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*Brown Eyed Girls*

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About Me

So...How do you know when you really know who you are? I've thought I knew who I was many times only to find out I'm still just as lost as I was before...So explaining who I am really isnt all that simple, its like saying how tall you are when your still growing...so I guess thats what I'm doing..I'm growing...Into the person that I one day hope to be....but what I do know about myself right now is this...when I find good friends that I love, I love them like family...I do my best to smile at everyone I meet because you never know when someone might need one...I'd give the shirt off my back for someone who needed it more than myself....I cant drive...I'm finding out that I always think I know a short cut and I'm always wrong..lol...I'm really bad about calling people back... I forgive other people more than I forgive myself...and I think for once I am getting to the place in my life where I am actually happy.....and I think thats pretty damn cool...

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My Interests

Let us see..what do I love to do..Play with my best gall Gracie! She is my light at the end of a long dark tunnel. She is what makes my life worth living!! Just look at her pictures and tell me couldnt fall in love with that smile! I also in my spare time, (when I have some) like to play Texas Hold'em, watch alot of movies and listen to music of all kinds.
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I'd like to meet:

I promise I'm nice as hell..but...I really have a low pain thresh hold when it comes to talking to stupid people....I dont deal with them well..I end up making stupid jokes at their expence and then I feel like an asshole, I also dont care for people who are fake..if someone is going to like you they are going to like you for you..not who you are try'n to be!"War may sometimes be a necessary evil. But no matter how necessary, it is always an evil, never a good. We will not learn how to live together in peace by killing each other's children." Jimmy Carter US diplomat & Democratic politician (1924 - )Working for Peace, Love, Understanding, Truth, Tolerance, Creativity, Laughter, Music, Joy, Faith, Fun, & Freedom! (24/7).

Music:

I love music period! I'm a huge rocker at heart and love almost anything oldies, corney 80's music and 50's jukebox tunes, old country, 90's grunge, Motown,and Metal basically I love anything and everything you can throw at me...except...RAP..I hate rap, I dont understand why that is said to be "music", it whats wrong with the music today. I'd go off name'n some bands but that would take along time..so I'm not gonna....just figure...I probably like it..and u'l be fine!

Movies:

Movies Movies Movies! I love Scary movies! Zombie flicks are my favorites, I love Shaun of the Dead, all the Night of the Living Dead movies, Jason, Freddy, Chucky, Evil Dead, Army of Darkness, Killer Klowns from Outer Space, Invasion of the Body Snatchers (the one made in the 70s), all the Resident Evils, both Wrong Turns, okay so the scary movies are about like the music, I basically like um all..except for the shit thats just plain mean..we get enough of that on the news. I like most comedys...seems the stupider the better, but my all time favorite comedy is The Wedding Singer, um..not to into dramas...I cry at those movies..and that sucks...Action..Love! Total Recall, Running Man, The Great Raid, Last of the Mohicans (kinda drama...but this one guy in it is sooo hott)...so it's okay...anyway,I guess that will give you an idea....just about everything.

Television:

I watch um..Reaper, Family Guy, King of the Hill, The Simpsons, I cant help it I like reality shows...I know..so sad but hey, I love Paranormal State...that shit is sooo scary..

Books:

I love to read!! I read all fiction...not in to the "lust her, thrust her" novels. However, give me a good horror, paranormal romance (sounds corney, but they are actually pretty damn good), mystery, or honestly just a good story will do, and I'm there. I love the Harry Potter books, and a few of my favorite writers are, J.K, Kim Harrison, Laurall K Hammilton, and Simon Green.

Heroes:

This may sound really goofy but I mean it with every breath I have in me. The people that I believe are heroes are the ones who have loved with all their heart and been let down by the one they gave their whole heart to, and could still go on and say, "I deserve the world, I deserve everything wonderful in this life, I deserve to be loved, and I deserve to love someone who sees all the beauty of this world in my eyes and my eyes alone." Because if the world did not have these people, I dont think I'd want to be here. (Sorry everyone, despite my past, I'm still a born romantic and idealist...its sick really, but I believe the world would be a better place if we had more people who would wear their heart on their shoulder, instead of that chip so many of us seem to carry.)

My Blog

Wrote this a few days ago

This one is about my new neighbors....based on actually events...haha   I have some new neighbors and I feel I should explain. I wouldnt say they're bad people just very very strange. Their teeth...
Posted by *Brown Eyed Girls* on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 10:03:00 PST

Wrote this in 2005

I walk alone on an empty road, my pain flows through me like the moon shinning down, making me visible for all to see. They leave me like the light leaves the Earth, slowly so that you never really no...
Posted by *Brown Eyed Girls* on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 09:55:00 PST

Wrote this in 2000

Everynight she lies awake, prey'n the lord her soul to take. She pulls the blankets up over her head, she doesnt want it to happen again. Cause he's the man of her destruction, sent to rid her from th...
Posted by *Brown Eyed Girls* on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 09:51:00 PST

My house has a ghost!

Okay guys....you have to check this picture out...not the part with my brother dressed up like a goober for rockstar day at school but the part where we have a ghost in our house!! yeah that white smo...
Posted by *Brown Eyed Girls* on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 08:08:00 PST

Bartlesville PD Aint Worth A Shit!!!!

what the fuck is wrong with the bartlesville police!!  saturday afternoon a fucking crazy man just walked into my house!! so my grandma is try'n to kick him the fuck out...i call 911...i'm talkin...
Posted by *Brown Eyed Girls* on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 03:18:00 PST

BOUT TO GO POSTAL!!

THIS IS THE ONLY THING I CAN DO RIGHT NOW...F'N MYSPACE IS SO GAY SOMETIMES...SO SLOW AND THAT PAGE CANNOT BE DISPLAYED SHIT...OH...I BOUT HAD IT....LOL...OKAY I FEEL A LITTLE BETTER.......
Posted by *Brown Eyed Girls* on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 02:54:00 PST

Sometimes.....life sucks......

Ok....so sometimes shit is way to fucking shitty... I was with a complete asshole for 2 years....he fucked me over.....i fucked him over and split. Then I started dating the most wonderful girl in the...
Posted by *Brown Eyed Girls* on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 11:48:00 PST

THE WORLD AT THE MOMMENT IS BUNNIES AND PUPPIES!!!

SO....FOR A WHILE NOW I'VE HAD THE WORST TIME EVER. I'VE MISSED ALL OF MY FAMILY IN FLORIDA AND BECAUSE OF THAT I HAVE BEEN SO SAD. UNTIL NOW,, I ACTUALLY GOT TO TALK TO  ALL BUT ONE OF MY BABIES...
Posted by *Brown Eyed Girls* on Sun, 09 Apr 2006 09:20:00 PST

I MISS MY FL FAMILY!

Guys I am so glad to be home. I missed my family so much, but i'm so sad. Everything feels wrong here, and all it is, is I dont have my babies from fl. I cant even talk to them cause all it does is ma...
Posted by *Brown Eyed Girls* on Sun, 19 Mar 2006 08:46:00 PST

this oct shit, is me to a t!

Pick the MONTH that you were born in & put it on the SUBJECT LINE. Then re-post it AS YOUR OWN BULLETIN. Your friends might understand you better....JANUARY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious an...
Posted by *Brown Eyed Girls* on Mon, 27 Feb 2006 10:00:00 PST