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About Me

So before I get started telling you about myself let's get something out of the way...if you have any intention of fucking with my head or heart, hit the backspace, delete or whatever cause I don't have it in me to deal with that shit. Now that that's covered here'e a little about the child trapped in an adults body: I'm basically a good cracka that always has the best of intentions. Not long ago, I dropped everything in my life to start over and get my head out of my ass. I moved out of a town that was full of nothing but trouble for me and in a new city where that only people I have known since I got here for the most part are in school with me. My friends and family are gold to me. I've been lucky enough to make friends here that I've felt like I've known for years and they have been very good to me and I would do anything in the world for them. I'm kinda an overgrown kid in a lot of ways, but on the other side of me I can be an old fucker that just wants to sit at the house sometimes. I'm honest to a fault and too giving most of the time cause it always bites me in the ass. I usually wear my heart on my sleeve which also gets me into trouble a lot. I don't like being lied to...I don't like being made an ass of for no good reason...I don't like mind games...I'll trust you til you give me a reason not to...I'm stubborn as a mule...I'll respect you unless you prove you don't deserve it and I expect the same in return...I always go unappreciated...I have a huge heart and usually let it lead...there's a hell of a lot more too me than anyone bothers to take the time to see, which is why I usually stay so guarded...I'll give and give and never take...I can be the best thing in your life, but you have to take the time. I play well with others til they burn me. I have a piece of paper saying I don't have anger problems anymore...but try me. I fight for what I believe in and who I believe in. I'm not a patient person, but I'll wait for someone or something I feel is worth it. I don't walk away easy and I damn sure don't have one of those handy little switches that allows me to turn my feelings on and off. I am a strong person but I'm not scared to show my weaknesses.
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I believe that God doesn't give you more than you can handle... I believe you should answer that wake up call when it comes in because he may not call back...

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Golf, beer, fishing, collecting PEZ (I know, don't say it), spending time with the family, hanging out with friends, sailing with Capt. Morgan, beer, home improvement, gardening, cooking, beer, beer pong

I'd like to meet:


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Someone who is honest and respectful and doesn't play games. Someone who does what they say they're gonna. Someone who means what they say and doesn't hide feelings to spare mine. Someone that can keep up with me. Someone who wants to take the time to break my guard down and really know me. Someone who loves me for who I am. Someone who will hold me when I'm down. Someone who will lay around and just do nothing when I'm tired. Someone who proves they want to be with me. Someone who won't make me a phase or fling. Someone who is supportive of me. Someone who always strives to be better tomorrow than they are today and help me to do the same. Someone who doesn't care about my past and doesn't dwell in theirs. Someone who talks to me. Someone who is motivated. Someone who doesn't ride my coat tails. Someone who will rub my back or head while I fall asleep. Someone who will be my strength when I am weak and allows me to be their strength when they are weak. Someone who will stand beside me, not in front or or behind me.

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My mom, my grandmother, my grandfather, Jimmy Buffett, Johnny Cash

My Blog

Apologies, Explainations and Other Considerations

The past few weeks have without a doubt reeked havoc on my mental and emotional well-being. Truth be told, this entire year has reeked havoc on my mental and emotional well-being. With school whooping...
Posted by Courtney on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 11:44:00 PST

The Five Stages as they apply

I've quickly learned that long walks and throwing myself into something to keep my mind occupied don't seem to do any good. So what are you supposed to do when you find yourself consumed in thoug...
Posted by Courtney on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 03:16:00 PST

Taking A Walk

Don't ever let anyone lie to you, taking a walk doesn't clear your head, not even ten miles.  What does your head really gotta do when you walk? You pretty much pick a destination and your body g...
Posted by Courtney on Thu, 09 Oct 2008 01:17:00 PST

Pacing the Cage

Sunset is an angel weepingHolding out a bloody swordNo matter how I squint I cannotMake out what it's pointing towardSometimes you feel like you've lived too longThe days drip slowly on the pageAnd yo...
Posted by Courtney on Wed, 28 May 2008 02:35:00 PST

Seeking the positive

It's one of those particularly bleek days in my evolution of self.  Feeling a bit defeated today, I think I've bitten off a bit more than I can chew is some senses.  Maybe I'm just impatient...
Posted by Courtney on Tue, 27 May 2008 02:47:00 PST

Mowing the Lawn - Things I Realized When Left to My Own Devices

I was mowing the lawn the other day and feeling a bit philosophical about things.  Somethings I was thinking started to give me a little clarity about where I am in my life and why, others just p...
Posted by Courtney on Fri, 23 May 2008 02:15:00 PST