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About Me

past... we present "the future"

CHAOS, I'm complicated...


I just needed someone to believe in, as you can see It's a small thang through and true What could I do? Real homies help ya get through, And coming new, he'd do tha same thang if he could Cuz in the hood true homies make you feel good And half the time we be acting up call tha cops Bringing the cease to tha peace that was on my block It never stop, when my mama ask me will I change I tell her yeah, but it's clear I'll always be tha same Until the end of time..... 2Pac

Most of my friends are girls... and they like other girls.



"ur like a blindfolded tease to me..."

My Interests

my asylum...

I want to be an assassin...


"The walls we build around us to keep out the sadness also keep out the joy" -Jim Rohn

"Insanity: a perfect rational adjustment to an insane world" - R.D. Lang

"Truly great madness cannot be achieved without significant intelligence." -Henrik Tikkanen

"You're only given a little spark of madness. You mustn't lose it." -Robin Williams

I'd like to meet:


"her" again...
Jim Morrison (the drunk and the poet), William Cooper, Rayful Edmond, Oliver Stone...

traces of lipstick on my collar...

Music:



electric mayhem...

Movies:

Style Wars, Breakin, Better Off Dead, Revenge Of The Nerds, The Doors, The Wall...


Television:



Books:

Naked Lunch, No One Here Gets Out Alive, Mafia Dynasty, Subway Art, Mob Lawyer,The Greatest Salesman In The World, The Prince, On The Road, Donnie Brasco, Wise Guy, Boss of Bosses, Mafia KingFish, Last Days of the Sicilians, Einstein's Universe, A Traveler's Gift, Many Lives Many Masters, Grisham books. More, Now, Again... thanks Tiff.
....

Heroes:



Graphics & Layouts

My Blog

asylum cont

jade... girl, nurse, yeah, she's twisted me... doc, boy night ??? broken... alone inside my dreams again. Lost track . It seems like only yesterday you died. Alive. Ive come to realize my place inside...
Posted by jay... on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 04:07:00 PST

you would have to read "hers" first to understand...

damaged... ALIVE that night. remember how I didnt want to breathe. touch me with torture and rock me to sleep. I never stood a chance did I? sipped from your bottle and played with emotion. yours... m...
Posted by jay... on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 04:01:00 PST

asylum...

doc, boy: me... girl, night nurse: Jade... SphinxXx: Alexandra... Scarlette... Leiana night 1 What begins my canvas? Inspiration. Dark so that I can bring the light.The Light so that I may CREATE the...
Posted by jay... on Thu, 11 May 2006 11:43:00 PST

Zero

Disturbed, I play alone. Broken toys and spirit the same. This game, I was born to win. True sin. I want more. This game now begins. Sit and speak to the park bench. A friend, but so much more. Pours ...
Posted by jay... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

puddles...

  Here I sit... wishing I was home again inside her head. rain falling and washing away my bold colors leaving only this simple child... lost without her touch. I make holes in myself in att...
Posted by jay... on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 05:20:00 PST

dream...

Enter the tyrant.  Enchanted waters& dark and painful.  The crimson tide rolls in.  Skies begin to quiet as the conductor takes the stage. The new storms begin to assemble. Battlin...
Posted by jay... on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 09:44:00 PST

eddie vedder

Eddie Vedder (Into the Wild) On bended knee is no way to be free lifting up an empty cup I ask silently that all my destinations will accept the one that's me so I can breath Circles they grow and the...
Posted by jay... on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 08:14:00 PST

yeah...

sip pain from her tears. Insane. Rip through years of old letters and poems she wont read. Stuck under the moon again in that all too familiar  place. Drums fade  as I search her head for fa...
Posted by jay... on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 09:35:00 PST

Lost

Evolving. I had no idea it would hurt so bad. Exhausted, clad in these 2nd hand rags. My tracks have been picked up and I'm losing ground. The sounds of footsteps haunt my attentive ears. Tears of tyr...
Posted by jay... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

her...

Lost... with no intentions of finding my way home.  Once again I've found myself fallen. Under your spell. I guess this is where I've always been. Praising the maniacal.  Eyes wide as I come...
Posted by jay... on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 06:08:00 PST