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Matilda

Rage against the dying of the light.

About Me

You worship life, I worship death.

Wer mit Ungeheuern kämpft, mag zusehn, dass er nicht dabei zum Ungeheuer wird. Und wenn du lange in einen Abgrund blickst, blickt der Abgrund auch in dich hinein.

"The greatest and most profound visions require pain and sacrifice. Odinn gave one of his eyes in order to drink from the fountain of Mimir and learn the secret wisdom which allows the Gods to survive. He also impaled himself on a spear and hung for nine days from Yggdrasil, the world tree, in order to learn the secret of the runes. Only through sacrifice and pain could he open his mind and spirit to wisdom. That is the one thing that distinguishes us from the Christians. They believe the soul lives in the heart, but we hold that it resides in the mind, and that when the mind is set free the spirit is also liberated."

We fear the beast within the wolf because we do not understand the beast within ourselves.

My Interests

Strength, courage, honor, truth, fidelity, discipline, hospitality, industriousness, self-reliance and perseverance.

Ich sage euch: man muß noch Chaos in sich haben, um einen tanzenden Stern gebären zu können.

Ancestry
Art
Blood & Gore
Cemeteries
Concerts
Cooking
Costume Design
Festivals
Film
Forests
Ghost Hunting
History
Horror
Linguistics
Literature
Metal
Mountains
Music
Nighttime Strolls
Norse Mythology
Occult
Philosophy
Rain
Science
Serial Killers
Shows
Skiing
Snow
Solitude
Storms
Stout Beer & Whiskey
Travel
World War II
Etc.

I have a blood fetish .

I'd like to meet:


Mostly dead people:
Vlad the Impaler, various serial killers, J.R.R. Tolkien, Friedrich Nietzsche, Robert E. Howard, H.P. Lovecraft, Stanley Kubrick, various members of metal bands, etc.

Mostly living people:
Intelligent heathens and heretics, metalheads, existentialists, fellow haematophiliacs, non-conformists (individuals), rough and tough tattooed boys and girls, and those who are passionate in everything they do.

Bands you should SUPPORT:

Heathens and heretics:

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Music:

Ohne Musik wäre das Leben ein Irrtum.
Listen.

Abigor
Abruptum
Absurd
Abyssic Hate
The Accüsed
AC/DC
Amon Amarth
Anthrax
Apocalyptica
Archgoat
Aryan Terrorism
Autopsy
Bathory
The Beatles
Behexen
Belphegor
Black Sabbath
Blasphemy
Blue Cheer
Burzum
Carpathian Forest
Johnny Cash
Celtic Frost (Hellhammer)
Craft
Dark Angel
Darkthrone
Death
Deathspell Omega
Destruktor
Destroyer 666
The Devil's Whorehouse
Dio
Dissection
Dødheimsgard
Drudkh
Bob Dylan
Einherjer
Elite
Emperor
Empyrium
Enslaved
Exhumed
Extreme Noise Terror
Farsot
Finntroll
Forgotten Tomb
Gorgoroth
Griffar
Hallows Eve
Hate Eternal
The Haunted
Heidevolk
Helheim
Horna
Ildjarn
Immolation
Impaled Nazarene
Incantation
Infernal Majesty
Inquisition
Iron Angel
Iron Maiden
Isengard
Kampfar
Korn
Korpiklaani
Kreator
Landser
Lifelover
Marilyn Manson
Marduk
Master's Hammer
Mayhem
Mercyful Fate
Mindless Self Indulgence
The Misfits
Morbid Angel
Motörhead
Mutilation
My Dying Bride
Nachtfalke
Naglfar
Napalm Death
Nattefrost
Necrophagist
Nine Inch Nails
Nocturnal Depression
Obituary
Panzerchrist
Possessed
Proclamation
Profanatica
Protector
PT Grimm
Ragnarok
The Ramones
Razor
Revenge
Rigor Mortis
Rolling Stones
Rudimentary Peni
Rush
Samhain
Satanic Warmaster
Satyricon
Siebenburgen
Skinny Puppy
Skrewdriver
Slavland
Slayer
Sodom
Sonata Arctica
Splatterhouse
Straasha
Suffocation
Svartsyn
Taake
Temnozor
George Thorogood
Triste
Type O Negative
Tyranny
Unleashed
Velvet Acid Christ
The Velvet Underground
Venom
Villains
Vintersong
Vital Remains
Vlad Tepes
Watain
Whiplash
Wold
Wotanorden
Xenophobia
Led Zeppelin
Zorn
Etc.

Metal - black, thrash, viking/folk, death, ambient, etc.

Also Celtic and classical.

Movies:

Horror films! The more brutal the better.
The 13th Warrior
28 Days Later
Alien Series
Amelie
American Physcho
The Amityville Horror (original)
Beetle Juice
Begotten
Bloodsucking Freaks
Braveheart
Cannibal Holocaust
The Cemetery Man
Conan the Barbarian
The Crow
The Dark Crystal
Das Boot
Dawn of the Dead (original)
Day of the Dead
Dead Alive (Braindead)
Death Proof
The Decent
The Devil's Rejects
Bram Stoker's Dracula
Dogma
Donnie Darko
Dr. Stranglove
Edward Scissorhands
Equinox
Evil Dead
Evil Dead 2
The Exorcist
The Exorcist III
The Eye (original)
Fear & Loathing In Las Vegas
The Fifth Element
From Hell
Gremlins
Halloween
Hannibal
Harry Potter Series
Heavenly Creatures
Ichi the Killer
Indiana Jones Series
Interview With the Vampire
Jackass Duo
Kill Bill Vol.1
Kill Bill Vol.2
King Arthur (director's cut)
Labyrinth
The Last Unicorn
Let Sleeping Corpses Lie
The Lord of the Rings Trilogy
The Lost Boys
Metal: A Headbanger's Journey
Metropolis
Monty Python Films
Night of the Living Dead
Night of the Living Dorks
Nosferatu
Old Boy
Pan's Labyrinth
Phantasm
Planet Terror
Poltergeist
The Princess Bride
Queen of the Damned
Re-Animator
The Red Dragon
Resident Evil
Return of the Living Dead
River's Edge
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
Saw Trilogy
Schindler's List
Sean of the Dead
Session 9
The Silence of the Lambs
Silent Hill
SLC Punk
Stranger Than Fiction
Star Wars Series
Super Troopers
Suspiria
The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (original)
Titanic
Trainspotting
Etc.

Television:



On rare occasions you'll catch me watching The History Channel and old black and white shows like The Twilight Zone.

Books:

Fantasy novels and epic sagas, the Norse eddas, books on religion, history, mythology, philosophy, the paranormal, music, languages and faerie tales.

J.R.R. Tolkien
Robert E. Howard
H.P. Lovecraft
Edgar Allan Poe
Friedrich Nietzsche
Arthur Schopenhauer
Jürgen Habermas
Søren Kierkegaard
Bram Stöker
Anne Rice
Charlotte & Emily Brönte
Aksel Sandemose
Elizabeth Kostova
J.K. Rowling
C.S. Lewis
Neil Gaiman
Etc.

Heroes:



Woher kommen die höchsten Berge? so fragte ich einst. Da lernte ich, daß sie aus dem Meere kommen. Dies Zeugnis ist in ihr Gestein geschrieben und in die Wände ihrer Gipfel. Aus dem Tiefsten muß das Höchste zu seiner Höhe kommen.

My Papa.

Matilda's Details

Status: Not looking
Here for: Friends and music
Body Type: 5'8" (172 cm) / Voluptuous
Heritage: German
Scottish
Norwegian
Hometown: Jackson Hole, Wyoming
Religion: Heathen
Sign: Sun - Taurus
Moon - Capricorn
Rising - Scorpio
Smoke / Drink: No / Yes

My Blog

Begotten.

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Posted by Matilda on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 11:04:00 PST

Metropolis.

I'm in love with this film! I think the effects are amazing, considering it was made in  the 1920s. For more information click here. ...
Posted by Matilda on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 10:01:00 PST

Part II of "An unveiling of annoyances."

1 I know it offends your shallow male egos, but I am happily single, not looking and plan to remain so. That means - for those of you who don't quite get it - I am not interested. To reiterate: Wanti...
Posted by Matilda on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 09:47:00 PST

Of nightmares and death.

This dream, this relentless nightmare. I don't want to sleep. I don't want to see the images, but they are already burned on the inside of my eyelids - branded on the thin membranous tissue - so that ...
Posted by Matilda on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 03:01:00 PST

I am the hunter.

Trapped. Enclosed in a sea of exhaustible and asinine mediocrity. Irresolute and wretched, with constant prattling that ceases to have purpose. No intent. No will, nor desire to seek it. This is what ...
Posted by Matilda on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 08:34:00 PST

A glitch of memory.

With idle time I sit and think. I watch and listen. And though I shouldn't, I think about the past. No rage, no tears, no laughter - just a tingling in the frontal lobe. A feeling I thought was deaden...
Posted by Matilda on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 11:06:00 PST

Fundamentalist Christians.

Nail that to yer cross.10 - You vigorously deny the existence of thousands of gods claimed by other religions, but feel outraged when someone denies the existence of yours. 9 - You feel insulted and "...
Posted by Matilda on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 12:58:00 PST

A messy calm.

A 3 pound lump of wrinkled tissue with 100 billion jabbering neurons create this illusion we call life. Included in this mess is a dogma that our brains our immutable and hardwired, that we are fixed ...
Posted by Matilda on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 09:36:00 PST

An unveiling of annoyances.

1Most of my friends are of the male gender. Just because I want to hang out or you're on my top friends, doesn't mean I have a crush on you. If you read my profile, it clearly states, "Single and not ...
Posted by Matilda on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 11:28:00 PST

One big, impelling lump of blah.

So hollow. So confused. So mistaken. I want deliverance from this delusion. Why do I feel this way? Why did I act that way? And why the hell do I even care? It appears I have a knack for fucking thing...
Posted by Matilda on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 09:11:00 PST