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"could be someone you can't forget"

Safe from pain, and truth, and choice....

About Me


Create your own friendquiz here"Never forget what they did to you/ and never let them know you remember" Nicole Blackman~ "Daughter"
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I am a twenty five year old single mother of one. My son's father is still involved in our lives, but not in a very active manner. Currently I am a full time mother, full time student, and part time hostess at the Olive Garden in Novi, Mi. I have a busy life, and tend to plan out my life pretty extensively to fit in everything that needs to happen in the twenty four hour time period alloted to me daily. I am currently madly in love with an amazing man whom I hope to marry in the next few years. I write a bit as a theraputic experience and enjoy drawing and painting these days as well. Anything else you might want to know, feel free to ask. [email protected] (also on AIM and MSN) or [email protected]"I came to terms a long time ago that I was haunted by my life, choices, and things I have lost. I came to terms with the fact that all my loves would come with some great pains. I accepted this as truth, undeniable and unchangeable. It has happened too many times for me to deny it. And so in this selfimposed little haunted house, I am dying inside today. My heart is breaking, and I am so tired. It is one of those days when your sword is too heavy and all you want to do is lay down in the water and hope your clothes pull you under in their heavy watered downed weight. And like Ophelia I could float down this river of memory, flowers billowing around me, water in my lungs." me~ September 24th, 2001
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"With my feet upon the ground I move myself between the sounds and open wide to suck it in. I feel it move across my skin. I'm reaching up and reaching out. I'm reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me. what ever will bewilder me. And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been. We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been." Tool~ Lateralus

My Interests


“Sadness is always the legacy of the past; regrets are pains of the memory” unknown
“It's easy to cry when you realize that everyone you love will reject you or die.” Chuck Palahniuk
“To make yourself something less than you can be - that too is a form of suicide” Benjamin Lichtenberg
“Anything, anything would be better than this agony of mind, this creeping pain that gnaws and fumbles and caresses one and never hurts quite enough” Jean-Paul Sartre"I never thought I'd have to take this much from you I wish I'd never used this precious time on you Because you didn't want me You never cried for me at all You didn't love me You were too far above me Then you watched me take the fall" Mesh~ You Didn't Want Me
"right now there are thousands of forgotten people trying to remember you ........... you've driven these streets a thousand times and all they offer is their exhaustion your nightmares have your name now you exit the glitter storm, go home alone and embrace the violence instead ..........." Nicole Blackman "The Ambitions are"

I'd like to meet:

Neil Gaiman, that is my biggest one right now. I would love to meet the man who has created some of my favorite fictional worlds.David Bowie would be another one.David Tennant, I have a thing for the "new new Doctor" lately. Absolutley addicted to the new season of Doctor Who.Johnny Depp would be pretty amazing to meet.

Movies:

too many to count.....

"be mindful what you toss away, be careful what you push away, think hard before walking away."~ Unknown

Television:

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Books:

“Anger is just a cowardly extension of sadness. It's a lot easier to be angry at someone than it is to tell them you're hurt.” Tom Gates"Sometimes I wanted to peel away all of my skin and find a different me underneath." - "Wasteland" Francesca Lia Block.

My Blog

Disillusioned Ramblings

Could this be real? This overwhelming sense of the infinite, takes over my senses. This isn't real. This isn't who I am. I will not be defined by this. Pills... Booze... too much randomness. Could thi...
Posted by "could be someone you can't forget" on Sat, 26 May 2007 10:39:00 PST

Forever~ Papa Roach (don't generally like this band, but really liked this song tonight

Forever~ Papa Roach In the brightest hour Of my darkest day I realized What is wrong with me Can't get over you Can't get through to you It's been a helter-skelter, romance from the start Take these...
Posted by "could be someone you can't forget" on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 08:44:00 PST

ok, we seriously need to sell some tickets....so come on people.....help a girl out

Hosted By: Detroit ConcertsWhen: Saturday Apr 14, 2007 at 4:00 PMWhere: The Shelter 431 E Congress StDetroit, MI 48226United StatesDescription: Detroit Concerts Click Here To View Event...
Posted by "could be someone you can't forget" on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 05:59:00 PST

Check out this event: Cycle of Logic Shelter Show

Hosted By: Detroit ConcertsWhen: Saturday Apr 14, 2007 at 4:00 PMWhere: The Shelter 431 E Congress StDetroit, MI 48226United StatesDescription: Detroit Concerts Click Here To View Event...
Posted by "could be someone you can't forget" on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 08:09:00 PST

It's all the Same~ Sick Puppies

It's all the Same~ Sick PuppiesI don't mind where you come fromAs long as you come to meI don't like illusions I can't seeThem clearlyI don't care no I wouldn't dareTo fix the twist in youYou've shown...
Posted by "could be someone you can't forget" on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 07:05:00 PST

Just kind of rambling, went on a weird tangent, feeling very off and disconected today

Passion is a weird thing, a fuel to a fire we can't completely control. We are all passionate about different things in life. It could be music, it could be art, it could be as simplistic as sexual pa...
Posted by "could be someone you can't forget" on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 05:26:00 PST

My Celebrity Look-alikes

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Posted by "could be someone you can't forget" on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 06:10:00 PST

Welcome to the World baby Random Marie!!!!!!!!!

Random Marie Renfer was born today at 1:49 pm.6 lbs. 5 oz. 42 cm.Mommy and baby are resting at the hospital and Mommy will update when she gets home some time tomorrow.
Posted by "could be someone you can't forget" on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 06:14:00 PST

The Gift~ Seether

The Gift~ Seether Hold me now I need to feel relief Like I never wanted anything I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to I'm so ashamed of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe ...
Posted by "could be someone you can't forget" on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 07:05:00 PST

"water covers sin, blood covers doubt"

1. When you woke up today, what was the first thing you thought?: Which time? I didn't sleep well last night...2. When is the next time you will have sex?: this weekend probably3. What's a word that r...
Posted by "could be someone you can't forget" on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 10:17:00 PST