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About Me

Just looking for a little solidarity and beauty in a bleak and uncertain world. Roll with the pain and come out stronger and wiser. Perfection does not exist. For those who tell you it does they are full of shit. I try to keep an optimistic look towards everything and not let others get me down. I have my own set of beliefs and i believe in people who are self-sufficient. Being dependent on something is a turn-off. Find your own way free of burdens.

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My Interests

music. self-improvement through positive manipulation. body modification. graphic design. landscape/nature photography. meditation/breathing. music. computers. coffee. red wine. microbrews/dark ales. perspective. music. atmosphere. candles. the wind, that speaks to me. pleasures of the flesh. comfort zones (although i tend to fight against them most of the time)

I'd like to meet:

People who feel. People who are dependent on themselves and not someone else. Explorers, not settlers.

Music:

anything that makes me feel move. if it sounds good to me i will listen to it. esp. rock, metal, jazz and classical.

tool. jesu. depeche mode. type o negative. cousteau. chris isaak. damien rice. mike patton. life of agony. clutch. dead can dance. android lust. VAST. miles davis. john coltrane. damien rice. j.s. bach. deftones. danko jones. kyuss. slo burn. ...endless others...

Movies:

horror. science fiction. fantasy. independent films. anything abstract/surreal. dark mystery. directors: david lynch. tim burton. jim jarmusch. stanley kubrick.

Television:

Don't watch much anymore. But when i do... Star Trek. Grey's Anatomy. Nip/Tuck. House. Discovery Channel. Family Guy. New York Yankees!!!

Books:

Haven't read a whole book in quite some time. It's usually in bits and pieces these days. I am still into Carlos Castaneda. Anne Rice. Charles Bukowski. Hermann Hesse. Edgar Allan Poe.

Heroes:

Anyone who lives their life in accordance with their own beliefs and not someone else's expectations.

My Blog

i live day by day not knowing what to expect. and being content.

i have tears, pouring through like rain. never hesitating a thought.whispering in a large portal, a thousand voices, echoing like a black hole.seeing it for what it really is.a lifetime of hallowness....
Posted by Jamus on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 11:52:00 PST

Today

Where to start. I feel apethetic in many aspects nowadays. I feel numb to life. I feel like i am waiting for something to happen. Something that will give me the contentment i am looking for in life. ...
Posted by Jamus on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 11:49:00 PST

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'I am tired. Tired of always feeling tied down. To a stake that is only sinking deeper in the quicksand it lies in. My body descends further and further into this muck. I keep struggling, pulling, pus...
Posted by Jamus on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 07:37:00 PST

Strive

I am getting tired of negative people in my life. You have to surround yourself with optimistic people, otherwise they will bring you down. Into a place that will degrade your thoughts and actions. So...
Posted by Jamus on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 10:00:00 PST

Get Up

Sometimes it just gets stale. Tired. You do something long enough, no matter what it is, I believe it will eventually drain your energy and your motivation to live life to it's potential. In many, or ...
Posted by Jamus on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 01:29:00 PST

AIC at Darien Lake

Had the pleasure of seeing Alice In Chains perform this past Thursday. Now i had asked numerous people to go with me to this show and the answer most commonly given was 'It isn't AIC without Lay...
Posted by Jamus on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 08:40:00 PST

Figured I'd fill this out - since I see it everywhere

..>TELL ME ABOUT YO0RSELF - The SurveyName:JamusBirthday:4-4-75Birthplace:Syracuse, NYCurrent Location:sameEye Color:blueHair Color:currently jet blackHeight:5 11Right Handed or Left Handed:rightYour ...
Posted by Jamus on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 06:23:00 PST