...and I will make you happy.
I'm no better than you, you're no better than me,
we're both human & we're equal.
The Basics:
(which grow into a more complex definition)
My name's Eduardo (Edward-Oh)
If you can't pronounce that just call me Ed. :-)
I'm 16.
Everyone says I look around 19 though.
I'm a dreamer.
I connect real life events with fictional situations.
If I told you you'd think I'm crazy. ..yet I kind of am.
I see the world through a camera lens.
But my lens needs to be polished.
I'd like to create some sort of change to make the world a better place.
I do not crave fame nor money.
Yet I've realized that I need to be known by a crowd for my voice to be heard. & as sad as it seems, money is a basic requirement in today's society.
I'm a major feminist, even though I'm a boy.
I don't do labels for I've realized we're all a bit of everything, we all follow one or more stereotypes within our ways of dressing, and we're not unique from the way we dress or do our hair.
Uniqueness comes from the mind, not the body.
The little bit of shit talking happens behind my back & to be completely honest, I'm simply honored that they spend some time speaking of me when I'm not even in the room... :-)
I've a lot of friends, a few close friends, & no enemies. The few who claim to dislike me don't even know me, so I know of no fair reason for them to be mean, if you're one of them; please explain...
I'm not shallow, I'll talk to anyone and everyone who approaches me.
I do have a preference for Vegas kids though, but that all comes down to a single reason:
I'm on myspace for the social impact it has upon my life, not to make friends with people I'll never ever meet or even remember after a week of lost communication.
There's a few exceptions.
But if I've the time I'll talk to you even if you reside in Rome. :-)
I'm Mexican.
But I can't hop walls, I suck at soccer, and I've no desire in becoming a construction worker. 23
I'm still more Mexican than you though. :-)
I speak English and Spanish fluently, I understand most Italian, I can read most Portuguese, I took a year of French, & I used to know a bit of German. I also know a foul word in Japanese. :-P
If you see me in real life talk to me, come up and say hi, I'm nice all the time, and even if I don't recognize you, or perhaps I'm looking straight at you and have no clue I know you, maybe I'll look at you weird, that means that I recognized you, but I'm not sure if "you" are the "you" I think "you" are. Anyway, anytime, if you see me, just say hi. :-)
Some say I have a way with words.
I've no religion, I believe in God, but in my own personal opinion. I've yet to find a doctrine that suits my beliefs.
I am made up of three basic elements, if you understand all three of them you pretty much got me figured out... almost.
The three elements that make me up are love, art, & happiness.
There's also a bit of an awkward fourth.
This is who I am, all bits of me scattered into four plates & served as if they were different people, but in reality I am these four people all at once:
Eddie the Lover: I love to love & to be loved. Some might say that I'm a hopeless romantic; I just think that I'm a child who still believes in fairytales. I want to live a life of romance, one that sadly only belongs in fiction books these days. I'm quite disappointed by the way most teenagers deal with relationships in the present, its all just a bit of the "pretty boy meets pretty girl, they make out, the start dating, rumors get started, they believe false advertisement, drama, drama, drama, the relationship's over a little over a month since it started." Adults don't stay behind, many give up their marriage for dumb reasons such as money issues, dealing with children, or just the fact that they've lost interest in each other; Everyone appreciates the videogame more when they're just renting it, they try to make the best out of it, they have the best time with it, but once they buy it, it gets old far too quickly & soon they beat it & it goes into the drawer just like the old games. In a way I don't believe in marriage, I'm willing to get married though, is just that I don't think I need a legal contract to prove my love for someone else is true. I've been single for far too long now & even though I do miss the feeling of loving someone with all my might, I'm not hesitating into getting into another relationship like that, I've decided to wait until that girl comes along, the one that I'll have cute moments with that could make up a sequel to the notebooks, & yet fun that would beat even the joy of a rollercoaster. I might be single for a long time, but when I get into a relationship it's going to be great. Don't bother with me unless you're up for a long walk. This might seem very negative like I'm trying to back people off but like I said I want my next love to be pure, if you believe in my idea then let's give life a chance. I also love all my friends, I'm all about hugs, I love giving them, I love getting them, even from complete strangers, hugs are my way of saying hello & goodbye. & I think they bring a more positive & family like feeling to the moment. I love love, I love art, I love life, I love happiness, I love lamp, I love me, & I love you. All in all it is love that gives feeling to my life.Eddie the Artist: I make music. I play the guitar & the violin, & am currently figuring out the piano & the accordion; I also try my best at singing... I hope the lyrics make up for the timbre. I've been writing my own stuff for quite a while & also play in Vadar vs God & The Shaves . I love writing, I write short stories every once in a while & I'm writing a book, I barely work on it so don't expect to read it any time soon. I also make short films, I'd like to grow up to be an independent film maker & make films about the stories I write but music's more important to me. I'm currently making a videogame, it's an RPG which you may find to be quite geeky but it brings back some great childhood memories. I'm also into photography but I'm no photographer myself, I've experimented a bit, but I don't really know a lot about it & I've no actual camera, all my photographs are taken with my mom's cell phone which has a really good camera by itself, plus I Photoshop it a bit to increase the quality. Another form of art that most people don't think of as art but worry about is fashion; I'm into fashion, mostly retro & vintage but a bit of everything's always good, obviously I'm into hair & I consider that an art by itself, at times I'll refer to the process of doing my hair as "hair crafting". Finally, I like art, as in paintings, drawings, sketches, etc. I enjoy seeing it & all but I'm a complete failure when it comes to making it, seriously I'd love to be able to make some cool painting but I simply lack the talent, I've given it a try too but nothing worthy has been made. All in all it is art that gives reason to my life.Eddie the Hippie: I'm happy. I believe that everyone should be happier & more positive about life. I'm nice to everyone & I'll give you no reason to act otherwise towards me. In the few years of my life I've learned that the best way to deal with drama is to not even bother with it at all. I'm a pacifist, I don't believe in violence as a method to solve things, I think violence is the last resource humans use when they've no intelligent argument to reply at their opponent's statement so they decide to use physical force to "prove them wrong". I'm also not a big fan of arguments for I've realized that they're nothing more than conversations between two (or more) people who are trying to convince the other of their opposing points of view, but the other person's putting so much effort into doing the same thing that they're not going to allow any different thoughts into their head. I have better ways to deal with differences. I always look at the glass half-full. & if a friend is feeling blue, I'll try my best to help & cheer them up. Some say I have a happy aura. All in all it is happiness that gives life to my life.Eddy the Freak: I'm weird. Odds are I can out weird you. You can sort of see this as the darker side of me, the little voice that talks back in my deepest thoughts & brings ideas that would be blasphemy to my standard beliefs, the daring crazy part of me that some of you have met, & yet in a way its also this side of myself that brings it all together & balances out the three elements that make me up. It is this that keeps my love from being corny & gives it a bit of a sexy twist. It is this that keeps me from doing the same thing over & over again when it comes to art, & dares me to try new things, make risky moves, original ideas. & it is this thing that makes my happiness real, if it was happy & good 100% of the time, then both words would loose their meaning & I'd go into a neutral state, much like a robot, always with a smiling face but no soul or meaning to back it up. This is me in my disbelief, my slight rebellion, the things I do that I shouldn't do & the reasoning behind it. I might break some of the rules established by the other elements but this is the me that makes me real, the me that makes me be, the me that makes me think, the me that makes me feel, the me that makes me human. I'm done....the rest remains a mystery.
I Am Music
Servant and master am I; servant of those dead, and master of those living. Through me spirits immortal speak the message that makes the world weep, and laugh, and wonder, and worship. I tell the story of love, the story of hate, the story that saves and the story that damns. I am the incense upon which prayers float to Heaven. I am the smoke which palls over the field of battle where men lie dying with me on their lips. I am close to the marriage altar, and when the graves open I stand nearby. I call the wanderer home, I rescue the soul from the depths, I open the lips of lovers, and through me the dead whisper to the living. One I serve as I serve all; and the king I make my slave as easily as I subject his slave. I speak through the birds of the air, the insects of the field, the crash of waters on rock-ribbed shores, the sighing of wind in the trees, and I am even heard by the soul that knows me in the clatter of wheels on city streets. I know no brother, yet all men are my brothers; I am the father of the best that is in them, and they are fathers of the best that is in me; I am of them, and they are of me. For I am the instrument of God. I am music.Don't you wish your boyfriend could get down like me? :-)
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