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Jeska/Mad Girls Love Song

it is better to die a broken piece of jade, than to live the life of clay...

About Me

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So lets see, I'm 23, mom of 1 fabulous kid (there will be no others,) wife to some grouchy tough guy, and partner in crime to several gangstars and cholas. I live in Whittier and I am currently priviledged to stay at home with my son, JT. I love to read, write, and talk shit cuz thats what I do best. I am told frequently that I'm a bitch and I tend to easily offend people. However if you don't have a sense of humor, then you can fuck off. I like other people who aren't afraid to tell me what they think. If you want to make fun of me, go for it. I'm sure my husband has already harassed me and made me cry about everything already. I may smile at you but that doesn't mean that I like you. Those who know me really well know that I'm pretty nice for the most part but if you come at me the wrong way, I come out swinging whether it be words or fists. I suffer from arrogance which is part of being a Tagle. We are better than you and we know it. Don't be mistaken. If you have an argument about it, you can take it up with my husbands boots.****************************************************** ************************************************************ ****To say I'm obsessed with make-up is an understatement. Make-up, music, and tattoos are the only thing that really can free me from being another suburban housewife. I'm down to go out and do anything but I've been on house arrest for the last few years... yeah, I'm referring to being married..Everyone is always inviting me out but it happens once maybe twice a year at best, partly because theres no one worth leaving my son for and partly because even if I could, my husband won't let me....thats right, my ankle bracelets on and my leash is wrapped tight. Fuck it though. Ronnie is a huge jerk, but hes my huge jerk. I must love him, considering we were engaged 2 days after we met. He's really taught me everything I know about being a cunt and still being able to sleep at night.****************************************************** ************************************************************ ****I like to send random messages whether it be on myspace, text messages or voicemails. It means I acknowledge you and you should feel priveledged. However if I hurt your feelings, I'm sure I didn't mean it. If I wanted to offend you I'd tell you to your face what a loser or piece of shit you are.******************************************************** ************************************************************ **Theres a lot of shit I don't like..Domestic violence, liars, crackheads, pedophiles, hypocrites and dirty people just to name a few... I also don't like ghetto ass people that allow their kids to be treated like animals. Thats right, the moms who let their kids touch everything and lick chairs in the doctors offices. Children are precious and should be respected. Deadbeat dads who hump a girl and leave her to raise a child alone. People who abuse the system...aka welfare recipients who aren't residents of this country, who use fake socials and buy houses, while we are supporting their kids who grow up to be burdens of the state in prison. If you have politics you feel strong about and don't back them up, I think thats weak. I also must add those god damn attitudey little fucks that work in retail and don't do their job and get a chip on the shoulder when you expect them to do what their getting paid for... And yeah for the people who don't wash their hands, thats gross but I think that not brushing your teeth is right up there with my top dislikes and people who spread disease and germs you are all god damn disguting and those who suffer from Swamp Ass (you know who you are) Don't worry! I'm working on a cure for ya!Yeah, thats pretty much all you could ever want to know about me. The rest of it, you don't want to. ************************************************************ **********************************************************

My Interests

JAMES, MY SON* MY AMAZING FAMILY (ALL 4 OR 5 OF THEM)* BODY MODS INCL: TATTOOS SP-FX MAKE UP COSMETOLOGY PIERCINGS PLASTIC SURGERY BODY BUILDING SCARIFICATION ANOREXIA & BULEMIA SCARIFICATION & CUTTING WAIST TRAINING & CINCHING* EAST L.A. CULTURE: CHOLAS CHOLOS LOW RIDERS GRAFFITI ARTISTS STREET GANGS PAYPHONES* KUSTOMS: HOT RODS LEAD SLEDS OLD SKOOL HARLEYS CHOPPERS (NOT THE SHIT ON TV) SLUT TRUCKS OLD CARS (CRAZY 'BOUT A MERC) PINSTRIPING* HOMES & ARCHITECTURE*LOW BROW ART* SARA RAY* GIL ELVGREN* SAILOR JERRY* ED "BIG DADDY" ROTH* ED BARRIS* RAT FINK* MOON EYES* BERT GRIMM* SONNY BARGER* HELLS ANGELS* ERIK MAASKE R.I.P.* DEVILS HENCHMEN* CRAZY WHITE BOYS* BURLESQUE* PIN-UP GIRLS* DIVE BARS* SILVER GLITTER* WET CEMENT ON A HOT SUMMERS NITE* JACK DANIELS* LAS VEGAS* C-LO* BONFIRES* EDUCATION* WRITING* POETRY* PHOTOGRAPHY* ANTIQUE RELIGIOUS ICONS* RANDOM TEXT MESSAGES* HOMEMADE HANDY CRAFTS* COSMOS ON A SUNDAY AFTERNOON* THE GYM* JAMES TRAINS* BETSEY JOHNSON* HALSTON* HARVEYS* PAPERDOLL PRODUCTIONS* PIRATES* GYPSIES* CARNIES* GUNS* KNIVES* FETISH CLOTHING* FISHNETS* FAUX EYELASHES* DEEP CONVERSATIONS*

I'd like to meet:

*SONNY BARGER *JOHN WATERS* GUY LADOUCHE* *J.R. CASH* ROBERTA, the woman who helped me at Whittier Presbyterian when I was dangerously close to losing James. (I never did get to thank her.)********************************* ************************************************************ ******
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Music:

MY SON JAMES SINGING JOHNNY CASH SONGS AT THE TOP OF HIS LUNGS WHEN WERE ROCKING OUT TOGETHER. IT REALLY DOESN'T GET ANY BETTER THAN THAT.. AND YES, HE KNOWS ALL THE WORDS BY HEART...(I GET DOWN TO A LIL' LADY DAY EVERYDAY)

Movies:

CRYBABY* PINK FLAMINGOS* ROMPER STOMPER* HAIRSPRAY* POLYESTER* PECKER* A DIRTY SHAME* CLOCKWORK ORANGE* THE SHINING* FULL METAL JACKET* AMERICAN HISTORY X* GREEN STREET HOOLIGANS* QUADROPHENIA* SUBURBIA* BLOW* SPUN* EDWARD SCISSORHANDS* NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS* REALITY BITES* BUFFALO 66* QUIET DAYS IN HOLLYWOOD* TRANSAMERICA* FEAR AND LOATHING IN LAS VEGAS* REQUIEM TO A DREAM* BEETLEJUICE* RIDING IN CARS WITH BOYS* AMERICAN ME* NAPOLEON DYNAMITE* CRASH* PERMANENT MIDNIGHT* THIRTEEN* RAISING ARIZONA* VALLEYGIRL* PRETTY IN PINK* BREAKFAST CLUB* FAST TIMES AT RIDGEMONT HIGH* PULP FICTION* HOSTEL* DODGEBALL* OLD SCHOOL* HEATHERS* JAWBREAKER* HAROLD & MAUDE* THE LIZZIE MCGUIRE MOVIE* 200 CIGARETTES*

Television:

AMERICA'S MOST WANTED* COPS*RENO 911* BIOGRAPHY* FAMILY GUY* LAW & ORDER: SVU* LIZZIE MCGUIRE* MUNSTERS* MXC* PEEWEE'S PLAYHOUSE* UFC* FAIRLY ODDPARENTS* FOSTERS HOME FOR IMAGINARY FRIENDS* SPONGEBOB* and so many more cartoons....so many!!

Books:

CHUCK PALAHNIUK* CHARLES DICKENS* ERNEST HEMMINGWAY* FRANCESCA LIA BLOCK* IRVINE WELSH* JACK KEROUAC* SYLVIA PLATH* SHEL SILVERSTEIN* THE ONE THAT I'M COMPILING WITH CAITLIN (KEEP CHECKING BACK FOR UPDATES)*

Heroes:

WOMEN WHO LIVE AT THE ABUSIVE HAND OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE WOMEN WHO BATTLE CANCER MY DEARLY DEPARTED MOTHER (R.I.P.) JIMMY SPRINT...I'M REMINDED OF YOU EACH TIME I LOOK AT J.T. WINIFRED MANGOLD...ONE OF THE STRONGEST WOMEN I'VE EVER KNOWN AND MY BEAUTIFUL GRANDMOTHER MY SISSY AND MARMALADE!!My Two Crazy Grandpas...Grandpa Munster and the Ol' PotShiner

My Blog

then, now and forever....paxm

what is beautiful? what makes you a perfect person? when you starve and have nothing inside you to damage you? pure. thin. natural. a woman is only as good as her bra size and waistline. women ar...
Posted by /Jeska/Mad Girls Love Song/ on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 10:26:00 PST

mad girls love song : a villanelle by sylvia plath

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; I life my lids and all is born again. (i think I made you up inside my head) the stars go waltzing out in blue and red and arbitrary blackness gallops in ...
Posted by /Jeska/Mad Girls Love Song/ on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 10:53:00 PST

heartache by Jesse

my lil brotha from anotha motha whose not so lil anymore wrote this. I love jesse to pieces and I love the way he expresses himself! he's always done his own thing even as a lil kid....he's the onl...
Posted by /Jeska/Mad Girls Love Song/ on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 03:21:00 PST

12 Years of Lies

i wrote this last night. i miss my mommy terribly. i am still very much saddened by her death even after all of these years. no closure, just questions left and confusion...much confusion... &nbs...
Posted by /Jeska/Mad Girls Love Song/ on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 10:06:00 PST

Madre Eternal

Motherhood I have never had a job I love like this. being a mom pushes my limits and pushes me into being the best person I ca be. my son is the greatest....and why you ask? ill tell ya...but you stil...
Posted by /Jeska/Mad Girls Love Song/ on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 10:04:00 PST

que sera sera

of all the fucked up things i have ever done in my life, i have never felt remorse. ive always been able to walk away without a regret.... why now, after all this time, do i suddenly feel regret?....w...
Posted by /Jeska/Mad Girls Love Song/ on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 01:40:00 PST

unconsolable

once upon a time i love you now i struggle to remember why you i thought you were so special you were my best friend now i lay next to a stranger who doesnt respect me who wants to chan...
Posted by /Jeska/Mad Girls Love Song/ on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 12:40:00 PST

bloody lily

my eyes bloody with tears stuck in a limbo of love and hate confused of the days i once knew looking to understand not to comprehend empty, broken, tattered, torn broken shoes cast away put aside unti...
Posted by /Jeska/Mad Girls Love Song/ on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 12:33:00 PST

NAIVE (2000)

lets see if you can figure out who this is about...(written july 2000) hahahahahahahahahaha bastard   PINS AND NEEDLES IN MY FEETSENSATIONS OF A CRIPPLECANT CONTROL MYSELFPULL MY HAIR THE WAY YOU...
Posted by /Jeska/Mad Girls Love Song/ on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 12:28:00 PST

MANIFESTATION

this i can not explain...it was written a long time ago and it haunts me...=( YOUR LIPS PRESSED AGAINST MINEBACK TO THE WALLTHE SOUND OF PASSIONECHOES IN THE HALL SNEAK AWAY NOWDONT EVER TELLSCENT OF...
Posted by /Jeska/Mad Girls Love Song/ on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 12:23:00 PST