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Heather Michelle

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I'd like to meet:


Marcus when he was a baby :)These would be my cousins & my sister and me... my cousin Taliah, Lorraine, Then me, and My cousin Shawntel, my sister Sky, cousins Montana, Stevie, Jess, Tahnee, & Kailani...& the lil ones My lil sisters Maddy and Lyssy My cousins Summer & Vin... more cousins... Rich and his son KobeMy Big Cuzzin Vern & the latest addition...Amara

Music:

I'm in love with India.Arie right now :D and i also like to listen to Immortal Technique, Dead Prez, Savage Family, Lauryn Hill, Nas, Alicia Keys, etc. etc. etc. I like all kinds of music. Mostly music with a positive message, that tells the truth. Fuck that bling bling, money hungry, bitch ass fake rappers... I only listen to the real rappers... :D I like Hip Hop, Soul, R&B, Reggae, and a select few of all that other shit :)

Heroes:

Mom, Dad, Gramma, Grampa, God,... and my boyfriend for loving & caring for me despite all we have been through. And then there is Donnie & Marcus. Marcus for his strength & courage, he fought the whole way through and never let cancer defeat him, he always stayed strong. And Donnie... for how much of a sincerely good person he was. He was there for me alot when I was battling cancer, he made me smile and laugh when I felt like dying. It was like no matter what happened to either of them or what kind of craziness surrounded them, they never let their smiles fade. I Love you both unconditionally and know that I will see you again one day. And of course anyone who doesn't allow society to define or mold then, but instead they see the world for how it should be, and fight till they see change.

My Blog

my life... lately

Me and Loren just moved into a house in the U-District with some friends. Its a 4 bedrom house with a good sized basement, so were stayin in their basement. I like it here... the only problem is we fo...
Posted by Heather Michelle on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 03:35:00 PST

i wanna be normal again

I wish there was a way to know how to make all the pain go away... physical & emotional. When will I be able to figure that out? or will I? Will I live my entire life living in pain? I really don'...
Posted by Heather Michelle on Fri, 25 May 2007 02:19:00 PST

Bell Hooks on Gangsta Rap, Mysogyny and white sexist mysogynistic capitalistic patriarchy

Sexism and Misogyny: Who Takes the Rap? Misogyny, gangsta rap, and The Piano By bell hooks For the past several months white mainstream media has been calling me to hear my views on gangsta rap. Wh...
Posted by Heather Michelle on Thu, 24 May 2007 05:44:00 PST

daily annoyances...lol

shit that annoys me:(ima add a new one everyday...lol...to vent my frustrations)May 19, 2007 - it annoys me the way greed & materialism is glamourized, as if it's a positive characteristic to ha...
Posted by Heather Michelle on Sun, 20 May 2007 10:03:00 PST

Cee Lo freestyle video... watch me

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Posted by Heather Michelle on Thu, 17 May 2007 09:34:00 PST

starting today im gonna live :)

Today ...hhhmmmm????. Today is the day...I know I keep sayin it and you prolly think its gonna be the same...But it won't ... I'm takin my life back today....I been lettin all my problems hold me down...
Posted by Heather Michelle on Thu, 10 May 2007 09:33:00 PST

a scary dream

a scary dream...Last night I had a really scary dream....In it I woke up... and I was in a hospital bed...I had cancer again...It was like I woke up and the reality right now was all just a dream...an...
Posted by Heather Michelle on Tue, 01 May 2007 01:16:00 PST

are you a truly beautiful woman? or just an empty but pretty package?

The opposite of what you hear in them songs every day is what I look up to...Coach, Gucci, Prada, material things do NOT satisfy me...I laugh when I hear females brag about themselves, about how they ...
Posted by Heather Michelle on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 12:52:00 PST

im happy?????

Today was a good day! :D Not a common thing for me to say ... lol. Although physical pain was high... alot of good things happened. My financial aid finally came in and I dropped a class and replaced ...
Posted by Heather Michelle on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 04:40:00 PST

diary entry: some ways cancer has effected me...

Why am I so sad alot of the time? I think it's not because there's something there which hurts me, but that there is something that is NOT there which makes me hurt without it.I don't know what it is....
Posted by Heather Michelle on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 09:10:00 PST