A lot of people say I've been nice for too long. That I've "put up" with too much, whatever that means. Maybe, but you only "put up" with as much as you allow yourself to. Life isn't limited to self-lessness; well, mines anyway. I'm not going to live in the the past. I mean, the only thing in life that's constant is change, right? So, fuck everyone else. Know who you are. You're the only person whose going to know exactly what you're going through. Fuck the "I know's" and the "I feel you's", because they don't. Trust me. Nobody is going to walk in your shoes as much as you. So how could they know exactly how you feel, know exactly what it is you're going through? They haven't lived your past, and they're not going to live your future. If you let them, then it's not your life; it's theirs. They're living two lives while you live none. You can't live up to anyone else's expections other than your own. Maybe there's a reason as to why we weren't brought into this world in groups, you know? If you really want to know who really matter, your "treal" friends, your "ride or dies", the people who've put up with your bullshit, then kill yourself. Look down from the Heavens and see who cries out your name. They're the ones who put up with you, and truly loved you, for you. I know who matter and who don't. I know the ones who are going to cry out my name when my time is up. I'm pretty optimistic, believe it or not. For every bad shown, a good is hidden. I really really, truullyyy, believe that.