I love to go dancing, it's one of my favorite past times. I have been known to hit a dance floor for four or more hours at a time. It's a wonderful release, and can be quite a work out as well.I am working on my own comic book. The work is coming along extremely slow. I really do not dedicate enough time to it. Eventually I would like to produce enough material to look into having it published. It is about a young blonde gothy-type chic and her crazy ass friends. (hmm....sound familar to anyone?)Some friends and I have also toyed with the idea of trying to start our own magazine. However, again, the time to get togther and produce is forever an issue. The mag will be called PORCH, and it is an anti-beauty, anti-fashion magazine. It will feature lots of different things, from religions, to music, games, and movies, stories about trips we have gone on, and features about local issues and things happening around town. Cool, eh?
People. Plain and simple. I truely have the best group of friends in the world. And the way I came across them is putting looks and genres aside for a moment or two and spending time with people I usually would not associate with. This is where sometimes you find the best individuals. Just because on the surface they don't look like someone with something to say, or someone you would have things in common with, doesn't mean that they don't, and you won't. Everyone has something to say, and the things you can learn from people are sometimes things that no book, movie, after school special, or website can teach you.
That being said, I am looking to surround myself with individuals that have a positive charge. I have let myself in the past, fall victim to the negative energy that is around me in others. I try to bring these people up and give them what postive energy I have to lend, but I myself am a bit of a cynic, and don't have a WHOLE lot to go around. It seems that one day I awoke to realize that they have tapped me of my happiness and energy, and have left me with nothing but sorrow. I don't want that anymore. I want to be bright, and full of life, and take those with me who are the same.
I have just recently started to deny requests if I don't know you, or if you look a bit "jabberwocky". Send me a message if you wish to get through "my defenses" and we shall see where it goes.
Not that it will do much good, but here I am adding that I am married, and I am very happy with my situation. I will not add or respond to anyone who is just looking for a "good time" or wants to "swing" or whatever. General compliments are received with what I hope comes across as grace and thanks, and are often returned. If you send anything like "yo, wat up, ma?" you will probably not get a response...at least not a positive one.I would love to meet anyone that would like to buy or order one of my purses, wallets, and other designs!
I listen to a variety of things. I enjoy some classical, some old school rock, and a bit of punk. I have this weakness for GOOD hard house that most of my friends do not seem to understand :). But predominantely I listen to EBM, Industrial, Goth, Synthpop, and a tad of Black Metal (Dimmu Borgir!!!!they are gods among men)Favorites include: Wolfsheim, VNV Nation, Apop, Covenant, Enominae, Cruxshadows, Beborn Beton, And One,Apoptygma Berzerk, De/Vision, Depeche Mode, The Cure, The Smiths, Flogging Molly, The Doors, HIM, Mindlesss Self Indulgence,Beethoven, The Ramones,
Grendel,Combichrist, Suicide Commando,Duran Duran,Mesh and a whole lot more.
I am a HUGE Tolkien geek! So favorite movies of course include The Lord of the Rings trilogy. I also love Ferris Bueller's Day Off (a classic), the original Star Wars Trilogy (the new ones aren't really doing it for me though) The Crow, Pirates of the Carribean was cool, I love all the Marilyn Monroe movies...I think Gentleman Prefer Blondes is my favorite. And there's probably a whole lot more that I'm missing...
The Daily Show, The Colbert Report, Seinfeld, Invader Zim, House, Drawn Together, South Park, Mythbusters, Jackass, Law and Order, and those A&E specials, Discovery Channel stuff, and The History Channel.
Of course Tolkien, Tolkien, Tolkien!!!! My entire bedroom is a shrine to Lord of the Rings! I have read just about everything. It's epic. I have also been tainted by the morbid pen of Anne Rice. She is exquisite, and has given me so many things...my classical music, my taste in art, furniture, ornate things, and of course, my unhealthy attraction to androgenious males! Oscar Wilde is awesome...Charles Dickens is wonderful. But my favorite is truely F. scott Fitzgerald. The man is my genious. I love every word he has ever put down.The idea of the failure of the American Dream is haunting....always. You can look me up on Librarything.com under the name Grey Haven Girl.
Funny...I don't believe I have many heroes. There are people I admire. There are people I sometimes try to emulate.But I dont know if I have any heroes in the TRUE sense of the word. I want to look like Marilyn Monroe, have the way with words like Oscar Wilde, love those around me the way my parents love my sisters and I, and I want to have Bam Margera's job....fucking around with my friends all day and making millions doing it.