BEEFCAKE™

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I Love Sian more than life itself.

I Love my Friends, I Love my Family.

I'm never going to give up on any of you. You people are my world and life just wouldnt be worth living if you guys weren't in it.

i want to feel loved again... the kind that you think will last forever, i miss that so much

doubt anyone actually reads this shit lol but if you are know one thing... if you love someone let them know everyday and never let them go, the pain you will go through when you loose that person is unimaginable...

that is my one biggest regrets in life so far... but just to experiance that happiness again i'd gladly go through it again...

Some Lyrics I like atm

I know I'll miss her later Wish I could bend my love to hate her Wish I could be her creator To twist her arms now She stares up at the stars when The stars fell from her hair then I bent down to collect them And then she was gone

Oh I sleep just to dream her I beg the night just to see her That my only love should be her Just to lie in her arms

Oh I came there to find out Find out she made up her mind My arms are all tied up To me she was blind This space between us Where wingless dreams fall earless Will you not bear me witness With your back to me now It seems so unnerving Yet still somehow deserving That she could hold my heart so tightly And still not see me here

I know I'll miss her later I wish I could bend my love to hate her Wish I could be her creator To be the light in her eyes

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"I Will Follow You Into The Dark"

Love of mine some day you will die But I'll be close behind I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white Just our hands clasped so tight Waiting for the hint of a spark If Heaven and Hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black And I held my tongue as she told me "Son fear is the heart of love" So I never went back

If Heaven and Hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see From Bangkok to Calgary And the soles of your shoes are all worn down The time for sleep is now It's nothing to cry about Cause we'll hold each other soon The blackest of rooms

If Heaven and Hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark Then I'll follow you into the dark

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I start to feel like I can’t maintain the facade any longer, that I may just start to show through. And I wish I knew what was wrong. Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is.

I don’t know. Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy, the need to put a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on?... I don’t know the answer, I know only that I can’t.

I don't want any more vicissitudes, I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I’ve had it. I am so tired. I am eighteen and I am already exhausted.

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