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She Who Must Not Be Named

i don't want to have it all...i just want to have enough...

About Me


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i am very polarized in my behavior and personality. i am very sweet, caring, outgoing, loving, and generous by nature...but i've also been known to be evil, indifferent, antisocial, and violent when provoked. regardless of which mood you catch me in, i am extremely loyal to those i care about. do what you wish to me, but if you fuck with my family or friends you better watch your back. i will come after you. i love with a passion and i hate with a passion. i can be extremely sensitive and moody. music affects me more than the average person, and my tastes in music are extremely diverse. i drink a lot. i'm a happy drunk. i don't like mean drunks. i'm smarter than you. i like to shoot pool and play poker. i'm very competitive. i'm honest to a fault. i hate drama. keep it away from me. if you'd like to know anything else, just ask. but don't ask for my aim, i won't give it to you. if i want to talk to you on aim, i'll ask you.
You Have Fantastic Karma
You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that! How's Your Karma?
Your Life is Rated R
Your life is definitely adults only. While children accompanied by parents are welcome, they' What is Your Life Rated?
You Are a Haunted House
You are a deeply complicated and sometimes deeply disturbed person. You can't help but be attracted to the dark side of life - even when it's pretty gruesome. In relationships, you are honest and real. So real that it's definitely a little scary. You don't fake it or play along just to get along. And people either respect this... or deeply resent itYour life is thoughtful, deep, and even philosophical at times. You see the world as it is. You don't sugar coat anything. Facing and fighting your fears is important to you. You believe that too much of life is whitewashed. You're not too morbid... you just believe that you can't enjoy life without exorcising a few demons first!At your best, you are brave, intense, and fearless. Not only do you face the abyss head on - you challenge your friends to do the same. At your worst, you are depressed and morose. If you're not careful, your thoughts take over your mind... and they aren't pretty! What Carnival Ride Are You?
You Are Death
You symbolize the end, which can be frightening.
But you also symbolize the immortality of the soul.
You represent transformation, rebirth of a new life.
Sweeping away the past is part of this card, as painful as it may be.
Your fortune:
Don't worry, this card does not predict death itself.
Instead it foreshadows the ending of an era of your life, one that is hard to let go of.
But with the future great new things will come, and it's time to embrace them.
Mourn for a while, but then face the future with humility and courage. What Tarot Card Are You?
How You Are In Love
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
You tend to give more than take in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?
You Are a Bad Girl
You are 20% Good and 80% Bad
You're a total bad girl, from your wild hair to tattooed toes.
But you're too badass to even care if you're labeled "bad"! Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?
Your Rising Sign is Scorpio
You're so intense and passionate - you're on fire!
You want to be an angel or a devil... you can't decide which.
No wonder you seem moody and even a little dangerious.
You've got some major mystery going on, so work it!
Your personality is the strongest of all signs, making you hard to deal with.
While you're ruthless to your enemies, you're loyal to your one true love. What's Your Rising Sign?
You Are An Ash Tree
You are vivacious and impulsive, which makes you extremely attractive to many.
Intelligent and demanding, you don't care much for criticism.
You have a ton of ambition and talent, and sometimes money rules your heart.
You like to play with fate, and you can be very egotistical and restless.
Demanding of attention, you need love and a lot of emotional support. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?
Your IQ Is 135
Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius
Your General Knowledge is Exceptional A Quick and Dirty IQ Test
Which Deadly Sin Is Yours?
Wrath
Make war and not love is your motto. Better to rise up in anger and strike someone down than be pushed around.
Find out your Deadly Sin at Quizopolis.com Sarah will go to jail for ...
Making lewd remarks to your arresting officer
'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover
You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.
You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.
Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. What Kind of Seducer Are You?
You Are Rain
You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming.
Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you.
You are best known for: your touch
Your dominant state: changing What Type of Weather Are You?
Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"
You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love.
You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!)
Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic
What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays
Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get What Does Your Candy Heart Say?
You Have a Choleric Temperament
You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.
You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.
At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior. What Temperment Are You?
Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:
You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."
Conscientiousness:
You have low conscientiousness.
Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously.
Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions.
Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done.
Agreeableness:
You have low agreeableness.
Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all.
In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted.
And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently.
Neuroticism:
You have high neuroticism.
It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed.
You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully.
You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. The Five Factor Personality Test
You Are a Chimera
You are very outgoing and well connected to many people.
Incredibly devoted to your family and friends, you find purpose in nurturing others.
You are rarely alone, and you do best in the company of others.
You are incredibly expressive, and people are sometimes overwhelmed by your strong emotions. What Mythological Creature Are You?

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Nobody, really. I probably won't like you if I did meet you. However, some people are actually tolerable so I will consider not being hateful unless you are: racist, a drug addict (family members excluded) or whine about how your life sucks. I will not have cyber sex with you. Friends (past and present) are welcome to contact me unless you have become any of the above.

Music:

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.. MySpace Icons .. ..I like pretty much everything. I'm a big fan of rap (the more expletives the better), some alternative/grunge/whatever the hell you call it, some country (a recent improvement on trying to make myself a more tolerant person), most classical music, some pop, even latino stuff.I hate jazz and pretty much anything that came out of the 80's (myself excluded).

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Movies:

Anything with Adam Sandler, Bill & Ted's Excellent Adventure, Bill & Ted's Bogus Journey, Goonies, West Side Story, Romeo + Juliet ('96 version), The Little Mermaid, Labryinth, Back to the Future series, Matrix series, The Neverending Story, Ever After, Training Day, Se7en, Last of the Mohicans, Saw, Armageddon, etc...

Television:

Don't watch t.v. that much.

Books:

..I read EVERYTHING. Reading makes people smarter. I read any book I pretty much find as well as things like Newsweek, Time, AARP (that would be the magazine for senior citizens), Cosmopolitan, the newspaper, cereal boxes and anything else with nutritional facts, Dr. Seuss, medical reports, movie credits, receipts, Surgeon General's warnings, bills, the backs of condom boxes, etc. I do not, however, read spam.

Heroes:

.. My mom, who somehow managed to raise 4 kids single-handedly while making us all feel like the favorite, and did it without my brothers and I knowing we were really poor growing up. She is truly a good human being and I hope that one day I will stop being a selfish, rebellious bitch and be more like her. Also, my heroes are people strong enough to change bad circumstances in their lives and make good experiences out of them.

My Blog

The Nature of Americans

For those expecting a long and thoughtful blog, sorry. this isn't it. it was simply an epiphany i had recently about the retarded lifestyle of americans. the other day, i used a phone book to look ...
Posted by She Who Must Not Be Named on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 08:48:00 PST

regret

"Let me tell you a few things about regret, my darling. There is no end to it. You cannot find the beginning of the chain that brought us from there to here. Should you regret the whole chain, and ...
Posted by She Who Must Not Be Named on Thu, 22 Nov 2007 11:32:00 PST

This World of Mine

Welcome to this world of mine where nightmares and daydreams often combine into realities worse than nightmares alone where sinners always cast the first stone. Always the lessons learned here are ha...
Posted by She Who Must Not Be Named on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 07:03:00 PST

Muncle Jim

update: "muncle" jim died on january 11, 2008.  thank you to all of you who have been supportive of this difficult time and to those of you who have expressed condolences.  Hey everyone,For ...
Posted by She Who Must Not Be Named on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 05:21:00 PST

THINGS THAT ANNOY ME

1) SANTA CLAUS.  the most annoying thing about the santa craze is that i fucking spend a shitload of money on my kid and other kids and then some fictitious fat guy that they don't even ...
Posted by She Who Must Not Be Named on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 04:45:00 PST

My Dream

I dreamed of a little girl one night who would stay up to hear her parents fight didn't know a child's joy defiled at 3 by a teenage boy i wished i could ease her constant confusion and tell her tha...
Posted by She Who Must Not Be Named on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 04:46:00 PST

no subject

this shadowy figure who creeps in my mind like a thief inhabitating the thoughts that no one knows he clutches my heart with his unsmiling face and every hurt i have known and every love that i have ...
Posted by She Who Must Not Be Named on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 04:40:00 PST