Joy. The Happiness and the love that they had. I had to have it… I started to think a lot around this time… and generally think about Life and what I wanted. That empty space in my heart needed to be filled, and I finally realised that nothing from this World could ever do that. I needed Jesus… and subconsciously I knew that I needed him.
My Head was very Confused and screwed up,,, and I knew I needed to stop drinking. It was the cause of so many Problems!
By around March 2005, I was completely sober… this is all because of Krunch, I will always love the Krunch team for what they did for me. If it wasn’t for them I’m sure I wouldn’t have Jesus in my Life. It was difficult, but I did it anyway, and it did me great to be sober!Although I had come off the drink, My Anxiety and Depression was eating me Alive. I even contemplated suicide at times… Just wishing that I could get off this Earth!
One day when I was thinking, I had a sudden rush of Guilt and Hopelessness, I felt guilty for all the bad things I had done… and I felt extremely dead inside. I needed help… and the first thing that came to my mind was Jesus!
This went on for a couple of Days, and I couldn’t take it no more… it finally hit me that I needed to Change.
I knew that God could forgive me. I knew that God could Change me. And I knew that God would Love me no matter what. I saw with my own eyes the Joy He brought people, and I needed it.
On 19th July 2005, I emailed Ed and told him that I wanted to turn to Jesus. I ALSO Accepted him into my heart that Day… and that very second I felt an inner peace… Ever since that Day I have tried so hard to Live for Jesus… he has done so much for me over the Past 10 months and I cant thank him enough!
I am a new person, and no matter what this worlds Got to throw at me, I know that Jesus is with me…
“And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age. MATTHEW 28:20”