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BattleSwede

I'm guilty and feel bad

About Me

Im Daniel (or BattleSwede), blue eyes, blond. Im Swedish/Irish but live in Northern Ireland/GB at the moment. Hoping to move back to Sweden in the next year or two. I live in a relatively small town, which is a death-trap for the soul. I don't belong here, I belong somewhere else. Neo-tribalist (I'd like to think I'm outside of politics). I love to travel, usualy by train around Europe. It's the best fun ever with a couple of mates, not knowin what country you're in. I spend the weekends with different groups of people, from the Demon Team, the Annagh Booze Up Squad, to the Swedish Mafia and the Belfast Hardcore Rebels. All party monsters, naturaly. I have a very time consuming work schedule, I work 50 hours a week and it's realy startin to piss me off because I have very little time for anything else I want to do. I love hardcore/terrorcore techno, and listen to it every day. I don't realy know why I like it so much, but the faster and heavier the beats, the better. I also enjoy the musics of drum&bass. I can't realy listen to rock or dance even though I've loved them both at various times, I even used to be in a couple of bands. It all just sounds realy shit now. I read lots of books, just because I want to be a smarter person that I am now. I usualy abound with energy, but I've got bird flu so I feel yuk. The most important thing in my life right now is finding some kind of meaning to why I'm here, a sense of belonging somewhere and a personal definition of reality so I know what is going on, because right now, I'm about as clueless as the rest of you. I could go on, but nothing makes much sense beyond this point. I only realy start to care when I feel sick. Love life and keep it positive- you know the score........

My Interests

Hatchets, chainsaws, bats, chains, pickaxes, sticks with nails through them. Darkness, what is love/any emotion(?), how does it work, and does anyone care anymore? Ambience, warmth, an ecstatic euphoric state of mind, not giving a damn, looking sharp, looking shabby, an urge to escape/elope TERROR, music, (hardcore)rave culture, carpentry photography, sociology, psychology, politics, travelling, partying, trying to find an outlet for my aggression. Haven't found it yet. rotterdam. The search for wisdom(philosophy) How can I define what's real when I get contradicting signals all the time? If anyone has any ideas, please get in contact. I'm not nuts, I swear. Trying to open the other 85% of my brain that I don't use. I want to be a smarter person. I have stuff to do. Talk shite.

I'd like to meet:

Ray Mears. Bushcraft is the way forward. Anyone thats interested in neo-tribalism/anarcho-primitivism.

Music:

Techno, schranz, Acidtechno, hardtek, jungltek, hardstep, ragga, hardbass, hardhouse, hardcore, speedcore, any hard beats

Movies:

All a waste of my fucking time

Television:

I hate watching TV, so don't even talk about it. It rots your brain, and I need my brain.

Books:

'The Mystery Of Capital' by Hernando de Soto. Lots of others, but this is the best book I've ever read. The works of Carl Jung are bangin. Starting to get into a bit of Soren Kierkegaard, open your mind an all that. I'm not a hippy or anything, just find this stuff more interesting than TV.

Heroes:

I don't look up to any heroes. Apes? I never had a big brother or equivelant

My Blog

Swedish diaspora in Northern Ireland.

Definition: The term diaspora has come into vogue in the last decade because it captures the ambiguities of contemporary social belonging. Diaspora refers to a form of social relations produced by the...
Posted by BattleSwede on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 11:53:00 PST

Sex

This has all been deleted due to recent events. Those of you who want to know more about what this was ever all about, please feel free to message me at any time. Danny
Posted by BattleSwede on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 11:03:00 PST

I wanna be me

About me? Well like everyone else I have problems, but I'm not going to begin talking about that. No Way. I have quite a variable personality so whatever the situation, I think my behaviour may change...
Posted by BattleSwede on Thu, 09 Mar 2006 07:37:00 PST