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What goes around connects at the end. Then Again

About Me


About me:
We must all become familiar with death if we want to grow into really good people. We need not think of it every day or every hour. But when the path of life leads us to some vantage point where the scene around us fades away and we contemplate the distant view to the right end,let us not close our eyes. Let us pause for a moment,look at the distant view,view then carry on. Thinking about death in this way produces love for life. When we are familiar with death,we accept each week,each day, as a gift. Only if we are able thus to accept life---- bit by bit----does it become precious.
I am not Satanic
I am not Religious.
I am known as BIG in your real world.
I am known as Death in the Quake world.
I am the child dying of lupus,
I am the flower that was crushed under a careless foot,
I am the blind man asking for coins,
I am not the hitchhiker wearing chains and carrying a machete,
I am you seeing Me, as you are Me seeing you.
I am a hopeless romantic driven between the normalcy and the forgotten. Cold and dark places are what I would call home. I am not much of a socialite. Although sometimes I do like to occasionally go out to bars in the downtown area to hang with old friends. I like to check out some local and touring acts as well when good ones come in. I refuse to completely whore myself on myspace. So if you want more info hit send message.
Origin:
I have been all over the world but in Texas it starts in the wretched town of Corpus Christi where the air smells like rotten tortillas and numerous other odors. I have lived in Austin going on 15 years now and love it. I have played in many bands from the Corpus scene. I won't waste your time on the irrelevance.
Hobbies:
I enjoy Music,Writing,Learning,Creating Screen Plays, creating storyboards and making movie plots.......Give me a idea and watch me fly with it . Music,Running,and cooking Italian food are all in the daily ritual.
Employment:
Hardwood floor installation and Sand|Refinsh Need some work Done?
-negative traits:
I can be neurotic at times shutting the outside world off.
-positive traits:
In DEATH there is LIFE.
-=|*I use to sing and play guitar in a project called *Murder Suicide |=-
-=|*I sing and play guitar in the polar opposite* six7teen |=-

My Interests



Reality . the Brotherhood of the Snake . All . Film . Meditation . 3d-Space . Women . Music . Art . Good . Evil . Fitness . Food . Sheila . The Universe . Things Celtic|Nordic . Sex(only human) . Machinery . Sound . My surroundings . Lighting . Creation . Gibson U.S.A . Networking . Love . Hate . Life and most of all Death.Myspace Codes:"Center Myspace Profile"

I'd like to meet:

Woman of influence:

Machines:

Music:


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Hardcore/powerviolence:
NEUROSIS . SPAZZ . Drop Dead . Rorschach . From ashes Rise . His Hero is Gone . The Manchurian Candidates . World burns to Death . Gauz . Assuck . Disrupt . Disgust . Dissension . Discharge . Suppression . Anal Cunt . ACCUSED . Brutal Juice . Dropdead . Charles Bronson . Mastodon . Acme . Dillinger Escape Plan . Coleman . CoC . Agnostic Front . Sick of it All . Poison Idea . Orloc . DOOM .

The Blues: All of it!

Stoner Rock :
Bongzilla . Sleep . the Sword . Cathedral . Nebula . Grief . Electric Wizard

Goth/alt:
The Mission Uk . Leaves Eye's . The Gathering . Theatre of Tragedy ... Fields of the Nephilum . Dead can Dance . Interpol . Death in June . The Cult . Southern Death Cult . Death Cult . Sisterhood . James Ray's Gangwar . Lacuna Coil .This Mortal Coil . Joy Division . All about Eve . Danny Elfman . Killing Joke . Wolfgang Press . Bjork

Death Metal:
Slayer . Morbid Angel . At the Gates . Opeth . Cradle of Filth . Arch Enemy . Cannibal Corpse . Suffocation . Entombed . Vader .
Grindcore:
Napalm Death . CARCASS . Exhumed . Nile . Origin . Flesh Parade.
Industrial:
Ministry . Skinny Puppy . Front-242 . Pailhead . Front line Assembly . Kmfdm . Mdfmk . GodFlesh . Pail .
Rock/alt/indie:
Sweet Daddy. The Strokes . Jets to Brazil . More Fire . The White Stripes . Built to spill . The Tree People . Fugazi
Hip Hop:
Outkast . Mos Def . Ozomatli . Public Enemy . Beastie Boys . Jurassic 5 .

Pop/Punk:
MY BAND 617. Refused . The Makers. GG allen. Old-J Church . Minor Threat . JAWBREAKER . op-Ivy . Laughing Stock . Jawbox . Drive like Jehu . Right turn Clyde . the Digits . The Melvins . Nofx . 30 foot Fall . Right turn Clyde . 7 Seconds . three . Swizz . Dag Nasty . Chemical People . Crimpshrine . Fifteen . DESCENDENTS . ALL . Sweet Baby . J.E.W. Saves the Day . Pollen . Big drill Car . Old Green Day . All systems go . Gary Newman . GOB . Duran Duran . The go go's . Saga . Jasmine . The Flaming lips . The Nasty Facts

Origin: Portal
Forever I've suffered in this world, con't prosper, no Monument of ruin, dead empires, statues decay Endlessly searching for an end to my pain, gone Seething, tumultuous suffering, decadence, mine
Fiercely seeking death, existence, my plague All hope, a disease lost in a lost time Fallen
Fallen from your secure world to famine and death of your values gone
Nothing is held sacred The meek beholding the ruins, scavenge for life, seeking answers, dying
Monoliths of decay Downfall of our race imminent, deadly stampede for a refuge lost!
Forgive us for our wrongdoings, bring salvation to our burdens, take us Longing for the ending, now our souls are burning
We've been forsaken, our lives are not worth a thing We can't survive this, the boiling cores of our strife Somethings arising, brilliant ray of light along the dead horizon A protal leading, unfound path leading my way to voids of serenity
Or so it seems,
nothingness,
emptiness,
nothingness
An entrance to a world that man has never met Garnished in utter peace, endless shapes of beauty Infinite suffering ending as I proceed Fleeing through the portal into the tranquil scenes
Behind me lies the world, dismal and unrestrained Encloaked despondency left behind forever My senses disappear, all the pain and fear Searing benevolence, perpetual, my hopes
Somehow I realize this can't last forever The life I have left behind pours back into my soul
Hatred raining in through walls far too thin Bewildered by rage, newly found hope, gone Now trapped in this hell, my portal is gone I take my own life, never born again
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Movies:

;}Anything ILM does work on I will like (CGI effects) . Anything Tim Burton puts out is pure genius .

Recent Zombie extra work: GRINDHOUSE release easter 07
Horror
American werewolf in London . Nightmare on Elm Street . Slumber Party Massacre . Night of the Living Dead . Dawn of the Dead . Day of the Dead . The Entity . Poltergiest . Excorsist . I spit on your grave . My Bloody Valentine. Hellraiser . Nightbreed . Bad taste . The Omen .

Sci Fi

StarWars . Aliens . 2010 . Dune . Matrix .

Adventure/Action
Brotherhood of the wolf .Time Bandits . Beastmaster 1 :o Raiders of the lost Ark . Lord of the Rings .
Animation
Ghost in a shell . Fist of the North Star .
Documentry
What the bleep do we know? . Boweling for Columbine . Alex Jones!!!

Television:

.Radio waves are bad mmmk.

Books:

.Clive Barker,Anne Rice,The Bible,Paradise Lost and Noam Chomsky.

Heroes:

Myspace Codes:"Center Myspace Profile"

My Blog

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