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cemelli

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i am a student of life and a listener of spirits. my heart connects to life here, above, below and beyond.I currently live in Massachusetts. I enjoy learning as long as coffee is readliy available. I study world religions and culture at Harvard Divinity School. Henry David Thoreau and Ralph Waldo Emerson are both HDS alumni. (By the way, I visited Walden Pond and there is a city-dump site there... the state preserved about 1/2 an acre with a replica of the shack that Thoreau lived in, but everything else is officially a city-dump with trees)I adore my crazy family... they have nourished me in mysterious ways. They have taught me to fight the good fights, listen to the wise, stay humble but always strong, but most of all, they have taught me that love is infinate and strange and is always an adventure. My friends are new gardens in my soul. May they always flourish and create a crazy jungle in me so that monkeys can hang out with us.

My Interests

working backstage for theater. crafting and beading. sewing and painting. laughs and giggles.A wise man once said, "Never trust a person who doesn't remember thier dreams." I love hearing about people's dreams- no matter how obscure and senseless.Also, I enjoy watching the sun calm itself in the bosom of the desert mountains, Sitting in Bathtubs with bubbles. and the smell of rain. i like to drink cranberry bubble tea. I admire globes and brown gods.I seek Dignity, Peace, Serenity, Art, Words, Poetry, Visions, Love, Wisdom and other endangered vaules.

I'd like to meet:

soul mates.

Music:

currently i am all excited about brian jones town massacre, the panama limited jug band, M. Ward, but i have always been a dear fan of Velvet Underground, Leonard Cohen and U2. others: parker & lily, poe, pj harvey, mazzy star, vincent gallo, the jesus and mary chain, badly drawn boy, tom petty, bob dylan, the Twin Peaks soundtrack and the Frida soundtrack (chavela y lila). also, love that brazilian music that makes me get my changa on!

Movies:

Michael Moore's "Sicko", seriously, watch it, it will shake you to the core and inspire the much needed change in community ethos....Walter Salles' "Motorcycle Diaries"... Julie Taymor's "Frida"...Wim Wenders' "Paris, Texas" & "The Million Dollar Hotel"... John Waters' "Cry Baby"... and many other Johnny Depp movies: "Once Upon A Time in Mexico", "Benny and Joon", "Donnie Brasco", "Chocolat" and "Lost in LA MAnch": a documentary about the cursed making of Don Quixote... "Dig" another documentary about the splitting journey of two non-conformist musicians- the brian jonestown massacre and the dandy warhols, directed by Ondi Timoner. ...Costa-Gavras' "Z"... The Krysztof Kieslowski Trilogy: "Blue", "White", and "Red"... in that order.... Giuseppe Tornatore's "Malena"... Luis Bunuel's "Belle de Jour"... Richard Linklater's "Waking Life"...and all of my big sister's documentaries and music videos! (south paws, pretty woman...) oh, and E.T.

Television:

Sex & the City. 30 rock. and lately, i've been watching "Ugly Betty" and i feel so guilty for liking it. My critisizim is not so much on the actual episodes, because i think that's right on the mark. rather, i am dismayed soley on the title of the show, which is the exact title the Spanish/Mexican version had "Yo soy Betty La Fea". I think the title should have changed because mexicans are not the 'minority' in Mexico as they are in the U.S., and this is a pertinent point because i feel that the title alone sends a message to the 'majority' that is not appropriate. Maybe i'm making too much out of so little, but i do feel guilty watching the show.

Books:

Maya Angelou makes me want to run naked in the streets with war paint on my body that says "Proud Woman". reccomend: The Heart of A Woman....Ana Castillo peels off the layers of lies from our history, freeing us, like a snake sheding its skin in the desert...Alicia Gaspar de Alba wrote Desert Blood- a crime novel about the true story of mass murders of women in Juarez, Mexico. the murders are still occuring and the count is over 490 women dead and about 500 women missing. I highly reccomend it if you want to have a idea of what is going on in our sister bordertown. ...Gloria Anzaldua writes about La Chicana and how she struggles to embrace a sense of self because of the distortion of her culture, education, and sexuality. reccomend: La frontera / Borderlands....John Milton wrote like he saw it all yet was blind. reccomend: Paradise Lost....Jean-Paul Satre melts my thoughts. reccomend: No Exit , The Age of Reason....Kahlil Gibran is a poetic master of spirit. reccomend: The Prophet, The Voice of the Master, Sand and Foam, and A Treasury of Wisdom....Toni Morrison sings to your soul. reccomend: Jazz (but read it while listening to jazz music in order to feel the flow!)....Karl Marx: he is a radical genius with an untainted heart. reccomend the chapter about him in the book Nine Modern Moralists, by: Paul Ramsey....Upton Sinclair inspires me to fight for Worker's Rights. reccomend: The Jungle....What's So Amazing About Grace? a book that changed my frozen heart. By: Philip Yancey....Bhagavad Gita: Ancient Hindu Text about riding your seat in life. ...The Book of Job: showed me that's it's okay to pissed off at God sometimes and walk away free....The Book of Revelation: made me question the significance of peyote in the church....The World According to Mister Rogers by Fred Rogers; this book is the Tao te Ching of our day and age. i love it.!...Al Gore's "An Assult on Reason", although it's soaked in euro-centric entitlement, he revitalizes the fuel needed to bring about change in this country.

Heroes:

Feministas all over the world!The indigenous minds...The pyramids of the Aztec Empire were symbols of power and strength. Today, our pyramids seem like dust- invisable and conqured, but that is only what it seems. Our spirits can rise beyond any plateau or peak. The power of our ancient people cannot be calculated by time or height, but simply, through our relationships with our mother earth. Approach her with care- revere her, love her, cherish her. Bulid communities that always reach for the heavens, and there you will find true power and strength.

My Blog

as spirals serenate the spirit

the conch shellechos the sound of existence,embarking on the first danceof life.the song tumbles through timelike a frail weedalways finding a homein the desertwelcomed by the endless terrain;and the ...
Posted by cemelli on Wed, 21 May 2008 06:15:00 PST

mis ojos se mueren si mirar tus ojos

Paloma Negra, Chavela Vargas>Ya me canso de llorar y no amaneceYa no sé si maldecirte o por ti rezarTengo miedo de buscarte y de encontrarteDonde me aseguran mis amigos que te vasHay momentos en que q...
Posted by cemelli on Fri, 16 May 2008 08:19:00 PST

la llorona

so, i'm researching the ever evolving entity figure of our most horrific childhood memory- la llorona (enter scary music here). she begins in the pre-conquest day during monteczuma's rule as the godde...
Posted by cemelli on Sun, 11 May 2008 08:34:00 PST

The Passenger

Be my passanger in this ride. We will listen to this depressing love song and smoke cigarettes while cruisin the streets of a strange virtual city. i’ve had a horrible week and my mind is scatte...
Posted by cemelli on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 06:31:00 PST

punks!

people, remember this?! i found this site where this chick posted all the flyers from back in the day when we were all rampaging throughout the streets of el paso in our spikes, chains and combat boot...
Posted by cemelli on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 11:59:00 PST

what other shinnanigans can i get myself into?

last nite, after a long week of writing papers until sunrise, i wandered into the movie theater and caught the film "Juno". now it might have been the lack of sleep or the yearning need to just plop s...
Posted by cemelli on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 12:41:00 PST

tattoo the smoke

LOS AMOROSOSJaime SabinesLos amorosos callan. El amor es el silencio más fino, el más tembloroso, el más insoportable. Los amorosos buscan, los amorosos son los que abandonan, son los que ca...
Posted by cemelli on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 11:01:00 PST

Dia de Tonantzin: Harvard Chapel Service

on wednesday, dec 12, i was honored to give a homily at the noon chapel service at harvard divinity school. i began with an invitation to the spirits by burning sage to the four directions, followed w...
Posted by cemelli on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 10:48:00 PST

Re-Imagination: La Mestiza y La Xicanista

La Mestiza La Chicana La XicanistaA Women Raped by Western Civilization &Reclaiming a New ConsciousnessBy: Cemelli de AztlanArtwork by: Mario Robert IIIThe genesis of the new race emerging from the Me...
Posted by cemelli on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 09:43:00 PST

Immigration & the Wall

i just watched my advisor, david carrasco do an amazing interview with maria hinojosa on WGBH. He touches on a few pertinent points that i hope you all take the time to soak in. for instance, he comme...
Posted by cemelli on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 07:40:00 PST