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*Gabrielle*

Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. 1Pet. 5:7 NIV

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My name is Gabrielle and my husbands name is Gaylund and this is our story. This page is a dedication to my husband and anyone else who is affected some way some how with Parkinsons Disease. It all started w/a tremor the year 1999 close to 2000. He had so many crazy things going on with his body. The testing started. They had to eliminate every other illness to pin point this one. There is no one test for Parkinson's Disease. He was poked, probed, zapped, medicated, questioned and so on. Our first neurologist was Dr. Shawbitz in Pesacola, Fl. 6 months had gone by and still no idea. I sensed he KNEW! I ended up making an apt. JUST me and sat down with him. I asked him what do you THINK it might be. He said Parkinson's Disease. But he is just too young (28 years old at the time). So, he had him go to a movement disorder specialist. We went to Alabama for this doc. It was a full day of poking and probing all over again. In the end....the "Specialist" diagnosed him having FIBROMYALGIA. (Which means the doc has no clue) We were jumping up for joy....NATURALLY! Our reaction stunned the doc so he asked us "What did you think he had". Ummm, we thought it was Parkinson's. He laughed (yeah, laughed) "He is much too young for Parkinson's". Then he asks why do you think that. Well, we go through all he had gone through and that he was on Sinemet (Cadilac drug for Parkinson's Disease). So, I guess he then takes it apone himself to REVIEW his medical papers in front of us. Doctor then tells my husband to go outside and walk for him. Gaylund and the doctor returned to the room and the Doctor says "Yep, he have Parkinson's" and that is how we were told (29 years old at this time). Since Sinemet was the BEST drug for PD they wanted to give him substatutes so that when he did use Sinemet it was later and worked longer. Man, he was already on Sinemet for 1 year. We tried it all...Requip, Marapex, Comtan, Selegeline..I could go on and on. There were hulucinations, throwing up, 911 calls (many times), pills that he fell asleep anywhere and everywhere, loss of appetite and more! Finally realizing it is just not going to happen we fall back on Sinemet. By the age 32 my husband was a mess. Not able to function w/out meds in the morning. I had to give them to him in bed so he could get out of bed. Many falls! Weight loss! Wow, 220 down to 130. He looked scary! Never sleeping. Always sick from meds. Taking 24 pills a day only to feel like he was trapped in his own body. That is when our neorologist, Dr. Ondo from Baylor College of Medicine recommended he have the DBS (Deep Brain Stimulation). BRAIN surgery! He was approved and got it done months later! He was so syptomatic they did both sides of the brain. He was 32 still at this point/almost 33. Ya'll, surgery was 9 long hours of my life. They do this while you are AWAKE! Can you imagine? Some of you can! Hugs! Once they turned on the stimulators in Oct. 2003 he was a NEW MAN! Oh My Gosh! I was bawling my eyes out. He was symptom freeeeeeeeeee! It was truely a miracle! Would do this surgery OVER if we had the chance. My husband gained his independence, his LIFE! It was so awesome! Shortly.....2 months later the tremor was back and it just progressed from there. My husband was approached by his work at the age 32 that he needs to start thinking about disability. Can you imagine. He was 32 with a Stay At Home Wife, a 13 year old son....getting more expensive by the minute and a 5 year old on his way to school. He was CRUSHED! He fought it for as long as he could but his work said he was a liability and he went on full term disability at the YOUNG age of 34! Things have been hard on Gaylund. He loved to work. He was a workaholic....I should know...ha! Then BAMB, nothing? He was depressed. Sitting at home while I went to wk. He was doing the laundry, dishes (until I said do anymore and I will need new kitchenware)lol! He was a stay at home Dad. He was just bummed! That is when the falling became more frequent and he was blacking out due to his heart rate. I hated being at work.......WONDERING is he on the floor, does he need me. I had to quit! I now stay at home with him. We live off of Disability and Social Security. Our sons are Brent who is now 17 and Jeremy who is now 8. My husband has severe dystonia. He is always always choking on his own Syliva........Syliva? It's crazy! He is losing his right side. That is the side DBS did not do much improving on. Luckily he is a lefty! Yeah! Anywho, he is down to the use of one hand and his walk is not so good. They are trying shots of Botox for his leg, foot and hand. He has had one treatment and still no change. My husband can no longer dance, play video games, play basket ball or even run and he is a very old 35 year old! But you know what? He is still here, he has the best personality, he still makes us laugh, great attitude and he sure can love........PLEASE PRAY FOR A CURE! Gaylund's Loving Wife, Gabrielle

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Making people aware of Parkinson's Disease and that it does not only happen to the elder but to the younger as well!
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Courtesy of MsTags.comAli and Michael J. Fox's wife. They have dealt with Parkinson's Disease and I was just wanting to talk with them and ask questions where can I improve things being a caregiver. My husband met Michael J. Fox and Mr. Ali. They too have Parkinson's Disease. He met Milly too. She passed away from Parkinson's a couple of years ago
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Courtesy of MsTags.com I DEDICATE THIS SONG TO ALL MY FRIENDS WITH PARKINSON'S DISEASE! NEVER GIVE UP HOPE! BROKEN: THE WORDS BELOW Wake up to a sunny day not a cloud up in the sky, then it starts to rain My defenses hit the ground, And they shatter all around. So open and exposed.I found strength in the struggle. Face to face with my trouble.Chorus When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't you stop believing in your self. When you're broken.Little girl don't be so blue, I know what you're goin through. Don't let it beat you up. Heaven knows that getting scars only makes you who you are...only makes you who you are.No matter how much your heart is aching, there is beauty in the breaking....yeeeaaaahhhChorus When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't you stop believing in yourself. When you're broken.Bridge Better days are gonna find you once again every piece will find its place!Chorus When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. don't you stop believin in your self When you're broken.
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Parkinson's Poem.... There I sat in total confusion, In the doctors office for the final conclusion. My mind and heart in total despair, The doctor walks in and pulls up a chair.As my tremors get worse with added distress Whats my diagnosis I calmly request.Parkinsons is the name of the burden you carry, I know this is new, and the symtoms are scary.Walking out of his office I felt so alone, Insercurity set in my future unknown.A look on my face with lack of expression, As I entered my car in total depression.God gives us no more than one can endure,. Give us some hope and send us a cure.

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I sit in here late at night thinking of only you, In my mind I ponder of all that you've been through. Sadly, I realize theres nothing we can do. This disease just eats at you and there is no end in site, Why is this happening to the love of my life? Questions come up and anger stirs along with lots of hate, 12 years of love and you have changed so much. You might be different physically BUT your still the man I LOVE!!!!

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God is my hero! He made me and put me here for a reason! He helps me through all that comes in front of me and he has done a great job! I love him! THANK YOU GOD! My husband is also MY HERO! He has been through it all and then some.......just to find some more and he always has something funny to say. Never feels sorry for himself and always keeps us laughing. I think everyone can learn a thing or two from my husband. He is the bomb and I love him! He has never prayed that God would heal him from his disease. He says he has it for a reason and he would never change anything because everything happens for a reason. He just wows me. We are so blessed to have him!


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