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"When we finally do change, I don't think it happens like an earthquake or an explosion where all of a sudden we're like this different person. I think it's smaller than that, the kind of thing most people wouldn't even notice unless they looked at us really, really close. Which, thank god, they never do. But you notice it. Inside you that change feels like a world of difference. And you hope this is it. This is the person you get to be forever.. The person that you'll never have to change again..." Well you've heard it all before... My name is Brianne, 21 years old. I have ever changing hair, a bluish-greenish eye color combo, and the infamous tushie that would make you go "Da-da-da-damnnn." But enough about the superficial; I am constantly updating my pictures so you will always be able to place a face behind the words. Instead, I'd like to give the MySpace audience some credit and think that occasionally every now and then people actually make an effort to get to know others and read these things, so for that I will make an effort to tell you as much about myself as I can.So this is me: I am a recent graduate from a small, private college; perhaps you've heard of it but you most likely havent - Cabrini College. At first, I thought I would be missing out by attending such a small school, but in the long run it has worked out for the best. Ya see, I have what I like to call reverse social anxiety. I am used to a very active, not to mention exciting, spontaneous (you get the picture) social scene. When I was first exposed to a college life that didnt have that, I found myself getting "anxiety" from not going out all the time, meeting new faces. But c'mon kids, I wont get into the numbers, but private school is expensive and I figure I should put the money to good use and get focused.Focused on what you ask? My major was sports medicine. I wont be a doctor, a physical therapist, and I wont have a PhD at the end of my name, but dont underestimate how knowledgeable I've become of the body (take that however you want, ha). At first I thought I'd like to become an athletic trainer and work for a professional sports team. That desire is still there, but my obsession with fitness, particularly my own, has got me leaning more towards fitness modeling. In addition to that, I currently have a certification in personal training, and in the near future want to obtain a massage therapy certification and perhaps incorporate them both in the pursuit of opening my own fitness center and spa. As you can tell I am quite ambitious, perhaps a bit unrealistic as well, but challenge and competition motivate me -- At the very least, I can promise you by the time I've hit my mid-life crisis, I will have accomplished one of these goals. A little interlude before continuining...Going a little deeper: I am very independent. I work full time as a personal trainer. I take pride in providing for myself, and am stubborn to ask for help most of the time. Recently I bought brand new car, I have an addiction to fashion... These two things alone give me enough of a push to keep this hellish work schedule going. I care a lot about any and all people who come into my life. I am independent in the sense of finance and trivial things, but when it comes to just being genuinely happy I couldn't do it without my friends.Ut oh, here it comes, yup.. I have trust issues. Mostly caused by things I've experienced in my family, so dont go thinking I'm a man hater with excess baggage just yet. Each person that I meet basically gets to start fresh with me; I dont hold anything I've experienced in the past against them, nor do I hold anything they've done in the past or things people have said in the "he said, she said" BS against them. I really care about other people's happiness, probably more than my own. I give a lot, take not so much. Like... It may be naive, but naive in the thinking that everyone deserves a chance, is different than just being plain ole stupid. I am also very perceptive, and can read people easily. So all of this happiness talk isnt an invitation to walk all over me, I'll do anything to make you smile, but nothing in life should ever be one-sided. So basically if you take my kindness for granted, you will very easily be left with one less perky person in your life, ha. I have this amazing ability to get to close to individuals, but an equally amazing ability to detach myself from them just as quickly. But that may have needed to all go unsaid because I havent found myself walking out on anyone just yet, which means I have fabulously amazing friends :).Past, present, future... What else do you need to know? Well if you have any questions, feel free to ask. Until then, I'll leave you with these words... "Celebrate we will, because life is short but sweet for certain."The Rockstar BMD Disclaimer... If for whatever reason my MySpace page offends you, allow me to give you this fabulously amazing parting gift:Myspace Contact Tables