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About Me

The day passed in the shades of grey
The sky gets dark with every moment
Wandering in the courts of my own thoughts
I’m trying to find myself

I got stuck in the dead point
Unable to move in any direction
I need to catch my breath
And to reject my weaknesses

Every evening brings the emptiness
I want to go back to the times
When it brought the light
Which guided me through next day

Everything I believed in passed away
It means nothing now
I walk through my life
Groping my way in darkness

I talk to myself
I struggle against myself
But with every day
I get weaker

If there was some kind of a spark
A little light among the shadows
Maybe then I could believe
That I’m able to change anything...

My Interests

searching the wisdom

I'd like to meet:

There are a lot of people, some of them are dead but who cares: J.R.R. Tolkien, Michelangelo Buonarotti, Leonardo Da Vinci, Socrates, Jonny Depp, Anders "Blakkheim" Nystrom, Jonas Renkse, Quorthon, William Blake, Christophorus G. Rygg, Al Pacino, Sean Connery, Seneka, Buddha, Kylie Minogue, Jenna Jameson, Dalajlama, Jacques De Molay, Elisabeth Bathory, Andrzej Sapkowski, Umberto Eco, Zahi Hawass, Friedrich Nietzshe, Marquiz De Sade, John Wilmot, Rihanna, Ulf Theodor Schwadof

Music:

rock, metal, folk, trip hop, ambient, world music, OST, progressive, avantgarde and much more

Movies:

Legends of the Fall, Hero, Seven Years in Tibet, The Name of the Rose, Bandock Saints, The Ninth Gate, Braveheart, Old Boy, Spirited Away, Spring Summer Autumn Winter... and Spring, Seven, 3-Iron

Television:

That 70's Show, Friends, Mash, Record Of Lodoss War, Top Gear, Szymon Majewski Show

Books:

"Lord of the Rings"J.R.R. Tolkien, "Saga o Wiedzminie"A. Sapkowski, "Club Dumas"A. Perez-Reverte, "The Name of the Rose"Umberto Eco, "Kielich"Waldemar Lysiak, "American Gods"N. Gaiman

Heroes:

life makes me my own hero