I would like to first say that i'm just a damaged soul trying to smile and this is a convenient place for me to put all my ideas when I have nothing better to waste my time on. Don't take it too seriously; and I do not expect anyone to actually take the time and read all this shit.This is me, Don't judge the canvas that has been put infront of you, because when you do, you get the entire picture distorted. You can hate me, you can love me. It's your choice. To be honest, lots of the time I'm just up really late under the influence of something. This is the result. There, I've said it...... It's cold and quiet here in the places my mind wanders lately; what I've been needing is clarity. I've had a lot of time on my hands... A lot of time to do a lot of"unhealthy" thinking. Ive come to understand more fully just how fucked up I really am; in part because many people have told me so lately. There's a tiring amount of strings that need cutting, adaptations to undertake. I've since become a confirmed misanthrope. But really, I just want the pain to stop.......I think I'm a young man in an older shell, looks can be deceiving. For the last four years of my life, since I tragiclly became single, I have lived without responsibility and probably will til the day I die. The biggest agenda I have at the moment is to get my head together and get out of this country as much as money will allow and I ain't doin too bad so far.
I LOVE; music,U.S.A, waking up and realising I don't have to go to work, someone else's chips, branston pickle, sausages, compliments, being in a good mood, confidence, white lingerie, living in shorts, Stella Artois and a glass or two of red wine....... I HATE; Semolina, feeling shy or lacking confidence, jealous people, alcohol fuelled violence, crazy frog and any other stupid ring tone, people up their own arses, the english (gutter) press, cold and the deepest depths of an British winter, having no patience whatsoever with assholes....
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