Giving serious thought to suicide and in the end choosing life, in order to re-affirm my own control in the matter, as well as having a deeper appreciation in being alive. I also enjoy playing checkers.
I want a girl who can swallow down ignorance, fear and hate, and defecate love, kindness and beauty.
billie holiday, dj spooky, flaming lips, modest mouse, fantomas, radiohead, portishead, ella fitzgerald, diana krall, etta james, skip james, chris thomas king, john coltrane, tribe called quest, diggable planets, talking heads, carla bruni, bob marley, pink floyd, pearl jam, bob dylan, getz/gilberto, otmar leibert, mindless self indulgence, salsa,joe pass, dj shadow, david gray, nora jones, junior vasquez, paul oakenfold, paul van dyke, moby, Keith Jarrett, tony bennet, sinatra, sade, loveage, thievery corporation, air, david bowie, iggie pop, postal service, broken social scene, I dont know,...I'm tired of typing
apocalypse now, secretary, audrey hepburn: charade, sabrina, an affair to remember, boondock saints, memento, donny darko, falling down, happiness, anything Stanley Kubric!, eternal sunshine, boogie nights,...
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lots: zen and the art of motorcycle maintenance, guns germs and steel, a short history of nearly everything, truman capote, notes from the underground, dante's inferno, everything herman hesse, anything by philip roth, lord of the flies, atlas shrugged, the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy, the plague, a passage to india, sundog, on the road, Pirates and Emperors Old and New, ...
that tough sumbitch mountain climber who cut his own arm off with a dull pocketknife because it was caught in a rock. "if I had a platoon of a hundred of these men under my command the war would be over" Col. Kurtz, Apocalypse Now, Also my little brother, Mike, who has more freedom and conviction, and has a bigger heart than anyone I know. Right now he's traveling north through Central America performing with a troupe of street performers. I love you Jigga and hope you make it home safely!