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Wendy

*meow*

About Me

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If you don't like me - FUCK OFF!
What I tell myself;

I have a purpose.
I own my body and mind.
I thrive on the daily obsticles I must face.
I like meeting new people.
I am not delusional.
I am not afraid of being alone.
I am not afraid of being hurt.
I do not want to hurt anyone.
I do not talk to myself.
I do not fear society.
I do not want to harm myself.
I do not hear voices.
I do not let extreme emotions control my rationale, decisions, or moods.

Information
AIM=darlingpsycho
Yahoo=Wendy090684
[email protected]
... (DarlingPYSCHOBaby)

My Interests

Interests/Likes:
· $$$$$$$$$$$$$ · a good cause · alcohol(liquor, wine, booze, you name it) · apathy · art · attitude · bars · bass · beaches · beauty products · being pampered · bisexuals · blood and gore · body art · breathing · candles · care bears · cigarettes · choice · cleanliness · clubs · coffee · comedy · comfy beds and couches · communication · complexity · concepts · connotation · constructive criticism · creativity · cute underwear · decorating · details · dirty talk · discovering identities · discussions · doodles · drama(not in real life!) · dressing-up · drugs · eating out · emotion · enormous bathtubs and bathrooms · expression · fantasies · filling the emptiness · fire · flowers · fonts · freedom · getting out · getting waxed · gifts · glitter · good ideas · growing · hair dye · hair products · handcuffs · happy memories · having my own stuff · health · helping people · honesty · hoodies · hooked on phonics · hot models · hot tubs · human sexuality · immaturity from a far distance · incense · independence · individuality · internet coding/language · late night walks · learning · lesbians · lighting · looking good · loyalty · luxuries · making friends · matching kitchen-ware · maturity · medicine · mental stability · mixed drinks · moderation · movies · mud · music · my friends · nail polish · natural selection · nature · night vision · opinions · optimistic perceptions · organization · orthodontics · paint · parties · personal space · photos · piercings · pillows · plastic surgery · positive associations · pretty guys in drag · privacy · profanity · quality equipment · rain · reading · recreation · references · reflections · relationships · relaxing · release · relief from aches and pains · remembering · resources · sailor moon · sand · satires · scars · self-modification · sentiment · sex appeal · shades of color · shadows · shoelaces · shopping · silence · singing · smoking · solving problems · specifics · stainless steel · standards · storms · sushi · swimming · taking classes · talent · talking · tank tops · tanning · tattoos · the human mind · the internet · traveling · vampires · vibrators · walking around bare-foot · watching porn

Negative associations with:
· abuse · being psychology warped, tormented, VIOLATED, abused, hurt, handipcapped, created into/forced to be a person who I don't want to be over the course of many years and ending up exploited and confined to a metaphorical hole of interactive living hell, etc. · convictions (in my case) · discrimination · disease · inapropriate relationships · incest · insects · overload, excess, extremes · poverty · rape · sickness · slander · spiders · the old testament

Subjects I want to study:
Anatomy
Art
Bartending
Biology
Chemistry
Cosmetology
Creative writing
Drawing
English
Exotic dancing
Fashion
Film
Fitness
Foreign Languages
Investing in stock market
Kickboxing
Latin
Literature
Mythology
Neurology
Organic Chemistry
Philosophy
Photography
Poetry
Psychiatry
Psychology
Human Sexuality
Web Design

Fitness Goals:
Endurance
Flexibility
Low-impact cardio
Muscle toning
Strength

Stuff I want:
24 Hour Fitness membership
Academic advisor
Cable [HBO and movie channels]
Career
Cell phone
Computer/lap top
Computer software
Dental braces
Dentist
Dietitian
Digital camera
Exotic sea creatures/birds or a kitty for a pet
Financial consultant
Friends/Friendship
Gynecologist
Insurance of every kind
Legal Advisor/Lawyer
My own place [apartment, house, duplex, condo, etc](physically and mentally!)
Plastic Surgery!
Psychiatrist
Stuff for my own place
Therapist
To be emotionally, financially, and mentally self-sufficient(in the sense that I know how to take care of myself and where to find the appropriate assistance.)
To loose 40-50 lbs. in fat and keep it off!
Vehicle
Digital video camera
Wardrobe consultant(lol, shopping is fun, maybe a shopping buddy)
Wireless Internet

I'd like to meet:

People who I can call friends... anyone I love and adore any day and everyday!

Music:

3 Doors Down
A Perfect Circle
Alanis Morissette
Ave D, Do I look like a slut
Avril Lavigne
Azure Ray
Backstreet Boys
Beastie Boys
Belle and Sebastian
Ben Folds Five
Bloodhound Gang
Britney Spears
Bush
Cake
Celine Dion
Coldplay
Death Cab for Cutie
Deftones
Depeche Mode
Drowning Pool
Eminem
Eve 6
Flaming Lips, The
Flickerstick
Foo-Fighters
Fray, The
Fuel
Garbage
God Smack
Good Charlotte
Gorillaz
Green Day
Janes Addiction
Jets to Brazil
Jewel
Kelly Clarkson
Killers, The
Korn
Limpbizkit
Linkin Park
Matchbox20
Meredith Brooks
Michael Buble
Michelle Branch
Mindless Self-indulgence
Modest Mouse
N*SYNC
Nelly Furtado
Nickelback
NIN
Nirvana
No Doubt
Oasis
Offspring
Peaches
Pink
Poe
Postal Service, The
Puddle of Mud
Radiohead
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Rilo Kiley
Rob Zombie/White Zombie
Romeo and Juliet soundtrack
Sigur Ross
Smashing Pumpkins
Spice Girls
Sublime
Sugar Cult
System of a Down
Techno!(some electronic music)
The Wonders
Third Eye Blind
Tim Mcgraw
Toadies
Tool
Weezer
Wheatus
White Stripes, The
Yeah Yeah Yeahs

Movies:

28 Days Later
40 Days and 40 Nights
50 First Dates
A Beautiful Mind
A Clockwork Orange
A Midsummer Night's Rave
Adaptation
Airplane
Alive
Almost Famous
American Beauty
American Psycho
Backlot Murders, The
Bad Seed, The
Batman movies
Beach, The
Beetlejuice
Being John Malkovich
Bewitched
Black Dahlia
Blow
Bowling For Columbine
Boys Dont Cry
Brady Bunch Movie, The
Bridget Jones Diary
Brokeback Mountain
Brokedown Palace
Bucket of Blood
Cell, The
Charlies Angels
Child's Play
Craft, The
Cruel Intentions
Death Becomes Her
Departed, The
Dirty Love
Dont Say A Word
Donnie Darko
Drop Dead Fred
Duplex
Edward Scissorhands
Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
Eurotrip
Exorcism of Emily Rose, The
Exorcist, The
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Fifth Element
Fight Club
Firm, The
Four Rooms
Freddy Got Fingered
Freddy vs. Jason
Free Radicals
Fridays
Game, The
Garden State
Gattaca
Ghostship
Girl in the Basement, The
Girl Interrupted
Gladiator
Gothika
Henry & June
Hitch
Hole, The
Hollywood Homicide
Hostel
Hours, The
House of 1,000 Corpses
House of Wax, The
Household Saints
I Know What You Did Last Summer
Igby Goes Down
Interpreter, The
Interview with the Vampire
Josie and the Pussycats
Jurassic Park
Kevin Smith Movies
L.A. Confidential
Legally Blonde
Life Aquatic
Lord of the Flies
Magnolia
May
Memoirs of Geisha
Mermaids
Memento
Monster
Monsters Inc.
Moulin Rouge
Napoleon Dynamite
Natural Born Killers
Nightmare Before Christmas
Office Space
Open Cam
Partner(s)
Party Monster
Patch Adams
People vs. Larry Flint, The
Pi
Pleasantville
Prime
Psycho
Pulp Fiction
Queen of the Damned
Rebel Without A Cause
Reindeer Games
Requiem for a Dream
Resident Evil
Riding in Cars with Boys
Ring, The
Rocky Horror Picture Show, The
Romeo and Juliet
Rules of Attraction
Run Lola Run
Scary Movie
School for Seduction
Schindlers List
Se7en
Seed of Chucky
Silence Becomes You
Silence of the Lambs
Sin City
Sixth Sense, The
Slither
Snatch
Spectres
Spice World
Stepford Wives
Super Troopers
Talented Mr. Ripley, The
Tank Girl
Texas Chainsaw Massacre, The
Trauma
Troy
Underworld
Urban Legends
Vanilla Sky
Vanishing, The
Virgin Suicides
Waynes World
What Dreams May Come
Whatever Happened to Baby Jane
Wicker Park
Wild Things
You I Love
Zoolander
Many more... I have to update!

Television:

CBS and NBC online full episodes.
Daria

Books:

Acts of Malice
American Psycho
Ann Rice
Brave New World
Christopher Pike
Darcy’s Utopia
Eleven Minutes
Eudora Welty
Fight Club
Go Ask Alice
Hamlet
House of Leaves
Judy Bloom
Life of Pi
My Name is Asher Lev
Pictures and Tears
Planet of the Blind
R.L. Stine
Romeo and Juliet (play, west side story)
Slaughterhouse 5
Splitting
The Perks of Being a Wallflower
White Hotel

Heroes:

people who love me!

My Blog

Personality Quiz

I don't know if I like these results!!! Is this me???My Personality Neuroticism76Extraversion60Openness To Experience79Agreeableness50Conscientiousness13 You are neither a subdued loner nor a jovial c...
Posted by Wendy on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 06:58:00 PST

Merci d’etre mon ami!

Bonjour!I have made a friend who is French!!! I have a personal tutuor. So far, I have learned(and hope to remember):ca va= how are you?merci d'etre mon ami= thanks for being my friend.trout le plaisi...
Posted by Wendy on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 04:35:00 PST

More...

Cats:Baby=BirmanBagheera=BurmeseColumbus=ManxI am home a lot so I get to feed the cats. I also get to pet them and talk to them. I love it!Library:Future trip to the library I am going to check out:As...
Posted by Wendy on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 03:31:00 PST

Update

It appears I've won some international email lottery. Of course, it's got to be spam scam of some kind. I'm rather irritated. Don't find anything amusing about  $917,956.00!  Do you? I keep ...
Posted by Wendy on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 01:48:00 PST

Oddness

Sooooo last night I had many strange dreams. I was with this group of small creatures and it was dark and we were all running around trying to get away from things or trying to do things. Very real. K...
Posted by Wendy on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 05:29:00 PST

::cries:::

My slide shows on myspace aren't working!!!
Posted by Wendy on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 06:31:00 PST

I talked to Mr. Kitty...

...and he said that I was not being very nice.I want to share positive things. I want to remember what is good.I anticiapait the fall. It is here. The further changing into the fall. Perhaps it will b...
Posted by Wendy on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 12:41:00 PST

blubber:

1. excess body fat.2. an act of weeping noisily and without restraint.3. to say, esp. incoherently, while weeping. 4. to contort or disfigure (the features) with weeping. 5. fatty; swollen; puffed out...
Posted by Wendy on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 12:06:00 PST

Well...

Goodness. I don't know what to say.I have an internet crush. I'm completely hopeless. I mean. All he has on his profile is one picture! And he lives in CA. We've exchanged hellos.As to all the webcam ...
Posted by Wendy on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 12:07:00 PST

Reflections

I did have a nice Monday. It just seems as the night came I became depressed. And now I am awake. I took more medicine. It might help. It might not. I don't know what to do. 
Posted by Wendy on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 01:29:00 PST