a girl
normally easy to understand.. they are found to be predictable
most, with their feelings just beyond reach, they follow through
and with every intent on success, they fight
with every feeling and desire towards love they seek us out
they will use every power given to them
most of which are known and commonly thought of
each is a clever tool to be used against us
and they all involve hopeful attraction
aiming to alter our thoughts; our emotions
to feign reality in place of what we might not want
a girl
there are those who choose to remain mysterious
the ones we can't help but wonder about
carefully choosing, wandering, speaking
each word, a precious sentence
that we so anxiously attempt to figure out
it is they who we notice amongst friends
and who stir unrecognizable feelings
that we impulsively choose to study
we will act; wonder why we did so
what went wrong
think on how they can be so different
why are they so different?
their usual selection of power is gone
the thin layer of feelings will smile
as it accompanies those normally easy to understand
as though it knows of what it has done
and all the while
every thought of them stirs deep emotion
when careless conversation stumbles upon us
we hold our words and throw them in our rooms alone
hopeing they will reside in emptiness
but they come back
perhaps in the form of memories, or dreams
dreaming of the mysterious girl
and being with them is bliss
until we awake to a small fate
of mindful torture if we choose to ponder it all
without dreams we are nothing
and so, until we figure this out