“We work in the dark, We do what we can, We give what we have,
Our doubt is our passion, and our passion is our task, The rest is the madness of art.†~ Henry James
Remember, your a wreck an accident
Forget the freak your just nature
Keep the gun oiled and the temple clean
Shit, snort and blaspheme let the heads cool and
the engine run because in the end everything
we do, is just everything we've done.
-omega-stone sour
I am...I
I believe the unbelievable
question the obvious and
hope for the impossible
I'll prove to be everything
you think I'm not
I'm simple in my needs but not in my thoughts
I don't worship the devil
but I hate their GOD
I have a distorted view on life but
love how we can make reality as fake as it needs to be
If you’re hurting I’ll try my hardest fix it
I like messages better than comments...but comment me anywayzzz
I'm so much different in person
& quiet only because I’m trying to figure you out
Regrets run my life even though
I know nothing can change the past
If I love you, chances are you don't love me back.
I know I'm not perfect and that makes me
closer to the fantasy than most people
I hate how every mistake I’ve ever made is now a part of me
I hate myself for what I am and what I can never be
You'll never figure me out
Music, poetry, and art are my drugs of choice
I am the human cancer
I'd tell you not to judge me but you probably
already have, only this time it was for my reasons
I have serious trust issues
Paranoid?!? maybe
confused... yes
Take me as I am or don't take me at all
I have grown from the chaos of this worlds lies
& exist above your breath
Ask me anything you want but I have everything to hide
I ♥
Music
Friends
Fire
Randomness
Poetry
Rain
philosophers
Spikes
Chains
Art
Razors
Babies
coffee
loyalty
energy drinks
martyrs
bondage
neon
strobe lights
partying
money
lust
tyrants
the night sky
heretics
mutineers
Destruction
Chaos
innocence
Creation
surprises
passion
love
the damaged and destroyed
the unexplainable
those..moments that we all live for
false gods, and death squads
nighttime/darkness
Controversy
Adrenalin rushes
highs
Through pain will come creation
I xXHateXx
Authority
Myself
gangs
liars
confusion
Racism
egotistic maniacs
ignorance
depression
Stereotypical/ judgmental people
Hypocrites
our societies definition of "Normal"
The Conceded
narrow-minded
Betrayal
"Love"
thins that are meant to last forever
life
Memories
I am...
cynical * creative* blasphemous * pessimistic * trusting * loyal * broken * a muse * hypocritical * perfectly flawed * an addict * obsessed* empathetic * fearful * insecure * quiet * blind * terrified * with an open mind* insecure* diluted * & an illusionist.
hate my world but love the taste
Basically...i'm a really FUCKED up person...accept me for who i am... i do things i shouldn't ...but i hate dull moments, id rather do it all having fun b/c NOTING else has proven to be worth ANYTHING. Friends mean the world to me along with music..without them i'd be LOST. They help keep what sanity i have left. I love to party. It depends on who you are to know which me you know..if that made any sense...i'm usually CONFUSED about everything...and act on impluse..tell me if i'm doing something you disagree with...i analyze everything...i've been through and have seen a lot..but thats made me who i am today..i know the effects but have choosen not to learn from them..
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