Now if the music is is moving too fast
Grab my hand a little tighter
Don't afraid to move a little closer
♥
♥
And it's still so hard to be who you are,
But you've come this far with a broken heart.
And it's still so hard to be who you are,
But you've come this far and you're broken...
♥
♥
Everything's so blurry
And everyone's so fake
And everybody's empty
And everything is so messed up...
♥
♥
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
♥
♥
I want so much to open your eyes
Cos I need you to look into mine
♥
♥
Why would I sabotage
the best thing that I have
Well, it makes it easier to know
exactly what I want...
♥
♥
I won't waste a minute without you
♥
♥
Take my hand, knot your fingers through mine
And we'll walk from this dark room for the last time
♥
♥
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck...
♥
♥
I just keep hoping
that your heart opens..
♥
♥
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
♥
♥
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes
They're all I can see
♥
♥
You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?
♥
Dream as if you'll live
forever..
Live as if you'll die today...
-James Dean
Stacey Warren
13/09/1989
I ♥..
Booze
Partying
Music (especially Greenday and Matt Wertz)
The Beach
The Movies
My Lake house
Basketball
Driving
Concerts
My BEST Mates
Sammie ♥
She is an absolutely gorgeous girl. I love her with all my heart, and will always be there for her. I have know her since kindy, and our friendship has just grown stronger and stronger over the years, and I am so glad I never lost touch with her. She is always the smile at the end of my tears, she can cheer me up no matter what. She is my best mate. She loves to drink, and is a hell of a lot of fun. And although some call her an alco, I love her just the way she is. She is always looking out for me, and is a great shoulder to cry on, I dun no what I would do without my Sammie.
MOST LOVABLE GIRL YOU'LL EVA MEET!
Johnny ♥
He is also my best mate and always will be. I love to drink absinth with him, and thus our names: JABSINTH and STABINTH.. hahaha. He is fukin awesome, an absolute champ. I love him to death. He is loud, and I don’t think it is possible to find someone who doesn’t love Johnny, he is such a lovable guy. Every minute with him is fun, he can make me smile no matter how shit I feel. He is an amazingly great listener, and maybe the greatest person I have ever met. His been through a lot of shit and still is the strongest person I know, and that’s why I admire him so much. And he can drink a SHIT load, and can always guarantee a fun night full of getting maggi.. I couldn't live without Johnny.
BIGGEST FUKIN LEGEND EVA!
Elle ♥
She is my gossip buddy. We love to talk and love to gossip all day long. We love to eat especially butter chicken and honey chicken! haha. She is a very high spirited and high energy person. She is my favourite person to go cruising in Kev with, and she even pays people money so she gets shotgun, but its just the way I love it.. lol. She has a spark about her that cheers me up. She is fun to drink with, even if she does get pissed after one cruiser:P She understands me, and listens to me when I need it. I know I can always call her up when I need someone to talk to. She is outgoing, and a very beautiful and lovely girl. She talks very quickly and will never shut up, haha. I love Elle.
TALKATIVE AND FUN
Edie ♥
She is my worthless man. Except secretly she is not worthless at all, cuz she completes my life, I would just be bored without my ed. She is slightly insane, but that is why I love her oh so much. She makes me laugh uncontrollably, and is tons of fun. I love that I have 3 of my 5 subjects with her, cuz u cant get sick of her. She is crazy and loves to do stupid things, like start air guitaring in the middle of chatswood;) hahaha, fun day. All the great memories I look back on definitely have ed in them. She has an awesome boyfriend named Dylan aswell, who I love, and seeming he makes her happy I love him even more, cuz she deserves to be happy. I love ed my man. She is hot. She is unique, and an experience with ed is unforgettable
CRAZY AND LOVABLE!
My Mates
Sar ♥
She is stubborn, moody but still one of the best people I have ever met. She is sarcastic, and can make anyone laugh. She speaks what is on her mind, and does what she wants. She is caring even though she will never admit it:P haha. She is a funny loud drunk, but in general loud anyway. She is there for me when I need someone to talk to, I love Sar.
A TRULY AMAZING GIRL
Ally ♥
I looove doobes. She is 100% amazing. I can not see her for months, but as soon as we speak again everything is back to normal and it feels like we have been seeing each other everyday. She completely understands me, knows almost everything about me, and is always there for me. She is beautiful, loveable, and entertaining. I love her with all of me, Ally holds me together. This girl is perfect. We have had soo many good times together and she will never be forgotten
MEANS THE WORLD TO ME
Emmy ♥
She is an absolutely gorgeous gal, she is selfless and cares about everyone. If u need time to talk to someone, em will put aside time for u. She is a very genuine person, and I love her. She is wonderful, and enjoyable to be with. She is my free buddy, and I love hanging with her and playing shithead. No one could hate em, she is too nice and just generally a good person. She I smart, but at the same time knows how to have fun.
NICE AND CARING
Janey ♥
A stunner. My cuntwatch sister, we love to drink together, and have random fun nights. Jane is lovely girl. I love to play singstar and just hang around with Janey and the girls. SKULLS MUCH? Lol, so many funny memories with this girl! Jane is a computer tech, and her awesome designs make me laugh (Roseville mutants.. hahaha.) Life would be no fun without her. She is loving towards everyone. She is not at all bitchy, she just takes things as they come, and is just fun to be around. I find Jane really easy to relate to, and when I really need her she is willing to have a d&m with me and help me out. I love Janeifer smackdat!
REMARKABLE BEAUTY
Kat ♥
A complete free spirit. Kat (aka Katifer, aka Katapillar) is probably the funniest person u could ever met. She is guaranteed to make u laugh. Kat is always smiling, always having fun. She cheers up all those around her. And also just does her own thing, and even though she looks slightly insane, she enjoys what she does. She wears hot dresses, and always shows up to the parties noone can come to and misses out on the really good ones.. hahaha.) She always has yummy food. She is very unique, and that’s it why she is so lovable. She can brighten up anyone’s day. I love katifer. she is great.
AMUSING AND BEAUTIFUL
Jordan ♥
An awesome guy, absolutely love Jordan. He is a really nice guy, and is fun to be with. He lives fukin ages away, but always comes down to visit his Rosie girls, cuz he loves us:D haha. He is always there if someone is upset, he gives good advice to anyone in need. If you are crying and upset Jordan will help you through it. If u need a giant hug to cheer u up, Jordan is good for it. He is a fukin awesome dancer, and always fun to watch doing his cool moves at a party. He is a marvelous person. I couldn’t live without my Jordan, and it sucks that he live so far away cuz I miss him all the time. Everyone loves Jordan! Especially me :D
CHAMP OF A GUY
Will ♥
Will is my roosters buddy. He is awesome, and the fact he goes for the roosters just makes him plain cool. Will has been my mate since about year 5. Will is a really nice guy, and listens to everyone. He loves to drink, like all my friends.. haha. Will is always fun to be around. He is just such an easy going guy that it impossible to not like him. And he does have a retarded girlfriend named nicki, so out of pity you cant hate him.. hahaha. Everytime I hear ‘Hanging By a Moment’ by Lifehouse, I think of Will and our primary school days when we were great buddies. Will is also great cuz his 18, and well that’s awesome! Haha, but I do hate him cuz he has met Freddy and I haven’t? lol. I love will, he is great!
AWESOME AND FUN
Gemma ♥
What can I say, except that I Fucking love this kid! She may be the most hilarious person on this planet. She has me rolling on the ground in hysterics. I think I would be depressed without Gemma, cuz she has a way of brightening up the day of those around her. She may not drink as much as my other friends but she is definitely just as much fun. Her personality normally is pretty much like most people’s drunkenness, so its all good. Hahaha. She is a very energetic person, and is always running around crazy like a fool, which just cracks me up even more. And although she is always crazy happy and fun, she can also be serious and know when u are upset and know just how to make u feel better. She is a good listener and a good talker. I love GEMMA!
FUKING HILARIOUS
Tris ♥
He is a jerk, but everyone still likes him anyway. He is fun, and likes to drink. Deep down he is actually caring, nice and a pretty good friend, although he doesn’t always act like it. He is willing to listen if u need to talk. He always helps me out when I need someone, even if I am a complete bitch to him. He is always up for a good time, and can do 15 shots without going down.. at first:P. I have a lot of great memories with Tris that will never be forgotten, and he will never be forgotten either. He was my first love, and still is a good friend.
A JERKISH CHAMP
Dick ♥
Dick is my pumpkin friend. He loves to play singstar, even though he sucks, haha. well not as bad as me. Dick is mostly nice.. haha. He is fun to drink with, and is always ready for a good time. He can always make me laugh with his lame pumpkin jokes. hahaha. Most of the time I just end up laughing at him, not with him, but at least he can make me smile.. lol. I love dick.
MAKES ME LAUGH
Nicki J ♥
Nicki J is awesome. She makes me laugh like crazy. She is tons of fun, and I always love spending time with her. She is a hot IGA worker, go IGA! haha. She may be lame at times (cough lanyard cough.. lol) but I still heart Nicki j. She loves to go to concert and sure knows how to party. Although she does not know how to play soccer… pretty much she SUCKS! Hahaha. She trips over when I go watch her and just bludges around the field, but at least she entertains me. I don’t understand how she isn’t a fat lard rolling on the ground cuz she devours maccas like one.. haha. She is a good listener, and always looks out for people. She is really nice and everyone can’t help but love Nicki. I know I do:)
AWESOMELY AMAZING
James ♥
James is a champion. He is really easy to get along with, and is heaps of fun. I don't get to see him that often, but it's awesome when I do. He makes me smile, and is a great guy. He loves to talk and is really easy to talk to for hours. He is finished school and I am very jealous and secretly hope he dies, but then again I couldn't live without James. I love him, even if he is a fag who listens to coldplay. hahaha.
LOVABLE CHAMPION
Jacq ♥
Jacq is damn sexy. She is an awesome girl. I love her to death. I could just spend hours chilling with her. She is my idol;) haha. She is lovely and a great gal. She just oozes sex, and u just wanna pounce on her and make her babies when ur with her.. hahaha. She is irrestistible, an absolutely superb sexy girl. I couldn't live without Jacq, she is the apple of my eye. I looove Jacq. She is the sex.
GORGEOUS GIRL
Beth ♥
Beth is amazing. She is a party girl that is always fun to go drinking and dancing with. She is a stunner, absolutely gorgeous! I think it may be impossible to spend a moment around Beth that isn't fun! She makes me smile, and shared the same hate for a “certain camp†as I did. She is really nice, and easy to talk too. She is very laid back and absolutely fun at the same time, all her great traits make up an awesome combination. Life just wouldn't be complete without my Beth! She is one of the greatest people you could meet. She is a sexy skank who I love with all my heart!
FOXY PARTY GAL
Amber ♥
Amber is dead set gorgeous. She is a very happy person, and is always smiling. And she make me happy. She is crazy but in a good way. She is an energetic and really fun person. She is always joking around and is just really funny. You can't be around Amber and not smile. She cracks me up. She is awesome at netball and had an amazing voice. All round she is pretty amazing. I loooove Amber.
GENUINE WONDER
Tori ♥
Tori is a fukin hot bitch. She is a damn hottie, and is hilarious. She is an absolute champion. She is very easy to get along with and is guaranteed to have a fun time with. She makes me laugh all the time, and always is fun and has alot of energy. I love her x 47!! hahaha.
HOT BITCH
Tee ♥
Tee is also a hot bitch. Been mates with her since kindy when we bullied sammi.. haha. She is awesome and a whole lot of fun. She is good to talk to, and a good listener. She can also talk alot, hahaha, but in a good way, she is very interesting. Tee loves to party, and is fun to party with. She is hot and she knows it.. hahaha. I love Tee!
SEXY WHORE
David ♥
Dave is freakin awesome. His always up for a fun time, and is always fun to be with. He is a really funny guy and makes me laugh all the time. He even rapes people for me if I ask.. haha, and lets me film it:P. He is an amazing dancer! Watching him tear up the dance floor could entertain you for hours! haha. I have had fun nights at cuntwatch with Dave, including squirting sunscreen everywhere and tripping down the stairs.. lol. He also had a hot girlfriend named Nitzan that I love too. Dave is pretty much impossible to hate, his a very lovable guy. I love Dave!
LOVABLE DANCING LEGEND
Mel♥
Mel is a champion. She is my Persimmons buddy, and I call her Dribblo. We are awesome at basketball together, and she is one of the best teammates, I love her to death. She is fun and crazy. She opens her mouth before thinking, but that is what makes her so damn lovable. Mel is a very bouncy kinda person that always cheers you up. Pretty sure Mel could make anyone crack up even if they were in a deep state of depression. I love Mel, and couldn’t imagine life without this bubbly girl, she is amazing
CRAZY LOVABLE CHARACTER
Jess♥
Even though this kid is a Manly supporter (lame) I still love her to pieces. She is my sex kitten. For some reason every time I am with Jess I have an awesome time, she is just a special gal. I can’t wait for our drunk Nightmare night. I have some very great memories with my beloved Jess. When I think of her I think of hangovers, and getting maccas while I think I am still over the limit (and just maccas in general, she is a maccas fatty like nj), I think of eating handy candy and how stupid we were when we didn’t twist the knob the whole way.. lol, and I think of sitting in the FREEZING cold and watching Tris get flag slapped, which may be the funniest thing I have ever seen. Jess is an absolutely gorgeous girl and one of the most lovable people I know. I love Jess.
MY SEX KITTEN
Lauri♥
Lauri is fukin great. I love Lauri to death. She is a really genuine, down to earth girl. I don’t know what I would do without Lauri. She is deso sometimes like me and we have fun chats and keep each other entertained. I love chatting with Lauri, she is one the easiest people to talk to and I could just blab for hours with her. We talk about boys, booze, clubbing, and pretty much just all the fun stuff of life. I can’t wait till I turn 18 because I know I will be out with this hot girl pretty much every night. She knows how to party and is always fun. We will be clubbing in the city pretty much every second of our lives.. haha. We say: SCREW THE HSC!! Lauri is gorgeous and I love her!
LOVABLE LEGEND
Haylee♥
You can’t spell class without Haylee Tanner, hahaha. She is a very classy drunk like me. She loves smirn, and drinks A LOT of it. She may be a bit of a drunk, but I still love her. She is always tons of fun, and it’s almost impossible to have a dull minute while Haylee is around. She is pretty hilarious, and makes me laugh a lot. She is a good friend, and listens to everyone, and is there when her mates need her. A party without Haylee, isn’t much of a party at all. She is very full of energy, and pretty much always smiley and crazy. I love Haylee, she is beautiful.
PARTY-CRAZED STUNNER
Davey♥
Dave is a champ. He makes me happy. He a really genuinely nice guy, and is easy to chat to. I love chilling with Dave, especially when Sam has gone to work and we just stay for like an extra 10 hours watching movies all day, and raiding the food from Sammi’s house. Haha. Dave is a top guy, and is a lot of fun. He is a hilarious drunk, and a really friendly guy. I think it would be almost impossible to meet someone who doesn’t like Dave, his a very lovable bloke. When I hear electro type music I think of him, because he loves that type of music and is pretty much like a raver without the drugs. He is a very happy guy, and can easily cheer others up. Dave is a legend.
CHEERFUL CHAMP
Ali♥
Ali is an absolute gorgeous girl. She is very fun and high spirited. She just gives off an awesome vibe and you cant help but smile when you are around ali. She is really laidback and down to earth, but at the same time she really knows how to have a good time. It’s always entertaining to have drinks with ali. I might be super jealous now because she is 18, but soon I will be out clubbing and drinking with her pretty much every weekend! Hahaha. Ali is a really caring person and a good friend as she listens and tries to help her mates. What can I say, life just wouldn’t be the same without ali. I love her!
BEAUTIFUL WONDER
Soon to come:
-Harry
-Kat
-James
-Steph
-Jacki
-Jason
-Charli
-Casey
-Mils
-Nitzan
-Nath