Life & Death energy & Peace if I stoped today it was fun Even the terriable pains that have burn me & scarred my soul it was worth it for having been allowed to walked where I've walked. Which was to hell on earth Heaven on earth back again, into, under, far in between, through it, in it over and above it. Gia Marie CurangiHey Myspacers, Gianni here. Also known as Anthony (@Court) or Tony (@School). Here is a little brief hard and cruel facts about me: I was cheated on, dumped, lied to, hated, ignored and abused. How weird all this from the same person who i thought loved me and who i knew i was in love with. Ain't it funny?... After all of my hardships and unnecessary drama i can finally say i'm over it. What the fuck ever. I forgive you (You know who you are) I have a tendency of believing people even though i know they are fake or they are lying to me.. why is that? somehow i just want to believe that there are still desent, honest people in the world, (guess not). On a better note, I LOVE EATING AND COOKING. That is my escape from the world, from my problems. That is my hobby, that is my best friend, that is my love. I enjoy many other things. I am trying to be less ignorant, i try everything once, twice or maybe if its ok three times.! I love adventure, i love challenge. i love to be difficult, nothing of me never comes easy. i think with my heart first, filtered by my mind and body, released by my soul. i try to be independent but i realize your better off with help than without. its could to be alone sometimes but its better to know someone is always there. its good to enjoy life and live it to the fullest because life is granted and can be taken away. i've learned to appreciate the unappreciated and i've learned to love with my heart instead of my dick. i learned that nothing is ever free, there is always a price, a hidden fee, that eventually u will see. life is beautiful, life is hard, life is a blessing.********** I finally got my life goal!********* I want to be a successful chef. with my new experience in Culinary I want to travel to foreign countries that experience high amounts of starvation. I want to go to these places and cook for these people who are starving for they too can taste food that they will probably never have the chance to eat or even see. i want to share my love and passion for food with others. There is a lot of food in the world and is really sad millions of people day every year from starvation. It takes about 1 pound of food to last a person 2 days. 369 million pounds of perfectly eatible food is thrown out as "waste" each year. now my math is not good but i think what we are throwing away millions of people can live one full year. This is ashame, and it hurts me to know this. this is why i am going to dedicate my life to help another peron build theirs. I want to have the opportunity to give a chance to someone to succeed in life. To be in a foreign country and help and provide an underprivileged child with the tools and guidance needed to achieve their goals. I do not want anyone to question what I do or what I want to do. I will have people understand who I am as a person and what I want to do in life, for they too can be better people and would love to give more than to receive. I will be self reliant. By being self reliant I do not have to sit and wait for others to help me out. I will be able to stand up on my own two feet and have the strength and courage to get myself back up, dust myself off, and continue with life if I shall fall. I will be successful. I will have a happy and safe home. I will have a beautiful family, and my friends will be caring and nurturing. With my friends and family I will share my achievements, fortune, and also hardships. I will find happiness. I will know what is my true life calling and will help others find there own for we all can live the dream. I will be a role model. I want to show other people that you do not have to be white, rich, a genius, physically attractive, or a slut to make a difference in the world. I will convince people to try new things and to be less ignorant by exposing them to foreign views and ideas. I want to create a new name for charity. Not only to give but to love giving and to be proud of it. To not ask for a receipt, return or a tax deductible. I will make a difference in life. I will do this by staying true to who I am and not being the governments or peoples puppet. I will express my views and opinions and showing them in a positive way to reduce or even eliminate world problems like hunger and disease. I am going to show my love through food. I will expose people to foods that they will probably never have the chance to taste and to share my passion for culinary with people who are underprivileged. By fulfilling my mission I will go through a lot of hardships.
