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guilty by design

About Me


I am my own world and my own guide. But sometimes I need someone to hold my hand while finding my path: my family and my best friends. You know who you are. You’re so fucking special and I love you.
I could come off as arrogant or obnoxious. You may think it’s because I feel like I’m too good for everyone else.But If you don’t know who I really am inside just don’t blame me for acting this way.
Sometimes I need to wrap my brain into bromazepan.
I miss my pink hair so bad.
Being caustic and cynical help me to survive. I need a shield for my marzapan heart.
I don’t do what I think people is expecting from me. I just want to be myself.
Some people have hurted me badly. But only the ones I’ve really loved have left some wounds… few are still bleeding. Anyway I wanna say thanks to all the bitches and assholes who’ve backstabbed me, talked shit behind my back, betraied me, used and abused me while pretending to be my friends… Well, all your efforts to ruin my life are useless. I’m not on my knees, you’ve just made me stronger.
I feed my soul with music everyday…mixed with chocolate , lollipops, m&m’s…

My Interests


Too many . I should write a neverending list, but it could never ever be exhaustive or complete. Actually I’m just going to write about some of the things I like. In very random order. Don’t take it too seriously kids!
internet + music + literature + I spend a lot of time at home in front of my pc + I
hang out with my friends
cinema + asian cinema + indie cinema + horror movies + manga + anime


j fashion + fruits style + kawaai stuff + alternative fashion + compulsive shopping



tatoos + piercing + body art
visual arts + photography + fetish photography + romain slocombe + baby art + trevor brown + junko mizuno + lisa petrucci + h. r. giger + tamara de lempicka + mark ryden + camille rose garcia + gary baseman + roman dirge + chris cunningham
pinups + vintage erotica + medical fetish + uniforms + nurses + burlesque + macabre + bettie page

I'd like to meet:


Calvin and Hobbes.
Lock Shok and Barrel.

Music:

30 seconds to mars + a perfect circle + a.f.i. + air + aphex twin + apoptygma berzerk + atari teenage riot + bauhaus + beastie boys + bjork + blondie + chemical brothers + chiodos + coil + current93 + daft punk + danny elfman + david bowie + dead kennedys + deftones + depeche mode + devo + dresden dolls + duran duran + einstuerzende neubauten + faith no more + fall out boy + green day + guns 'n' roses + gwen stefani + horrorpops + icon of coil + joy division + kraftwerk + mike patton + morrissey + mr bungle + muse + new order + nine inch nails + no doubt + panic! at the disco + pearl jam + placebo + prodigy + radiohead + ramones + rancid + rise against + skinny puppy + smashing pumpkins + stone temple pilots + subsonica + the clash + the cure + the misfits + the smiths + the stooges + tool + velvet revolver + vnv nation + ...and many others!

Movies:

2046 + A Clockwork Orange + Alien + American History X + Battle Royale + Beetlejuice + Blowup + Casshern + Clerks + Dead Ringers + Dogma + Dolls + Donnie Darko + Dune + Edward Scissorhands + El Topo + Elephant Man + Entre Tienablas + Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind + Faster Pussycat! Kill! Kill! + Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas + Fight Club + Gokud Kyfu Dai-gekij: Gozu + Ichi The Killer + Kairo + Kill Bill + La casa Dalle Finestre Che Ridono + La Haine + La Voie Lacteé + Labyrinth + Leon + Monty Python's The Meaning of Life + Naked Lunch + Nightmare Before Christmas + Nikita + Operazione Paura + Oldboy + Poruno sut + Profondo Rosso + Pulp Fiction + Reazione a Catena + Reservoir Dogs + Santa Sangre + Scarface + Stacy: Attack of the Schoolgirl Zombies + Summer Of Sam + Suspiria + The Addiction + The Fly + The Godfather + The Goonies + The Hunger + The Last Man on Earth + The Rocky Horror Picture Show + The Shining + Tokyo Decadence + Trainspotting + Videodrome + Young Frankenstein + Zeder + Zoolander

Television:

Jackass + C.S.I. + Queer Eye For The Straight Guy + Nip/tuk + Viva La Bam + Twin Peaks + Fuori Orario + Takeshi's Castle + The O.C. + LOST + Family Guy + The Simpson

Books:

OceanoMare + Senza Sangue [Alessandro Baricco] + A Rebours [Huysmans] + Harold's End + The Heart Is Deceiful Above All Things [J.T. Leroy] + Kitchen [Banana Yoshimoto] + Hot water music [Charles Bukowski]