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ell em en-NiCoLE

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About Me

the obviouse: i'm short, i'm easy to throw, i drive like a woman, i fit into most overhead storage compartments, i'm a little on the artsy-fartsy side, i have big teeth for smiling and i laugh a lot because it's free and i'm poor
the not so obvious: i play guitar, i sing, i write, i'm smarter than i look (really), i LOVE chocolate and make a point every day to eat some

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



My Friendless Space
I have social anxiety

Nobody

Uhhh

Television:

whatever i find on the TiVo

My Blog

smile lines

I know you used to smile Smile lines don't lie They lie at the corners of your mouth The mouth that used to smile now reaches the ground Screaming without making a sound I can hear stress in your voi...
Posted by ell em en-NiCoLE on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 09:14:00 PST

a song for boys whose names end in Y

[someone give me a title] you swoop in out of nowherea hawk on it's preyeyes wide openyou grab my handi've nothing to sayi've been down this road too many timesi know where it's goingi know the twists...
Posted by ell em en-NiCoLE on Fri, 11 May 2007 10:48:00 PST

i want to...

i want to kiss somebody                       who is absolutely wrong for mei want to see it comming ...
Posted by ell em en-NiCoLE on Sat, 05 May 2007 10:31:00 PST

a poem to pass the time

Ode to Junior Year   He stares up at her with eyes too big for his head He swears he loves her;                  &n...
Posted by ell em en-NiCoLE on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 08:58:00 PST

take what's left of [my heart] and rinse it under cold water

The past couple of weeks I have very much been living in the past.  People that I once loved with all my heart have been absent from my life. some for a few weeks, others have been gone for years...
Posted by ell em en-NiCoLE on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 03:27:00 PST

NÜ (new)

a new year, a new semester, a new major, new goals, new aspirations, a new outlook on life. everyone takes January and tries to change. The gyms are packed this time of year because memberships a...
Posted by ell em en-NiCoLE on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 09:03:00 PST

2006 in a proverbial nutshell

in 2006 i was 18.  but it didn't feel like 18. it felt like "wholey shit, i'm pregnant!" that is how i started my year, hoplessly devoted to a boy who i was trying my hardest to be "just fri...
Posted by ell em en-NiCoLE on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 03:38:00 PST

measure up

is it so much to ask for a moment of silence? screaming in my head won't drown these fears. good intentions won't stop these tears. i'm searching for silver behind these clouds. on days like this it c...
Posted by ell em en-NiCoLE on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 10:59:00 PST

nonsense

another week has ended...i'm sitting at my computer, not being messaged on MySpace, cuz none of the cool kids commented me...that's okay.  I'm listening to my niece talk on the phone...she's been...
Posted by ell em en-NiCoLE on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 11:04:00 PST

the goodold days

my life used to be interesting.  i used to fall off skateboards, light my dumbass cousins on fire in my bathroom, seduce boys my age. i used to dance and sing in musicals and run around touching ...
Posted by ell em en-NiCoLE on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 11:05:00 PST