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brookeback

no dice, soldier.

About Me

i'm unique. just like everybody else.
Gillie: This sandwich is sticking together...it doesn't wanna come apart.
Nurbs: It's a metaphor...
<[i>silence]
Gillie: Nah...I think it might be the bacon.
<[i>silence]
Me thinking: I love this moment so much I want to have sex with it.
You may not have an opinion about the current issue, but everyone has an opinion about something, whether it's international trade, domestic education or the way cakes in the grocery store look really good but taste like frosted teddy bear fur.
We don't read and write poetry because it's cute. We read and write poetry because we are members of the human race. And the human race is filled with passion. And medicine, law, business, engineering - these are noble pursuits and necessary to sustain life. But poetry, beauty, romance, love...these are what we stay alive for. To quote from Whitman, "O me! O life!... of the questions of these recurring; of the endless trains of the faithless... of cities filled with the foolish; what good amid these, O me, O life?" Answer: that you are here - that life exists, and identity; that the powerful play goes on and you may contribute a verse. That the powerful play *goes on* and you may contribute a verse. What will your verse be?
Because we do not know when we will die, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well. And yet everything happens only a certain number of times, and a very small number really.
How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood, an afternoon that is so deeply a part of your being that you cannot conceive of your life without it? Perhaps four, or five times more? Perhaps not even that. How many more times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps twenty.
And yet it all seems limitless.
One final paragraph of advice: do not burn yourselves out. Be as I am - a reluctant enthusiast...a part-time crusader, a half-hearted fanatic. Save the other half of yourselves and your lives for pleasure and adventure. It is not enough to fight for the land; it is even more important to enjoy it. While you can. While it’s still here. So get out there and hunt and fish and mess around with your friends, ramble out yonder and explore the forests, climb the mountains, bag the peaks, run the rivers, breathe deep of that yet sweet and lucid air, sit quietly for a while and contemplate the precious stillness, the lovely, mysterious, and awesome space. Enjoy yourselves, keep your brain in your head and your head firmly attached to the body, the body active and alive, and I promise you this much; I promise you this one sweet victory over our enemies, over those desk-bound men and women with their hearts in a safe deposit box, and their eyes hypnotized by desk calculators. I promise you this; You will outlive the bastards.

My Interests



You're known for starting trouble. But you play it cool. Besides, no one can resist your sharp eyes and quick wit. *They* eat from the palm of your hand. Though you have weaknesses, which may have deadly consequences, you, are resurrected, as if the gods themselves breathed immortality into you.



SECRET QUOTE OF THE WEEK
Everybody's born knowing all the Beatles lyrics instinctively. They're passed into the fetus subconsciously along with all the amniotic stuff. Fact, they should be called "The Fetals".

I'd like to meet:

5 people:
johnny d. :)
orville redenbacher. he was a happenin' dude.
bill nye, for making me love science at one point in my life.
liam sullivan...i hope my kid has his sense of humor.
and jonathan safran foer. marry me.

M y L i f e : T h e S o u n d t r a c k
Opening credits: "How it Ends" - Devotchka
Waking up: "Radiapathy" - The Velvet Teen
Average day: "Extraordinary Machine" - Fiona Apple
First date: "I'd Rather Dance with You" - Kings of Convenience
Falling in love: "Only One" - Yellowcard
Love scene: "Paperweight" - Schuyler Fisk
Fight scene: "Talk Show Host" - Radiohead
Breaking up: "Colors" - Amos Lee
Getting back together: "The Scientist" - Coldplay
Secret love: "Number 41" - Dave Matthews
Life's okay: "In the Summertime" - Mungo Jerry
Mental breakdown: "I'm So Sick" - Flyleaf
Driving: "A Case of You" - Joni Mitchell
Learning a lesson: "Evolve" - Ani DiFranco
Deep thought: "Better Way" - Ben Harper
Flashback: "1 Angry Dwarf and 200 Solemn Faces" - Ben Folds Five
Partying: "Cold Beverage" - G. Love & the Special Sauce
Happy dance: "Don't Stop Me Now" - Queen
Regretting: "Back to L.A." - Beth Hart
Long night alone: "The District Sleeps Alone Tonight" - The Postal Service
Death scene: "I Will Follow You Into the Dark" - Death Cab for Cutie
Closing credits: "Over the Rainbow/Wonderful World" - Israel Kamakawiwo'ole

Music:



Alanis Morisette (circa Jagged Little Pill), The Beatles, Beck, Ben Folds Five, Coheed & Cambria (acoustic), Coldplay, Dave Matthews, Death Cab for Cutie, The Doors, Fiona Apple, Flyleaf, Incubus, Jimi Hendrix, the John Mayer Trio, Linkin Park - Hybrid Theory, Madonna, Matchbox 20, classic Michael Jackson, Oasis, Pearl Jam, the Postal Service, Queen, Ray Charles, REM, Schuyler Fisk, Sheryl Crow (before rehab), Simon & Garfunkel, Stroke 9, Tracy Chapman, The Wallflowers, Weezer, the White Stripes, Wired All Wrong...the list goes ever on.

Movies:

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6 Days 7 Nights, 28 Days Later, As Good as it Gets, Audrey Hepburn movies, Batman Begins, Chicago, Children of the Corn, Constantine, the Crow, Disney movies, Erin Brockovich, Garden State, Girl Interrupted, Just Married, Kill Bill Vol. 1 & 2, the Madagascar Penguins' Christmas Caper, Matrix Reloaded, Paris Je T'aime, the Prestige, the Princess Bride, Romeo + Juliet, Saw (1, 2 and 3), Se7en, Tommy Boy, Wayne's World 1, Wedding Crashers, With Honors, the Wizard of Oz...

Television:



3rd rock from the sun, some andy milonakis, conan o' brien, the daily show w/ jon stewart, ed edd n' eddy, ellen degeneres, family guy, house (m.d.), inside the actor's studio, jeff corwin, looney tunes, project runway, queer eye for the straight guy, scrubs, classic snl, south park, spin city, spongebob, tom n' jerry, will n' grace...i'd rather sew up my vagina than watch laguna beach, the oc, real world...i think you catch my drift.

Books:



Heroes:


humanitarian aid workers, audrey hepburn , anne frank, my mom, amelie, ellen degeneres, edward abbey , angelina jolie , paul rusesabagina , the " Hamburg in Vain " gang, josephine rooney , and the unknown rebel . not necessarily in that particular order.

My Blog

let's leave behind everything but each other.

during illumination.i'm at the river in mid-december (a long december, no doubt). low tide. feeling poetic, productive, poignant.life is all around...i can't keep up.constant rustling in thick plants ...
Posted by brooke on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 07:52:00 PST

busted

yesterday, speaker of the house, dennis hastert, held a news conference at a washington, d.c. gas station. so naturally, hastert and company drove off in a hydrogen-fueled car...to show their com...
Posted by brooke on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 09:35:00 PST

tag...body spray

yeah, i got tagged. thanks a lot, maria. The first player of the game starts with 7 weird things/thoughts/habits about yourself. After you get tagged you have to write a blog about these 7 things, as...
Posted by brooke on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 07:45:00 PST

a stab in the dark

The crisis in Darfur is as bad as ever. Human rights groups, the US Congress and the former US Secretary of State Colin Powell all said that genocide was taking place - though a UN team sent to Sudan...
Posted by brooke on Fri, 21 Apr 2006 08:51:00 PST

top 5

i just finished watching high fidelity. and it made me want to create my own top 5. these two are just to get me started...i'll be adding on to this.Top 5 Most Romantic Movie Scenes5) High Fidelity - ...
Posted by brooke on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 08:38:00 PST

question 11: why can't i sleep?

supposedly, there are ten questions everyone should know before graduating high school...1) what percentage of the earth is covered by water?2) what sorts of signals does the brain use to communicate ...
Posted by brooke on Sun, 16 Apr 2006 12:32:00 PST

the awesome deferred.

the "war" in iraq has cost the u.s. over $250 billion. instead, we could have bought 4-year full-ride scholarships for over 7 million college students.and don't forget...250 billion jr. bacon cheesebu...
Posted by brooke on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 05:01:00 PST

oh, the places i'll go...

these are the states i've visited. methinks i'm just a lowly, uncultured southern chick. oh, the humanity. these are the countries i've been to. soon to be updated. oh yes...very soon...where've you b...
Posted by brooke on Fri, 31 Mar 2006 07:48:00 PST

my new motto.

After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security, and you begin to learn that ki...
Posted by brooke on Thu, 30 Mar 2006 08:23:00 PST

oh holier than thou...

in response to Tom Delay preaching about the "War on Christians," Action Replay Nick posted these pictures on fark.com. thanks to him, everyone in the office discovered i wasn't actually working at my...
Posted by brooke on Wed, 29 Mar 2006 12:01:00 PST