me |
trying to explain myself is so difficult but i feel the need to do it. im worried that people are getting the wrong impression of me. i dont even know how to act anymore. im so confused. i dont know w...
Posted by mi$tre$$ *jamie*!! on Sat, 10 May 2008 10:08:00 PST |
old wounds bring a new pain |
i never thought i would have to feel this way again. so rejected, used, empty, anixious to end. i cry myself to sleep and wake up in the night screeming. having the most vivid, terrifying dreams. i do...
Posted by mi$tre$$ *jamie*!! on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 12:05:00 PST |
im going down in a blaze of bitchery |
so yet again i have to explain myself out of a situation that i had no control over. im sick of this bullshit. this is why i want to leave and not tell anyone where im going. cuz i cant fucking stand ...
Posted by mi$tre$$ *jamie*!! on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 08:54:00 PST |
why a bitch be mad |
AW....!!! HERE IT GO!!!!!
so i was "dateing" this guy danny right. it was damned from the start cuz we work together. but then a bunch of shit started cuz of his xgf. well after he told me that no mat...
Posted by mi$tre$$ *jamie*!! on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 01:31:00 PST |
change |
so alot has happend in the past couple of weeks. tony and i have broken up *no biggie were still cool*
i have a new crush *whose name i shant disclose because i work with him and i dont want to st...
Posted by mi$tre$$ *jamie*!! on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 12:10:00 PST |
omfg...wtf!!!! |
alright...i havent done some emo-style ranting in a while so here we go...
omygaud!!! what the fux up with this shit!?! im starting to think that something is wrong with me. at first i tried to ignor ...
Posted by mi$tre$$ *jamie*!! on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 11:18:00 PST |
yeah whatever.... |
omfg the people that come into my work just to start shit and get pissy with me just so they dont have to leave me a tip are going to end up getting a whole lot of spit in there soda. so for all of yo...
Posted by mi$tre$$ *jamie*!! on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 08:49:00 PST |
better now |
im better now than i was before
i shed my skin on your floor
a creature cralled out from underneath
bearing blood soked jagged teeth
but im better now than i was before
i left my mercy at the door
i c...
Posted by mi$tre$$ *jamie*!! on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 02:09:00 PST |
fucking pointless!!!! |
so i went to the sox game yesterday with tony, mikie, and kelli. i wasnt too exited about going in the first place but i got a really good deal on tickets "thank you leesa" . so we leave at like...
Posted by mi$tre$$ *jamie*!! on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 12:56:00 PST |
im out baatches!! |
so in the heat of and argument with my dad i told my parents that i had found my own place and i ll be moving out in november. dad: took it as a personal insult and went off on me...not to my surprise...
Posted by mi$tre$$ *jamie*!! on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 08:17:00 PST |
