I feel tense and otherwise out of sorts when: I dont have enough cash for a pack of camel lights, I think about my increasingly large student loans, I drive, I'm forced to listen to country music, the cork breaks off in the bottle, I see yet another fast food commercial, ther'es blow nearby, I see a Wal-Mart, I hear our "president" speak, and when I can't afford to travel. On the other hand, I feel calm and otherwise peaceful when: I have a cup of coffee in one hand and a smoke in the other, I wake up in the arms of someone cute (ie John), I have PJ or Death Cab playing, I paint, I see someone doing a random act of kindness for someone on the street, I read an article about sustainable and environmentally friendly design, I'm in a library or bookstore, I'm at a show, I walk into a Good Vibrations, the plane finally touches down at my final destination, I hear other languages being spoken, and when I have a sapphire and tonic w/ 2 limes in one hand and a concert ticket in the other.
I use words like-energy, reincarnation, vibe, soul mission, soul circle, and karma because I believe in all of it. I think holistic health and astrology are the shit- (I'm a Capricorn w/ a moon in Taurus and a Virgo ascendent). I don't like cartoons or stuffed animals but can remember when the days of He man and Rainbow Bright were fun, I miss living in Germany and want to move back some day- probibly to Munich, I'm sentimental-probibly overly so, I love modest people, I get bored somewhat easily, I try to send out the energy to people and treat them in a way that they feel good about themselves, my friends are my family, I've done so much fuckin self-analyzing that I think I'm pretty in touch with my demons, and I guess, I'm just tryin to surround myself with as many positive, rad, excited about anything really, people as possible, and get through school (even if I start and then stop different schools and majors-that's what's fun about life-you can change your mind as much as you want!)
Wait, new stuff is that I'm moving to Vegas the 1st of March, all friends are welcome to come visit whenever time and money allow, I'm excited for change-scenery, school, the whole 9.
