banny!

the life and times of a crazy person.

right now more than anything i just want to be somebody better than me. i feel like i can't read anyone correctly and that i care too much about all the wrong things. it's very hard to sleep at night ...
Posted by banny! on Fri, 17 Oct 2008 04:12:00 PST

the stones we throw

my life is so backwards it's not even funny. try as i might, every decision i make seems to be the wrong one. the exact opposite of what i should have done. hindsight is always 20/20... i just want to...
Posted by banny! on Sun, 20 Jul 2008 11:30:00 PST

fuck.

i wonder how much time i've wasted wondering what it would be like if things were different. if i had better grades. if i was skinny and beautiful and charming. if i wasn't so fucking weird. and if i ...
Posted by banny! on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 11:45:00 PST

sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

i have trouble sleeping when nobody is in the house. no matter where i am. currently, matt and andrew are at andrew's house for the night and evelyn is still in virginia. it's like 1:30 and i know it ...
Posted by banny! on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 11:41:00 PST

i am

happy again. the happiest i have been in a very long time. and that's all i could have asked for.one of my baby toads died the other day and i don't know why. they aren't eating the crickets i bought ...
Posted by banny! on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 01:19:00 PST

taggetty tag.

10 things.1. i have 16 pet tadpoles. i had 17, but the oldest one (which i bought online) died the day before yesterday. it was 2 months old and already had arms and legs and its tail was disappearing...
Posted by banny! on Fri, 23 May 2008 12:40:00 PST

where does the good go?

well.... i can't go to grad school anymore because i did so awful this semester. so i guess that settles that. i've had a month to accept it so i suppose i should start thinking about what i would wan...
Posted by banny! on Mon, 05 May 2008 09:35:00 PST

i know i hurt you, i know i hurt you

i remember how i used to be when i was little and i know that i am different now. i wonder if that big of a change will ever happen again. an old demon keeps creeping in with old tricks that i should ...
Posted by banny! on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 01:53:00 PST

sleep. i has it.

or rather... i don’t has it. but WANT. it’s thursday at 7:30 in the morning and i don’t feel like being awake. i woke up way early because i thought i had a lab quiz today but i just...
Posted by banny! on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 05:57:00 PST

i just needed somewhere to save this other than my computer. just ignore it.

"Just because we have no proof of something doesn't necessarily mean it doesn't exist."Logically, it does. The positive existential proclamation bears the burden of proof. This is why a prosecutor mus...
Posted by banny! on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 02:34:00 PST