I've stoped running, I think...

About Me

The world is a wonderful place, right now. Not in the future, not in the past, but in the now. Rarely does a moment go by that cannot be appreciated. and even those that do go by that we do not immediately appreciate we can learn from, because that moment is unique, it never has nor never will occur again. Living in the past does a disservice to the self; it allows your consciousness to loose focus and looses the concepts of joy, love and contentment. With out these things the now becomes flat and tasteless so we constantly yearn for more and more, we anticipate, we expect. These things lead to more disappointment which slowly marginalizes our souls until we become that which we fear, empty, lost, with out grounding, cast adrift. In this state our fear will prompt us to run in ever widening circles away from ourselves, this fear pushes us faster, further, and harder striping away everything until we become only that, the run. In this state if we trip, we pick ourselves up and run again, if we fall from exhaustion, we blame ourselves. We constantly run and run and run, to towards something or a goal, though we may justify it to ourselves that we are, We consol ourselves saying that in the future we will.. it will get better when... it will be... and so we run from the past, skip over the present, and strive towards an abstract called the future. This is the lot in life when fear grips the heart. It becomes a hidden rider, coloring everything we see, criticizing everything we do, and eventually destroying our joy, stealing our peace and blocking our contentment. The gifts we have, from ourselves, to ourselves.How does one stop running, just that, simply stop. For yourself, by yourself, because You Want It. MyGen Profile Generator

My Interests

Life. Learning. Love. CURRENT MOON about the moon

I'd like to meet:

Myself. And anyone that is walking the shared evolutionary path.

Music:

What ever is on now.

Movies:

Jefferson Airplane - White Rabbit

Awesome music video of Jefferson Airplane doing "White Rabbit." I live in the best movie studio and production house ever built, the world.

Television:

Television is a box, this box contains people that will play when you turn it on, but these people play what was, talk about what will be, and rarely highlight what is going on. But sometimes it is fun to watch them scamper so.

Books:

Books are alot like television, they are written in the past, they exist in the future, but they rarely talk about now. However books contain moments that can be experienced now, the trick is finding them.

Heroes:

Heros are exemplerfied by their virtues, but in reality all a virtue is, is something that we each have, but something that sometimes we comprimize for our "needs of the moment". Be your own hero.

My Blog

Sign of the times

Well after a long holiday I have come back to MySpace. And I am greeted by the New Messages ! flag on my page. Since I had a birthday I thought it would have been a well wishing from&...
Posted by I've stoped running, I think... on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 12:22:00 PST

Keys

The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncert...
Posted by I've stoped running, I think... on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 02:14:00 PST

Quote for the day...

"Absolute liberty is absence of restraint; responsibility is restraint; therefore, the ideally free individual is responsible to himself." -- Adams, Henry Brooks
Posted by I've stoped running, I think... on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 12:29:00 PST

Thanks-giving

A thanks-giving is a day when one gives thanks to every person, event, or place in our world that has impacted them. I have learned so much from many of you, how to live, how to love, and how t...
Posted by I've stoped running, I think... on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 04:25:00 PST

Freedom

I awoke to find myself disoriented. Something was not right. I couldn't grasp what had changed; I was still in my apartment, messy that it was. My cat, Diana, was purring gently on m...
Posted by I've stoped running, I think... on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 06:02:00 PST

What Planet are you from?

You Are From Pluto You are a dark, mysterious soul, full of magic and the secrets of the universe.You can get the scoop on anything, but you keep your own secrets locked in your heart.You ...
Posted by I've stoped running, I think... on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 12:34:00 PST

Nerd, Geek, or Dork!

My score on The Nerd? Geek? or Dork? Test: ************************************** Outcast Genius (65 % Nerd, 65% Geek, 69% Dork) "For The Record: A Nerd is someone...
Posted by I've stoped running, I think... on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 03:37:00 PST

A joke.

I have a friend, George Penna, who made regular trips to the country of Israel. He spoke the language, but was woefully ignorant of the Hebraic laws, as this story relates. One fa...
Posted by I've stoped running, I think... on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 05:27:00 PST

The moon

Verily I say we are positioned between two beginnings!A time when completeness lulls us into a belief of permanence,though the celestial spheres dance on.Never ending,Never starting.Away they move.Rus...
Posted by I've stoped running, I think... on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 06:33:00 PST

Black and White

Gabrielle Showed me one of these, what a good tool to get an external snapshot of how others view a person. I believe that the nobelest endever of the individual is self disovery and improv...
Posted by I've stoped running, I think... on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 06:03:00 PST